THE DOUBLE-EDGED CHOICE
By Katherine Padilla
Book 1 of
HEIRS OF NOVAUN
Published by Novaun Novels at
Copyright © 2004
Katherine Padilla
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The Double-Edged Choice is a work of fiction. The characters and plots are products of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons or events is purely coincidental.
CONTENTS
Chapter 17: ATTACK ON THE
FLEET
Chapter 19: RHAPSODY OF THE
HEART
Chapter 26: THE
DOUBLE-EDGED CHOICE
To my mother,
Mary Hedrick Carter.
I would like to express my deep appreciation to everyone who read earlier versions of this series: Sue, Doug C., Melody and Heather, Stephanie, Debbie, and Kay, Pattie, Amy, and yes, even you, Christina. Your enthusiasm for the novels gave me confidence and assured me that the time I had spent writing them had not been wasted.
In particular, I'd like to thank Cari Clark, Lori Hendricks, and Rick and Mary De Silva, who were the very first fans of The Double-Edged Choice, back when it was entitled The Mind Energy Formula. They had to wait years for the second installment, and their eagerness for it never waned. Without their excitement and support, I may never have finished the series. Thanks!
I can't forget to thank my husband Steve, who, early in 1985, gave me the design for the Sovereign of the Stars. I could never have come up with something so interesting!
Daniel Zarek watched the woman from his
peripheral vision as he waited to be seated. She sat alone in a sunny booth at
the back of the restaurant, wearing a burgundy suit, her black hair pulled away
from her beautiful face in an elegant knot at the nape of her neck. She slowly
took a bite of salad, then sipped from her glass of water.
As the hostess led Daniel to a table, he
took a better look at the dark-haired woman. She really was Lanuvael Vumaul Doshyr--she
had to be. Despite the plain Earthon clothing and simple hairstyle, she looked
very much like the images he had assimilated on InterMind sixteen and a half
years before when she and her twin children had disappeared from the knowledge
of Novaun.
Daniel's excitement grew as he approached
her, along with his anxiety. Communicating with her would put his mission at
risk, but he had to take the chance. In no other way would he learn whether she
was on Earth by choice or whether she and her children had been abducted. The
answer to that question would tell him whether her children were a danger to
Novaun or not.
The hostess seated Daniel in a booth that
adjoined Lanuvael's, separated only by narrow oak poles. He removed his hat and
coat and set them aside as a waitress promptly arrived at his table. "I
just need to warm up a bit," he said. "A cup of hot cocoa will be
fine."
"Yes, sir," the waitress said
cheerfully, hurrying away from his table.
Daniel didn't attempt to communicate with
Lanuvael until the waitress returned and set a mug of hot chocolate on the
table in front of him. He expanded his spirit and pressed it against
Lanuvael's, inviting her to communicate in a way that couldn't be detected by
the monitoring devices the Earthons used to record voices and thought
transmissions.
Lanuvael did expand her spirit to partially
overlap his, and he allowed his thoughts to flow into her mind. Mineste Doshyr, I'm here to help--
No
one can help me! Her thoughts stabbed through him, icy with shock and
terror. You have no idea how completely
you've compromised yourself, just by seeking for the information necessary to
identify me. Get on the next flight
away from Earth going anywhere, or you won't make it off Earth at all! Then
she wrenched her spirit away from his and refused to communicate more.
Understanding and dread crept through
Daniel as he finished his drink. She knew that he was a Novaunian agent and was
concerned for his safety, which meant she was still loyal. She had, however,
refused to communicate with him in this secure way, which could only mean that
even her thoughts were not her own and that the man who appeared to be her
husband was really her captor. When the man returned home from work that
afternoon and required her to give him the thoughts and events of the day,
Daniel's identity would be unmasked.
Daniel arose, slid into his coat and hat,
and walked to the front of the restaurant as casually as he could manage.
Lanuvael had not exaggerated her danger or his. Daniel paid his bill and left
the restaurant, nearly running.
A squad of Executioners waited for him
outside the door.
19th Year of the Divine Emperor
Friday, February 2
Myke Zarek entered his apartment, weary from
a long day at work. He extended his arm to set his laptop by the door and
nearly dropped it, grasping it again desperately and pushing it against the
wall with a slam. He remained stooped there a moment, breathing slowly and
forcing himself to relax. He straightened, slipped out of his coat and hung it
in the closet, then walked through the tiny, sparsely furnished living area
toward the kitchenette.
Myke's father had not been home for several
days. Normally this wouldn't be unusual, but they planned to leave Earth for
Novaun soon. No matter how hard Myke tried to tell himself that his father was
simply finishing business and would be home at any moment, he couldn't rid
himself of the fear that something terrible had happened.
Myke opened the small refrigerator and took
out the milk. He removed the lid and drank the milk straight from the
container, gulping so hard his chest hurt. As he drank, he felt his father's
spirit touch his, relaying a telepathic transmission in code. Feeling a rush of
panic, and at the same time relief, he quickly set the empty milk container on
the counter, relaxed, and prepared to receive the message. Since this
communication was weak, it required extreme concentration to receive it.
Get
out! Cover blown. Royal twins key. The message was wrapped in emotions of
love, confidence, and farewell. Then it was gone from understood existence with
his father's being.
Immediately realizing that the authorities
would trace the telepathic message to his apartment, Myke rushed into the
bedroom and stuffed several changes of clothes, his wallet of computer discs,
and a few toiletries into a leather shoulder bag. Within minutes he was moving
with the crowds of people down the sidewalk away from his apartment building,
watching for Executioners.
Myke pulled the fur collar up over the
scarf around his neck to block the frosty air and hide his face, his mind
traveling backward in time several years and remembering Tavon, the country
that was his home. He could almost feel the warm rain on his cheeks and the
beach's white sand between his toes.
A gust of icy wind shattered the nostalgic
images. He shivered. There were no seas near Tryamazz, and the rain that fell
there was usually cold.
Located in what was once Missouri in the
United States, Tryamazz was the capital city of Earth's massive empire. Earth's
"Divine" Emperor, Arulezz Zarr, depended heavily on arelada crystal
to maintain telepathic control over Earth's billions of subjects, but it was a
raw mineral that was not native to Earth. It was mined on several planets,
primarily Novaun. Officially, Earth was at peace with the United Interstellar
Alliance of Planets. It owned several arelada mines, companies, and a
substantial amount of prime territory on arelada-producing planets other than
Novaun. Unofficially, Earth wanted control of the arelada trade and was
planning to conquer the Alliance to gain it.
Myke and his father had acquired proof that
Earth was preparing to attack several primary arelada sources in twelve Earth
weeks, and they had collected many specific details that would aid in repelling
the attack. Myke's knowledge of Earth's plans was the Alliance's only
hope--that and the spirit dimension formula.
Myke nearly dove into the back seat of a taxi
that drove up beside him. "Spaceport," he said quickly. The door made
a whirring noise as it slid shut. He leaned his head back on the seat and
closed his eyes. Why had his father died? They had been so close to returning
to Novaun. Two years, and nothing had happened. Why now? Why? Myke had known
since they had begun training for this mission that one or both of them might
be killed. He had never worried much about his own life, but he had always been
afraid that his father's life would be taken. He had tried again and again to
bury the fear, to harden himself against possible loss, but he had never been
successful.
A tear trickled down Myke's cheek, but he
quickly wiped it away. "Oh, God, help me," he breathed. He leaned
forward and covered his face with his hands in an attempt to smother the
emotion.
Once Myke composed himself, he sat back up
and stared out the window for the duration of the trip, analyzing his situation
and determining how to proceed. Communication to Novaun had been forbidden.
Even if Novaun would allow it, Myke knew that he wouldn't be able to obtain the
help he would need to telepathically transmit a message over that distance,
because he and his father had not been in contact with any other agents since
they had arrived on Earth, and nine months had passed since they had received
contact from a courier from Novaun.
Even so, Earth's authorities would be aware
of any unauthorized communication. He couldn't steal a ship, because it would
never get past the two Star Force fleets he knew were now sitting in Earth's
space territory. A hired vessel wouldn't get past the fleets either, so he
decided his best option was to use his standing reservation on a commercial
flight to Nustydun in the Gudynean Federation, where he would catch a
connecting flight to Dinevlea, then on to Novaun.
The sound of air being released signaled to
Myke that he had arrived at the spaceport. He quickly paid the driver, then
hurried to the ticketing section.
"I have a standing reservation on a
flight to Nustydun," Myke explained to the man at the ticketing counter,
removing the scarf from his mouth slightly. "I would like to get on the
next flight out of here. My name is Lon Brown. Here's my passport."
The man quickly accessed Lon Brown's file
on the computer. "Everything checks out. Next flight is at seven
thirty-five." He handed Myke a boarding pass. "Flight 1215, Gate
27K."
"Don't you have anything sooner?"
"No."
"Oh well. I guess that will have to
do." Myke took the boarding pass and left the ticketing counter, then
strode through several lobbies of the huge complex with people waiting for
flights to different systems, looking for the gate with his flight number.
Once he found the right gate, he began
searching for a place where he could hide until his flight was ready to leave.
As he walked, he brushed past a door that read in bold print: "Men."
Of course! What better place? He entered the rest room and found an empty stall
where he could wait.
The next three hours passed slowly for
Myke. He couldn't stop wondering how his father had died. Perhaps it was better
he didn't know. What would he tell his sisters when he saw them? If he ever saw
them again. Novaun was so far away. He breathed nervously. Everything depended
on him.
Myke glanced at the interplanetary time
calculator on his wrist. Seeing that only fifteen more minutes remained until
his flight would leave, he stood up and stretched his stiff muscles. He took a
deep breath and stepped out of the stall, then exited the men's room and rushed
toward the lobby where those traveling to Nustydun awaited their flights.
Suddenly he halted. Noticing two
Executioners approaching a ticketing counter ahead of where he stood, he
slipped into an adjoining lobby. He stood quietly by the lobby's entrance as
one of the Executioners began speaking to the ticketing counter personnel. The
Executioners both possessed muscular builds under black uniforms with red trim,
and arelada crystals that had been cut into diamond-shaped prisms hung on gold
chains around their necks.
"We're looking for a boy, nineteen
years old," one of the Ex-men said. Myke leaned toward the voices and
listened more intently.
"He has brown hair, blue eyes, and is
of an average height and build. He's traveling under the name Lon Brown. Here's
a photo of him." Fear overwhelmed Myke. The Ex-men would soon have the
entire spaceport watching for him. "He's an extremely dangerous criminal.
If you see anyone that fits this description, notify us immediately."
"Yes sir," a woman's voice
quavered.
Myke heard terror in the ticket attendant's
voice. Was she afraid of encountering him, or was she terrified of the
Executioners? Myke guessed the latter. He glanced over his shoulder, then
hurried to his flight gate.
Once he arrived at his flight gate, he
approached the view window and watched workers prepare a large shuttle for
flight. The night sky was spitting snow that appeared iridescent against the
backdrop of colorful lights. Evidently the craft was the one he would take to
the Gudynean transport ship orbiting Earth, for it was almost ready.
"Flight 1215 to Nustydun is now
boarding. Repeat . . ."
Myke jumped in surprise at the booming
voice. He looked cautiously around the lobby. Not noticing any Executioners, he
hurried to the gate.
Holding his breath in anticipation, he
waited in line to board the spaceship. Centimeter by centimeter, the line crept
as boarding passes were checked and people stepped into the entrance corridor.
Only one more person needed to have his boarding pass examined before Myke
would undergo the same procedure. His lips trembled and his eyelids dropped
shut. Home was so close . . . so close . . .
As he presented his boarding pass to be
examined, a hand gripped his shoulder. He felt himself being forced to turn and
face two Executioners. Dismayed, he quickly evaluated his situation. Maybe they
would think they had made a mistake and would let him go.
"Let's see some I.D."
Myke replied in his most polite tone of
voice, "Sirs, you are holding up the line. Please allow me to board my
flight in peace." He reached inside his coat for his passport.
One of the Ex-men eyed Myke quizzically. He
pulled the hat off his head and the scarf away from his mouth. "It's
him!"
Myke instantly slammed his laptop into the
head of one of the Executioners, catching him completely by surprise. The
Ex-man collapsed, unconscious.
Even as the other Executioner reached for
his weapon, Myke slammed his laptop against his head and knee-kicked him in the
groin. The Executioner moaned and doubled, and Myke executed a powerful blow to
the back of his neck as his computer tumbled to the floor.
Myke knelt and grabbed the Executioners'
immobilizers, then yanked the arelada from their necks. He sprang up and
pointed one of the pistols threateningly at the crowd that had gathered around
the commotion. As the crowd backed away from him, he slowly moved away from it.
Then he turned and sprinted toward the spaceport's main terminal, scanning for
an exit.
As he ran he saw the two Executioners he
had seen earlier bounding toward him at an angle from his right. He halted,
aimed his pistol at one of the Ex-men, fired, and ran for cover. A neurodart
shot out of his weapon and penetrated the Ex-man's heart. The other Ex-man was
only momentarily surprised by the effectiveness of the distant shot as his
companion dropped to the floor. Just as Myke was about to duck behind a
ticketing counter, the Ex-man fired his immobilizer.
Myke
shrieked as the neurodart penetrated his right shoulder. Hot pain seared
rapidly through the nerve network of his upper back, inflaming nerves and
jamming the neuronal transmissions of the nearby nerves it didn't touch,
temporarily paralyzing the muscles in the affected area. Before he had a chance
to feel the molecular robots in his spine, his mind fogged, then blackened.
Friday, February 2, 19 Y.D.E
Deia Sheldon adjusted the diamond and
emerald necklace around her neck as she stood backstage of a Tryamazz concert
hall, waiting for the curtain to rise. Of all the concerts she had played, this
one was the most important. Her teacher had arranged it, publicized it, and
invited Phillip Moreau, Earth's finest pianist-composer, to attend. Phillip
Moreau didn't often teach, but he had been so impressed by Deia's recent
publicity and the recordings her teacher had sent to him that he was
considering taking her on tour as his protégée. He would make his final
decision that night after hearing her perform.
Deia watched in anticipation as the members
of the orchestra took their positions and tuned their instruments. She and the
orchestra represented Divine Empress Jesalya School of the Arts, the
prestigious high school she had attended for the past four years. The orchestra
had gained a modest level of fame throughout the world, and this was the last
concert the senior musicians would give before they separated. Many members of
the orchestra had already received full-time positions in the finest symphony
orchestras on Earth, and others planned to attend highly accredited advanced
schools of music for more extensive training. Deia's dream was to become a
member of the Divine Emperor's Court, a position already achieved by Phillip
Moreau, a position greatly desired by musicians all over the galaxy.
Maestro Bruce Leonard, the guest conductor,
stood next to Deia. He quickly adjusted the long blue brocade sash of his black
tuxedo as the red velvet curtain slowly rose. He patted Deia on the shoulder.
"Good luck!" he whispered.
Deia again adjusted her necklace, then
walked onto the stage and proceeded to the black concert grand piano, her green
taffeta gown rustling as she walked. The maestro followed her onto the stage
and took his position in front of the orchestra.
Deia sat down at the piano and waited for
the maestro to give her the cue to begin. Out of the corner of her eye, she
captured a glance of her twin brother Paul, her Aunt Lena, and her Uncle Sanel
sitting in their usual seats on the front row. She welcomed their expressions
of encouragement, for the concerto she was about to play was the Second Piano
Concerto of pre-Day of Liberation composer Sergei Rachmaninoff, and it had not
been performed by anyone on Earth for many years. Deia had always been
fascinated by pre-Day of Liberation music, and this concerto had always been
one of her favorites.
The maestro lifted his hands, and the
members of the orchestra lifted their instruments to playing positions. He turned
toward Deia and motioned for her to start. Her fingers softly touched the keys
as she began the introduction. The power of the introduction grew as she
entered the first movement and was joined by the orchestra.
During the next thirty-five minutes, Deia
focused on the music, her fingers floating over the keyboard with confidence.
The music flowed through her body, moving her spirit with a passion that only
it could, and as it moved her, she soared to greater heights of expression.
Deia ran her fingers up and down the
keyboard in her solo preceding the finale. The anticipation grew as the music
trickled from low notes to high, retarding to a rest. Then she and the
orchestra joined again and entered full-force into the finale. The finale progressed
to its powerful concluding measures, and the conductor dramatically brought the
concerto to a close.
Deia felt drained but knew she had done
well. The audience applauded vigorously as the orchestra stood and the maestro
bowed. Deia arose and stepped to the front of the piano, bowing slightly, and
as she did, the sound of applauding intensified as everyone in the concert hall
stood. Deia had never experienced such a feeling of elation. They wanted an
encore! She glanced over at the maestro, who simply nodded and smiled.
She resumed her seat at the piano and began
playing a piece by Claude Debussy. It was romantic and beautiful,
representative of her own time, yet reminiscent of a bygone century. She
completed the piece and again took her bow as the curtain lowered, the
enthusiasm of the audience no less than it had been after the first piece she
had played.
Once the curtain had completely lowered,
she removed a handkerchief from the little pocket her Aunt Lena had designed
into her gown and used it to wipe the perspiration from her forehead. Members
of the orchestra clustered around her, overflowing with praise, and she praised
them just as enthusiastically. Finally she slipped away and went to her
individual dressing room.
Paul met Deia at the door, already wearing
his coat over his black tuxedo. "You were terrific! That was by far your
best performance ever! You are supreme!"
"Was he here?"
Paul put his hand on Deia's back and led
her into the room. "I didn't see him come in, but that doesn't mean
anything. He might have come in just as the performance started."
"Oh, I hope!" Deia proceeded
toward the closet to get her coat. She halted for a moment. "Do you think
I'll ever be good enough for the Divine Emperor's Court?"
Paul had lost his animation and appeared
tired. "I don't know why you would want to be."
Deia felt hurt. "Just because you
don't agree with his politics . . . It's still a great
honor."
"I know," Paul said with a sigh.
"I'm sorry. I know how much it means to you. I guess I'm just a little
preoccupied."
Deia frowned. Paul hadn't been himself for
the last couple of weeks, but she, in anticipation of her concert, hadn't
noticed until now. Any other time she would have felt terrible for being so unobservant,
but she was still too delirious over her chance to study with Phillip Moreau to
feel too sorry. Before she could ask Paul what was wrong, a knock sounded at
the door. "Come in!" she called.
Rachael, Deia's piano teacher, rushed into
the room. "You make me so proud!" She embraced Deia. "I hate
having to lose you."
"Was he here?"
Deia's teacher nodded quickly. "He
certainly was. I don't know whether he'll take you or not yet, but I'm going to
speak with him later tonight. Things are looking very promising!"
"Call me as soon as you find out
anything." Deia squeezed her teacher's wrinkled fingers. "Oh, I'm so
excited!"
Rachael patted Deia's hand. "I know.
I'll call you as soon as I speak with him."
After her teacher left, Deia turned to
Paul. "Did you hear that? He'll take me, I just know it!"
"That's wonderful, Deia." He
didn't smile.
Another knock sounded at the door. Deia
laughed. "Come in!" This time one of the cellists entered the room.
"Oh hello, Jeff!"
"Deia, you were supreme!"
"So were you."
Jeff nodded confidently. "I guess we
all did well, didn't we? Anyway, Deia, everyone's meeting at Antonio's in half
an hour. Will you be there?"
Before Deia could respond, she felt Paul's
thoughts enter her mind. Not tonight.
But,
Paul, Antonio's. Lasagna sounds so good.
Not
tonight, Deia. We'll go to Antonio's another time.
"I'm afraid I'll have to pass, Jeff. I'm
exhausted."
"I'm sorry to hear that. Everyone will
miss you, but I'm sure they'll understand."
"I'll see you later."
After Jeff left the room, Deia turned to
Paul. "What is this all about?"
Paul shook his head, a peculiar light in
his gray-blue eyes. "Not here. Let's go." He held Deia's white mink
coat as she slipped into it. She picked up her purse and followed Paul silently
out the door.
Deia shivered as they stepped
outside. Paul held his arm out for her. "It looks slick." She took
his arm and held tightly as he led her to their silver aircar. They slid into
the back seat, grateful it was already warm. Paul leaned forward.
"Home," he said to the chauffeur.
The aircar rose into the air and whisked
them through Tryamazz. Paul leaned his head back and closed his eyes, while
Deia stared out the window, mesmerized by the falling snow and twinkling lights
of the city.
In minutes the aircar came to a stop in the
landing bay attached to Paul and Deia's penthouse apartment. As they entered
their home, the lights came on. "I wonder where Lena and Sanel are,"
Deia said. "I thought they would be home by now."
"They went to supper." Paul
helped Deia out of her coat and hung it in the closet.
Deia stepped out of her green high-heeled
shoes, letting her feet sink into the plush, creamy white carpet, then seated
herself gracefully on the crimson velvet couch. She removed her necklace and
carefully set it on the coffee table, then quickly removed the diamond and
emerald-studded pins from her hair, shaking out the curls. Paul removed his
coat and wandered over to the piano. He stared out the window-wall, his dark
brown hair appearing black against the falling snow that was glowing in the
light emanating from the Divine Emperor's Palace and Liberation Court.
Deia stretched her arms and leaned her head
against the back of the couch. "So . . . what's
wrong?"
"Hmmm? Oh . . ."
Paul closed the drapes. "There really isn't any easy way to tell you
this."
Deia stared at the floral carvings on the
coffee table. "Go on."
"We've been drafted."
Deia sat up straight and turned abruptly
toward her brother. "We've been what?"
"We have to report to the Star Force
Institute of Science on Monday, and after a day of orientation, we'll be
shuttled to the fleet base ship Sovereign
of the Stars."
Deia waved her hands. "Oh no. Not me.
I have other plans."
"And I don't?"
"How long have you known about
this?"
"A few weeks--"
"And you didn't tell me!"
Paul approached the couch and sat down next
to Deia. "No. Lena and I thought it would be better to wait until after
graduation and your concert."
"Lena? You mean she knows about this
too? Does Sanel know?"
Paul grunted. "Oh yes, Sanel knows
about it."
"Can't he get us out of it?"
"He says he has no control over the
recruiting board. It's under Admiral Laddan."
"Just what kind of fools does he think
we are? There isn't a person on that recruiting board who wouldn't jump off the
top of the Council's office building if our dear uncle told him to."
Paul nodded in grim agreement. "That
doesn't change anything for us though."
"Military
service . . ." Deia grimaced. "Just what exactly are
we going to do on this spaceship?"
"I'll study to be an electrical
engineer, and you'll study to be a neurosurgeon."
Deia couldn't help but laugh. "You
have to be joking."
"I wish I were. My training is
supposed to last for three years. Yours will last for seven."
"Seven years? I have to be on that
spaceship for seven years!"
"Well, no. You may not spend the
entire seven years on this particular spaceship, but all together it'll be
seven years. I guess it takes a long time to become a neurosurgeon."
Deia shook her head quickly. "This
just isn't right. I can represent our culture to billions of people all over
the galaxy! What possible use could I be to the government in Star Force? The
very idea is ridiculous!"
Paul folded his arms over his chest and
stared sulkily at his lap.
Deia scrutinized him. "You know
something about this, don't you."
"How should I know why the government
wants us in Star Force?"
"But you have an idea."
"All I know is that too many things
are wrong."
"Such as?"
"Such as the Science Corps is
completely bourgeois. The government doesn't draft aristocrats. Aristocrats buy
appointments to Star Force's officer training program. Nobles don't even have
to buy their appointments. They're automatically accepted even if they're
imbeciles!"
Deia was surprised to feel relieved.
"I guess, then, that our situation could be worse. I'd much rather be a
neurosurgeon than a military officer."
Paul's eyes shone with hysteria. "You
won't feel that way when we're ostracized by the people who are supposed to be
our friends and, at the same time, despised by the people we're forced to work
with."
Deia knew that she should feel alarmed by
Paul's observation, but for the moment, the career implications far outweighed
the social ones. "All right, so people like us train to become officers,
not--" She stopped, searching for the right word.
"Certified professionals," Paul
said.
"All right, so we should be training
to be officers, not 'certified professionals.' What else is wrong with our
wonderful new situation?"
"I've never known anyone who's gone
into the Science Corps, but as for officer training, all applicants are heavily
tested for compatibility with space travel. Everyone accepted into the program
spends February and March after graduation in orientation and basic training at
the Officers Academy before being assigned to a ship. Not only that, but all of
my friends received notice of their appointments six months ago!"
"Paul, that is strange."
"It's Sanel. He's behind this, I just
know it. That son of Abomination is manipulating our lives again."
"But why? He knows our talents. He
knows that Star Force isn't a good fit for either one of us. Not only that, but
this is the man who nearly had a heart attack when I went out with the
chauffeur. Wouldn't it make him look bad if we joined the bourgeoisie? It
doesn't make sense."
"Maybe not, but it makes more sense
than anything else."
Deia's voice quavered. "You're
probably right." A tear spilled from one of her eyes. Paul quickly brought
his anger under control and drew Deia into his arms.
Somewhat later they heard a sound at the
door. Deia released her hold on Paul and quickly dabbed her face with her
handkerchief. They stood up as Lena and Sanel entered the apartment. Lena and
Sanel were the most beautiful couple Deia had ever seen, especially wearing the
formal clothing Lena had designed and the jewelry she had crafted. Sanel's
black hair was fashionably slicked back over his ears, and an arelada crystal
set in an intricately carved pendant hung on a gold chain from around his neck.
Lena's soft black hair was swept up in an elaborate style and studded with
diamonds set in white gold. Both Lena and Sanel were youthfully lean and had
perfect facial features and fair, unlined skin, as if they were twenty-five
instead of thirty-nine and forty-five.
Sanel helped Lena out of her coat and
smiled slightly at Deia. "Superb, Deia. Absolutely superb."
Deia bowed her head slightly. "Thank
you, sir."
Once out of her coat, Lena broke away from
Sanel and stepped down into the living room. Deia gazed affectionately at her
aunt as she walked toward her. She was the epitome of talent and refinement,
and Deia had always longed to be like her. "You were wonderful tonight.
You dazzled them all!"
Deia embraced Lena. "Funny, it doesn't
matter much anymore. I've wasted my entire life working for something I can
never have."
"You haven't wasted your life! You
have an extraordinary talent, and you don't have to be part of the Divine
Emperor's Court to use it. You've already gained a level of skill that most
people can never dream of obtaining, and yes, a level of fame too."
Lena released Deia when Sanel approached
them. Sanel gently cupped his hand around Lena's jaw, caressing her cheek with
his thumb. "Don't be long, darling."
Lena smiled and rested her hand on his.
"Of course not."
After Sanel was gone, Deia embraced Lena
again, tightly. "I'm going to miss you so much . . ."
Lena's voice was barely audible. "I'm
going to miss you too."
Deia gasped, then leaned her face against
her aunt's neck and wept.
Myke slowly regained consciousness in a
small room, still wearing his coat. He immediately became aware that his
shoulder was burning, and with that awareness came memories of his fight with
the Executioners and his father's death. He squeezed his eyes shut, telling
himself over and over, Control . . .
control . . . keep control . . . you still have a
mission to finish . . .
Several moments later, he carefully lifted
himself to sitting position and surveyed the room. The floor was covered with
gray office carpet, the walls were painted light blue, and the brown leather
divan on which he was sitting was the only piece of furniture in the room. He
glanced at his time calculator and discovered that he had been asleep all
night.
Feeling nauseated, he lay back down. Why
couldn't his father have listened? Why couldn't he have agreed to leave Earth
sooner? He had always been too stubborn, too meticulous, too concerned about
people they didn't even know. He would still be alive had they left two months
before on the night the spirit dimension formula had been discovered.
Myke had been lying in his bed, listening
to classical music on his laptop, when he had felt an emphatic, Teren! Get in here!
Myke sat up in bed with a start. His father
had not called him "Teren," even telepathically, for over two years.
He stood up and ran into the unfurnished room next door where his father
conducted his telepathic experiments. His father was standing on the other side
of the room, his lips dry and trembling, his naturally pale face flushed, and
his light blue eyes glazed and feverish. The indentation in his chin seemed
even deeper in the soft yellow light.
Myke only had to look at him to know.
"You found it." For decades his father and other telepathy scientists
all over the galaxy had been searching for the formula that would allow
instantaneous movement from place to place by the power of thought. Could the
search really be over?
Myke's father nodded, slow but vigorous
nods. They overlapped spirits partially, their thoughts flowing back and forth
between them. I saw it! It was just for a
second, but I saw the spirit dimension!
It
exists. It really exists! Then it came. The rush. The delirium of sharing in
a discovery.
Myke's father motioned Myke to move closer.
I could see it, but I couldn't get there.
It isn't as we believed; the spirit energy formula must work separately from
the transforming formula, but still in conjunction with it, the neuronal
transmissions of both formulas fitting together in just the right pattern.
Myke understood in an instant. To transform
their physical bodies temporarily into spirit matter and get to the spirit
dimension, two people had to overlap spirits and execute the spirit energy
formula and the spirit transforming formula simultaneously in the proper
sequence.
Myke mentally executed the spirit energy
formula and his father followed with the transforming formula. A burst of vital
energy swelled around them, and the room became an unreal, misty, opalescent
glow. Myke's father formed images of the kitchen in his mind, but nothing
happened. Myke reached his arms forward and attempted to walk toward the door,
but his fingers instead touched an undefined barrier. The misty opalescence
dissipated around them, and they were again standing in his father's
laboratory.
His father's eyes were intense with
passion. We're almost there; we're almost there! They executed the two formulas
again and again, but it wasn't until the eleventh time that they found the
proper combination.
Spirit energy swelled around them again,
and they stood in a lucid glow. The items in the room appeared in their natural
colors, not in shimmering opalescence, but velvety and amazingly more defined
than reality. His father appeared so real that Myke was certain he could touch
him. He did, and his hand went right though his father's chest. Everything in
the room was sharper than a hologram, yet just as intangible.
Myke's father formed an image of the
kitchen in his mind, and in an instant, they were standing in the kitchen. The
glow dissipated, and Myke's father clutched Myke's arm in excitement as they
returned to the physical dimension. If
only your mother could be here. If only your mother could be alive to be a part
of this! She waited so long, hoped with me so intensely.
For a moment, Myke was stunned that his mother
had even known. No one else had. Then he felt ashamed and embarrassed for being
so naïve. Of course she had known! How could she not have?
We
have to leave, Father, tonight. This discovery makes us twice as vulnerable,
and we need to return to Novaun with it immediately. It's of no use to us here.
His father's face was grave. We can't leave yet. Our mission isn't finished.
But it
is! No one in Fleet Command would want us to stay under the circumstances!
You
don't understand. I have new information. This doesn't concern only Novaun
anymore. There are people who could be in danger.
Who?
I can't
tell you that yet. This information is extremely volatile. I'm concerned about
your safety.
We need
to leave!
Earth
will never have the spirit dimension formula from us--no one here will ever
know we have it. It won't hurt to stay a little longer.
But
these other people . . . certainly someone else could be sent to
help them.
Certainly, but not without specific information that we can give them if
only we remain a little longer. These people may be in considerable danger. I
don't know yet. If they aren't, then they are a considerable danger to us. If
we return now, we may cause a delay that will do irreparable damage.
Trust me, Teren.
Myke had trusted his father then, but now
he wished he had been more persistent in his efforts to persuade him to leave
Earth. Helping these people surely couldn't have been as important as his
father's remaining alive. If they were so potentially dangerous to Novaun, then
he and his father should have returned immediately to Novaun with the
information. Myke assumed the royal twins to whom his father had referred in
his message would be Earth's primary tool in its attempt to gain control of
Novaun's arelada. Were they also part of a conspiracy to destroy these people
he and his father had remained on Earth to help? Or were they treacherous
people his father had believed in the beginning needed help? It didn't really
matter. His father was dead instead of alive.
Myke put his fingers to his throbbing
temples and closed his eyes. The Earthons had tried to break into his
subconscious, but the mental barriers he had placed there had prevented them
from succeeding. He breathed slowly, deeply, attempting to alleviate some of
the headache's intensity. He had to think. He and his father had been so
careful in their testing of the experimental formula. How could anyone have
known what they were doing?
They had tried the formula once with a car
late at night to see if it would move a vehicle, knowing that traveling any
great distance on the spirit dimension without a vehicle would be too dangerous
until the formula was developed and perfected. They had not been able to get
the car to move one millimeter. How could the authorities have learned anything
from that failed experiment?
Myke's father had decided that moving a
vehicle would require two extra people. All of the testing they had done in
their apartment using telepathy vision flight simulation had supported this
theory, and after extensive testing, they had determined that a four-seat armed
shuttle was the smallest existing space vessel capable of incorporating the
spirit dimension formula without drastically increasing its arelada load and
thus disrupting its delicate balance of weight and rendering it otherwise
inoperable.
The only way the Department of Internal
Investigation could have discovered their private tests was by electronically
monitoring their apartment for thought wave transmissions, but the D.I.I. had
to have had a reason for suspecting them of being foreign agents. The only
thing Myke could think of was that either he or his father had unknowingly done
something to draw suspicion from a neighbor or a colleague. He supposed his
father had been arrested and put under mind torture, but why hadn't he been
arrested with his father? It didn't make sense.
Myke became conscious of how his father had
died with severity. Mind torture. Of all ways to die, mind torture was the most
painful, the most degrading, the most dreaded by all agents.
Before he could dwell any further on the
way his father had died, he started at the sound of the door sliding open. He
sat up as quickly as his body would let him. Two Star Guards wearing the gray
uniforms of Star Force's warrior ranks entered the room. One of the guards
motioned to the exit. "Come with us."
Myke stood up and walked slowly to the
door, analyzing his strange situation. Why in the galaxy was Star Force
involved in this? He picked up his bag and laptop and stepped out of the room
into a corridor, two more guards waiting for him there. As the guards escorted
him through the building, he came to the conclusion that it was a Star Force
installation, a very large one. The guards eventually stopped at a door that
said "Personnel."
Myke's heart tightened in alarm. What was
going on? One of the guards pushed a button to open the door, then led Myke
through a large office room, missing most of its staff because of the Sabbath,
to an individual office at the back.
The guards halted outside the door, and
their spokesman said, "Lieutenant Reymas will see you now."
Myke hesitated. The whole thing felt like
a set-up. Realizing, however, there was nothing he could do but play along, he
took a step into the office and examined it skeptically.
On one wall hung a huge imitation of the
famous painting "Sunset Over Tryamazz," and on another hung a large
portrait of the youthful Prince Jahnzel, the Divine Emperor's brother and
Director of Defense before dying of a stroke at the unusual age of thirty-two.
On the wall behind the lieutenant's desk hung an Earthon flag--a wine-red
banner picturing an angel with wings spread, holding aloft a crystal sword with
both hands. A bronze statue of Tohmazz Zarr stood in a corner.
The lieutenant was sitting at a huge oak
desk, studying his computer screen. He was very slim, almost what Myke would
consider emaciated, and his red hair clashed with his navy blue shirt.
"Sit down, Zarek," he said without looking away from the monitor.
Myke seated himself in one of the black
leather chairs facing the lieutenant's desk. Several minutes passed before the
lieutenant turned and looked at him. "I've run across a few young people
who've been upset about being drafted, but you're the first one who's dared try
to leave the planet. Did you really think you could get away with it?"
"Drafted? You must be mistaken. I was
never--"
Lieutenant Reymas leaned back in his chair,
his contemptuous green eyes studying Myke's face. "You were supposed to
register with this office by 1700 yesterday so that we could be sure you
received your orders. When we didn't hear from you, we went to your home. When
we didn't find you there, we went looking. And, well, the rest you know."
Myke's eyes narrowed. "Why all the
muscle?"
"Let's just say that was our insurance
policy."
Myke glared at the lieutenant. "And
just what does Star Force want with me?"
"You will be going aboard the fleet
base ship Sovereign of the Stars Monday evening. You will
train there for the next three years to be an operations engineer."
"I'm already an engineer, and my
experience is with speed craft design, not base ship operation."
The lieutenant scanned his
screen. "You attended Tryamazz Intermediate School of Technology, where
you spent your senior year on a co-op program with Briggs Spacecraft
Development. You graduated with a perfect 100. grade average. You were then
hired on at Briggs full-time as an associate design engineer, which is where
you've been for the last year." He turned his head slightly to face Myke again.
"You'll have no trouble making the switch.
"Now for the reason I
summoned you. Because of your conduct, you've been put on restriction."
"Restriction from
what?"
"You will not be allowed
shore leave until your superiors on the ship decide otherwise."
Myke studied the lieutenant's
mocking face. Earth's Department of Internal Investigation was setting him up;
there was no doubt about it. Earth desperately wanted the spirit dimension
formula, and since he was the only person in the universe who knew it, the
authorities weren't about to allow him to die under torture until they obtained
it from him. And just how much did they assume about the formula? Did they
realize he would need help if he wanted to use it to escape?
Of course they did! He had
practically shouted that information to them when he had tried to leave Earth
on a commercial flight instead of using the formula. Fortunately, however, they
didn't know how many helpers he would need. Their surveillance devices would
have intercepted the telepathic transmissions between his father and him, but
most of the formula's experimentation had been done through spirit expansion
and telepathy vision, two processes that could only be penetrated by
sophisticated Awareness monitoring devices. If the Earthons had attempted to
use Awareness monitors to tap into their communication, he and his father would
have detected it immediately. The D.I.I.'s engineering consultants could
estimate the number of helpers he would need to use the formula, but there was
no way they could know for sure.
"You'll be escorted to one
of the men's dormitories, and you'll stay there until tomorrow, when you'll
attend orientation and be prepared to board the ship. Your dorm assignment is
Payne Hall 712. You are dismissed."
As Myke walked with the guards
to the car that was waiting outside to take him to the dormitory section of
what he now presumed was the Star Force Institute of Science, he pondered his
situation. How long had the D.I.I. been conducting surveillance on his father
and him? Several days? A week? Several weeks? They hadn't suspected a
thing--alarming evidence of the D.I.I.'s competence. Even so, Myke felt some
comfort in the knowledge that he and his father had always taken the precaution
of not discussing their work or ties to Novaun unless it was necessary, so the
D.I.I. still didn't have much specific information.
Myke reconstructed the events
that had occurred on the day he had last seen his father. They had left
together at the usual time that morning. His father had taken the attaché case
he used to hold his various disguises, hoping to make contact with a person who
would give him the final piece of information he had been seeking during the
past several months, undoubtedly information about the "royal twins."
Had his father's potential informant been the one to betray him? Had his father
made contact at all?
Obviously the D.I.I. had had no
intention of arresting him with his father, but why his father instead of him?
They must have known that a specialist of his father's caliber wouldn't break
under torture. Perhaps the only thing they had wanted was the transmission,
which led to another question: Why had his father allowed himself to be
tortured for three whole days? Though the transmission had been weak, his
father's arelada couldn't have been exhausted; both he and his father had
replaced their eye contacts only two weeks before. That the Earthons had
confiscated the contacts seemed even less likely. The contacts had been
constructed of microscopic particles of arelada, interwoven with cells from the
fibrous tunics of his father's own eyes. Novaunian engineers had even found a
way to disguise the arelada particles so that they would not be detectable to
the most advanced sensoring devices, including Awareness monitors. Not only
that, but if the Earthons had confiscated his father's contacts, wouldn't they
have taken his also?
Myke decided instead that his
father had, indeed, made contact with his informant and that he had learned
something of such vital importance that he had clung to every second of his
life just in case a chance to escape with that information presented itself.
Myke slipped into the back seat of the car. Instead of seeing the seat in front
of him, he saw his father in a white room on the floor writhing and clasping
his head, moaning but never, in the dignity of a Novaunian Fleet officer,
screaming. He shuddered and closed his eyes. Control, Myke, control.
Once he forced himself to think
again about his predicament, he realized he was a much better target for a
set-up than his father would have been. Star Force drafted nineteen-year-olds
all the time but rarely drafted middle-aged men. And where better to operate a
set-up than in the controlled environment of a base ship? Myke had to give
Earth's authorities credit. They were going about this with a great deal of
cunning. They weren't about to make things too easy for him, such as train him
to be a communications specialist or a pilot, but they were going to give him
just enough freedom to make him think he had a chance.
He knew his only hope would be
to find three others who would be willing to leave the ship with him. Using the
spirit dimension formula was the only way he would get a spacecraft safely past
the Sovereign's escort. He also knew
that finding those people would be next to impossible; everyone he would meet
might be an informer for the D.I.I. agent opposing him.
Discovering the primary
informers, finding suitable helpers, and learning their prices would take time,
and he had only eight weeks to return to Novaun if the Alliance had any hope of
gathering its forces in time to ward off the impending attacks.
The transport stopped in front
of a building Myke assumed was Payne Hall. Myke slowly got out of the
transport, and the guards escorted him to the building and left him at the
door. He walked through the spacious lounge to the elevator, the building empty
and ominously silent. Where were all of these new cadets? After only a minute, he
remembered that it was the Sabbath and that they were probably all at Worship.
He located his room on the
seventh floor and looked out the window for a way to the ground. What he found
instead were two guards standing directly under his window and four others in
various places on the grounds. Finally resigning himself to the fact that
escape from the dormitory was impossible, he decided to go back to the main
floor and get something to eat.
Within an hour, the cadets
began returning to the dormitory in groups of ten and twenty. Myke sat in the
lounge and listened carefully to their conversations. The cadets were baffled.
Why were they being sent to the Sovereign
of the Stars so soon? Why weren't they going to receive the customary
two-month basic training at the Institute? They speculated, questioned,
complained, and seemed unable to discuss anything else.
Myke pondered this new
information. Bringing the Sovereign of
the Stars back to Earth two months ahead of schedule could not have been
easy to arrange. Putting so many new cadets on the Sovereign two months early without the required basic training was
enough to drastically change the Sovereign's
training program for years. Those orders could only have come from Admiral of
the Fleet Laddan himself. Myke felt overwhelmed by despair. How could he fight
the entire Department of Defense? How?
Deia trudged into the kitchen
Sunday morning in her robe, her head aching and her face swollen. She punched a
button on the synthesizing machine. By the time her milk was ready, she heard
Paul enter the apartment. She wondered where he had gone so early.
"Hello, Deia!" Paul
said cheerfully. "How are you feeling?"
"Kind of numb."
Paul sat down on the overstuffed
sofa in the adjoining family room. "Make me a bagel, will you?"
"Sure." Deia punched
several buttons and in seconds, removed a hot bagel covered with cream cheese
and raisins from the synthesizing machine.
Deia sipped from her glass of
milk as she entered the family room. "Where have you been? What's that in
your hand?" She sat down beside Paul and handed him the bagel mess.
"I've been out."
Deia snatched the item from
Paul's hand and examined it. It was a computer disc in a plain white sleeve.
"What is it? Why isn't it labeled?"
Paul began eating his bagel and
didn't answer. Deia looked at him skeptically for a few moments, then stood up,
walked over to the computer, booted it up, and quickly inserted the disc into
the drive. The logotype Star of Freedom
appeared on the screen.
Deia spun around in her chair
and faced her brother. "Paul, are you completely insane? Sanel will kill
you if he finds this!"
Paul didn't appear worried.
"Oh, he won't do anything he hasn't done already. Besides, I'm getting so
sick of all the biased garbage we get in the news. I want some real news, from
a source that the government doesn't control." His eyes shone defiantly.
"From a source like the Star of Freedom."
Deia shook her head. "You
have to get rid of it, Paul."
Paul smiled sweetly at Deia and
set his plate on the floor. "Not until I read it." He stood up and
removed the disc from the computer, then stuffed the last piece of bagel into
his mouth and hurried out of the room.
Several minutes later, Lena
entered the kitchen, wearing slippers, slacks, and a sweater, her hair draped
softly on her shoulders. "Are you feeling any better this morning?"
she asked Deia as she removed an orange from the bowl of fruit on the counter.
"Maybe a little."
Lena smiled sympathetically.
"It'll take time."
"Well, I have plenty of
that, don't I?" Deia sat down at the computer. She finished her milk as
the logotype Tryamazz Times appeared
on the viewing screen, followed by a list of headlines.
After several minutes of
reading, she said in amazement, "Lena! You should see this!"
Lena walked into the family
room, frowning. "What?" Paul bounded down the stairs in the back of
the penthouse.
Deia spun around in her chair
to face her aunt. "Friday night, right before my concert, a
nineteen-year-old Diron spy was captured at the spaceport as he tried to leave
the planet. Apparently, he was working here with his father, who was recently
executed. Can you believe it? What amazes me is that they captured him. I don't think I've ever heard of Ex-men capturing
spies. They always shoot them."
Before Lena could reply, Paul
appeared behind her, dressed in his white fencing jacket and knickers and
carrying a face mask and sabre. He immediately responded to Deia's comment,
"Not when a spy has something our government wants, they don't."
"Oh, Paul, I didn't even
think of that. I wonder what it is."
Paul pushed past Lena into the
family room. He placed his free hand on Deia's shoulder from behind and
whispered mysteriously into her ear, "Maybe he has a secret formula for
producing synthetic arelada, or maybe the D.I.I. is hoping to get from him all
the names of Diron agents working in Tryamazz. This nineteen-year-old kid may
be the genius behind an entire network of spies."
Deia jerked away from Paul and
turned to face him. "Come on, Paul! Be serious! What do you think it is,
really? A new weapon?"
Paul shrugged and straightened.
"How should I know? If you're so curious, ask Sanel."
Deia hesitated, then said to
Lena, "Paul's been talking to the Earthborns again."
Lena's gazed at Paul gravely.
"If your uncle finds out--"
"I know, I know. If Sanel
finds out, he'll kill me." Paul stepped away from Deia and sliced the air
with his sabre. "Well, I'm not afraid of that son of Abomination," he
said loudly. "Do you hear that, Sanel?" He looked around the room.
"I'm not afraid of you!"
Deia watched Paul in horror.
"What's this all about?" Certainly Paul knew that Sanel had already
left for work.
"Do you want to know how
he knows about everything we do? He has us bugged. Do you hear me? Bugged. It's taken me eighteen years to
figure it out, and I'm sick of it! I'm sick of him!"
Deia felt as if she had been
punched in her stomach. "Spying on us?"
Lena said calmly, "Paul, I
implore you. Control your temper. Your uncle is an extremely dangerous
man."
"Well, so am I!" Paul
made a thrusting motion in the air with his sword. He lowered his sabre and
muttered, "Now my game is going to be off."
"Be back by eleven
o'clock. I want to take both of you to lunch," Lena said.
"All right," Paul
replied as he left the room.
Deia stood up and moved toward
her aunt. "I'm worried about him, Lena."
Lena's eyes were full of
sorrow. "So am I." She gently put her arm around Deia and squeezed
her. "Where would you like to go for lunch?"
Deia's mood brightened a
little. "Antonio's."
"I should have
known." Lena patted Deia's shoulder. "Why don't you call
Rachael?"
"I can't face anyone right
now, especially Rachael. Can't you call her?"
"I could, but I won't. You
have to work this out yourself. And besides, she'll want to talk to you, not
me."
"I guess you're
right." Deia walked slowly to the holophone chairs that were positioned at
a right angle to the couch and sat down. She folded her arms and stared at the
control panel on the carved oak table between the chairs. Hesitating, she
reached over and pushed the button that would automatically put her in contact
with Rachael, but before she could hear her teacher's familiar voice or see her
life-like image in the other chair, she quickly pushed another button that
would stop the communication. She couldn't do it.
Suddenly the phone buzzed. Deia
jumped in surprise. Her hand reached for the phone's control panel, then pulled
back. She took a deep breath and quickly pushed the receiving button before she
could change her mind again.
"Hello?" Deia
frantically reached again for the panel and pressed the "audio only"
button. She had no desire for anyone to see her in her present condition.
Rachael's image slowly
materialized in the other chair. "Hello, Deia! I tried to reach you
yesterday to give you the news! Mr. Moreau said he would be happy to have you
as his protégée!"
Deia opened her mouth to speak
but nothing would come.
"Deia, are you still
there? I thought you would be thrilled."
"I . . . I would be but--I
can't accept his offer."
"Why not?" Rachael
asked in alarm.
"Paul and I have been
drafted. We have to leave Monday."
"This is a tragedy. Can't
your uncle get you out of it?"
"I suppose he could, but
he won't."
Rachael was silent for several
moments. "Well, if it's what the government feels is best, then it probably
is."
"Yes, of course."
Deia pushed the button to end the communication and turned angrily toward Lena.
"How can she say that? How can she even think it?"
Lena sat down on the couch.
"What a person says doesn't always reflect what he or she is thinking."
Deia softened a little.
"She did say she thought it was a tragedy, didn't she?"
Lena nodded, her lips curving
into a proud little smile. "Congratulations."
Deia shrugged and shook her
head. "As if it makes any difference."
Lena leaned forward, her eyes
solemn and resolute. "It does make a difference. Being accepted as a
student by one of the finest musicians in the galaxy is a great accomplishment.
It's an accomplishment no one can ever take from you."
"It's just so unfair! To
have this opportunity snatched away for such a stupid reason! It isn't right.
And Star Force. It had to be Star Force. I don't want to be a neurosurgeon. I
don't want to go into space. I can't live with this."
Lena could do nothing but gaze
at Deia in grief.
"Paul thinks Sanel
arranged for us to be drafted," Deia said abruptly.
"Then Paul is either
perceptive--or paranoid."
"Is he right?"
"Does it matter?"
Deia was too upset to tolerate
Lena's customary crypticness. "Yes, it does."
"You know your uncle. What
do you think?"
Deia immediately understood
that Lena was pushing her to come to a specific conclusion. She wasn't going to
give Deia the answer, because she wanted her to think it through and figure it
out on her own.
Lena leaned forward and patted
Deia's arm. "Why don't you get ready to go?"
*
Lena took Paul and Deia's hands
across the table. "Before you leave, there are a few things I want to talk
to you about."
"What about Sanel?"
Deia whispered.
Lena raised an eyebrow.
"You've never worried about his listening to our conversations
before."
Deia relaxed and squeezed
Lena's hand. "You're right. I'm sorry I interrupted."
Lena gazed at them tenderly.
"You'll both have some very important decisions to make soon."
Paul frowned. "What
decisions?"
"Shhhh," Lena said.
"Let me finish. When making these decisions, I want you to remember three
things. First, always do what you feel in your hearts to be right. Second,
don't allow yourselves to live in fear."
"But Lena, you talk as
though we'll never see you again!" Deia said. "There'll be leaves,
we'll--" she stopped at Lena's commanding stare.
"Third," Lena
continued, "and perhaps this one is the most important. Remember that no
matter what anyone tries to do to you, you are in control of your lives, your
beings."
Paul and Deia looked at each
other, then at Lena in confusion. Then they both started to speak at once.
"What decisions . . .? What kind of
fear . . .? Why is Sanel bugging us?"
Lena released their hands and
looked away from the table. "It looks as though our antipasto is
coming."
As the waitress set their
antipasto plate in the middle of the table, Paul studied Lena's expression,
seeking for any clue that would help him solve this mystery, but she remained
impassive. He and Deia were going to be involved in something serious; Lena
wouldn't have acted so strangely otherwise. But she had been afraid to tell
them more. Or was it fear? Perhaps she couldn't tell them more and still remain
in control of the situation, and for some odd reason, Paul felt that Lena was
in control.
"Why did Sanel arrange for
us to be drafted?" Deia asked.
"I'm not sure."
"You must have some
idea," Deia persisted.
"I believe he sees this as
a way to increase your dependence on him."
"Isn't there anything we
can do about it?"
Lena shook her head.
"Nothing at the moment."
Paul slowly ate a piece of
cheese. Since Lena didn't seem to be concerned at the moment that Sanel was
monitoring their conversations, Paul decided to venture into forbidden subject
matter. "Since Deia and I are going away, will you tell us about our
parents?"
Lena gazed at Paul and Deia
thoughtfully. "Perhaps I can satisfy your curiosity somewhat by saying
that you will learn about your parents soon . . . very
soon."
"But why don't you and
Sanel ever talk about them?" Deia asked. "We've never understood
that. After all, our mother was your sister. And what about our grandparents
and the rest of our family?"
"So many questions, so
many answers. The whole thing was very tragic, which is why I don't talk about
it."
Paul was tired of hearing that
weak excuse. "You've been telling us that for years, and frankly, I don't
think it's the only reason."
"I know you don't, and
you're right, but for now, that explanation will have to suffice."
"Can't you tell us
something?" Deia pleaded.
Lena hesitated.
"Well . . . all right. Your father was a landowner and an
industrialist, and an extremely good administrator. He was very dedicated to
his family and was honorable in everything he did."
"And our mother?"
Paul asked, reaching for an olive.
Lena breathed a short sigh.
"Your mother . . . your mother was very devoted to your
father, and his devotion to her was no less. They were very much in love and
were married young. They adored you two and always wanted the very best for
you." Her hand trembled as she reached for a piece of bread. "Are you
satisfied now?"
"Not really," Paul admitted,
"but at least they seem a little more real to me than they did."
Deia nodded in agreement.
Paul had another question, but
he wasn't sure how to word it. After a moment of thought, he asked, "Why
did you marry Sanel?"
Lena flinched, her eyes
widening a bit, as if the question startled her.
"She married him because
she loved him!" Deia declared.
"I already know what you
think, Deia, and you're wrong. I want to hear it from Lena herself." Paul
had been arguing with Deia about this issue for years. He looked at Lena
pointedly. "Well?"
Blood rose in Lena's cheeks.
"I can't answer your question."
"Do you love Sanel,
Lena?" Deia asked softly.
Lena opened her mouth to speak,
but made no sound. Finally she averted her eyes and shook her head once. The
movement was so slight it was barely discernable.
Deia had been claiming all
along that Lena must love Sanel or she would have left him long ago. Why else
would someone like Lena stay with such a horrible man? Paul, on the other hand,
had known for as long as he could remember that Lena didn't love Sanel. He
didn't know how he knew--he just knew. Paul could see that Lena was in pain,
but for Deia's benefit, he couldn't stop himself from asking, "Why don't
you leave him?"
The red in Lena's cheeks
deepened, and she still wouldn't look at them. "Because I can't."
Paul had told Deia many times
that Lena couldn't leave because Sanel would hunt her down and bring her back.
A man like Sanel might not be capable of real love, but he desired Lena--Paul
had no doubt of that--and she made him look good. Still, Paul had to ask,
"But there's always a choice . . . isn't there? You just
said--"
"No, Paul," Lena said
firmly, finally lifting her head. "I assured you that you and Deia are in control of your lives and beings." She
shook her head slowly. "I lost control of my life a long time ago, and the
part of my being that is still mine is so small it's almost insignificant. I
might as well be Eslavu."
Lena's comment so shocked Paul
that he couldn't speak. Neither could Deia. Paul hadn't known what kind of
answer Lena would give, but he hadn't expected that.
Lena forced herself to smile.
"Look. Our pasta is coming."
Later that evening after
packing, Deia found Paul in the family room, starting a fire in the fireplace.
"Dinner's almost ready," he said. "Do you want to go get Lena?
Miriam said we're eating in the dining room tonight."
"All right." Deia ran
through the apartment and up the stairs to Lena and Sanel's bedroom.
"Lena! It's time for dinner!" She knocked on the door, then stood
there for several minutes, waiting for an answer. None came. Puzzled, she
knocked again. "Lena, did you hear me? Are you all right?"
Still failing to receive an
answer, Deia opened the door and walked as quietly as she could into Lena's
room. The green satin drapes were still open, revealing the misty glow of city
lights against a starless night sky. Deia turned on the light and saw that Lena
was still lying in bed. Deia knelt quietly next to the bed. "Lena,"
she said softly, gently shaking her, "it's time for dinner."
Deia's heart filled with alarm
when she received no response of any kind. She shook Lena vigorously.
"Lena! Lena! Wake up! Wake up!"
She pulled the bedspread from Lena's body and turned her to her back. Lena's
face was sickly white. The hollows of her eyes appeared bruised, and her lips
had an odd glazed look.
Deia's lips trembled.
"No . . . Oh no . . ." She laid her
head on Lena's breast. Her aunt wasn't breathing, and there was no heartbeat.
"Paul!" she screamed.
A minute later Paul ran into
the room. "What's the matter?"
"She's dead." Deia
clutched Lena's body and laid her head against Lena's neck, tears blurring her
vision.
Many minutes passed before Deia
felt Paul pry her away from Lena. "Why?" Deia choked.
"Why!"
Deia heard another person come
into the room. "What's wrong?" exclaimed Miriam, the housekeeper.
"She's dead," Paul
said.
"Dead? How can that
be?"
Paul pulled away from Deia
slightly and gazed down at Miriam in bewilderment. "What are we supposed
to do now?"
Miriam moved to Lena's bedside.
"Perhaps she can be resuscitated." A minute passed before Miriam
lovingly covered Lena's body with the bed sheet. When she turned to face Paul
and Deia again, her eyes were brimming with tears. "You need to call your
uncle."
"Yes, of course,"
Paul said in relief. He released Deia and hurried out the door.
Miriam led Deia to a chair and
helped her sit down. Deia sat very still, her body tense and her heart
breaking, breathing shallowly, staring, but not focusing on any object. As she
stared she captured a glimpse of something shimmering below the sheet that was
covering Lena's body. Her eyes snapped back into focus as she tried to discover
what was sparkling. She released Miriam's hand, then slipped out of her chair
and knelt on the floor near Lena, gingerly lifting the sheet a little to
uncover the sparkling object.
"What are you doing,
Deia?" Miriam asked gently.
Deia discovered that the item
in question was Lena's mysterious little heart-shaped locket. "Lena was
holding her locket when she died. I wonder why."
"She wore that locket all
the time. It must have meant a lot to her."
Deia tried to remove the
necklace from Lena's hand but couldn't; Lena's grip on the chain was too tight.
Deia cupped the locket in her hand, running her finger over the polished silver
and solitary diamond, overwhelmed by curiosity. As children she and Paul had
often begged Lena to open the locket for them and reveal its contents, but Lena
had always refused.
With feelings of anticipation
mixed with dread, Deia opened the little heart. Sadness immediately overpowered
every other emotion. Inside the locket were photographs of Lena and Sanel that
had been mutilated with scratches and drops of blood. Deia wiped away her tears
before they could obscure her vision and brought the locket closer so that she
could see it better. Stuck in the photograph of Lena, at her forehead,
glistened a slightly luminous sliver of crystal that Deia recognized as
arelada.
Deia had seen Sanel and other
government officials wear arelada, along with members of the Nobility of
course, but this was the first time she had ever been this close to it. Sanel
kept his arelada in a safe, and although Lena designed and constructed all of
Sanel's pendants, she didn't handle the actual arelada. The only way Lena could
have procured the sliver in the locket was to have secretly cut a chip from one
of Sanel's jewels while he was wearing it. The shard was tiny enough to fit
under a fingernail, and not only did Lena have the tools, she was close enough
to Sanel to have accomplished such a theft. That had to be what Lena had done,
but why?
Suspecting Lena had used the
sliver of arelada to scratch up Sanel's photo, Deia lifted Lena's hand and
discovered that there were, indeed, cuts and bloodstains on her forefinger and
thumb. She kissed the back of Lena's hand and closed the locket, letting it
dangle again at the side of the bed.
As Deia replaced the sheet
covering Lena's body and stood up, Paul trudged into the room. "Well,
he'll be here in a few minutes."
Deia went back to her seat next
to Miriam. "How did he take it?"
"He didn't believe
me." Paul sat down on the floor and leaned his head against Deia's knees.
Many minutes of silence passed
before Sanel entered the room. Deia and Miriam immediately stood up. When Paul
didn't stand, either because he was too engrossed in his own thoughts to notice
that Sanel had arrived or whether he was intentionally showing disrespect, Deia
tapped him with her foot. Paul abruptly arose and remained as silent and as
immobile as decorum required.
Sanel didn't acknowledge Deia
and the others at all, but strode immediately to where Lena lay on the bed. He
pulled away the sheet and stared at her for a long time. Eventually he said,
his voice hoarse, "Leave me."
Deia wasn't sure at first
whether she had heard her uncle correctly. She looked at Paul and Miriam,
frowning. Before any of them could move or say anything, Sanel spun around, his
face pale and his features twisted with anger and agony. "Leave me!"
Deia hurried out of the room
with Paul and Miriam. To take her mind off of what had happened, Deia helped
Miriam put away all of the dinner food and dishes. Paul sat in the family room
with his head in his hands until a team of people from Internal Investigation
showed up and he was forced to direct them to Sanel and Lena's bedroom.
Once Lena's body had been
taken out of the apartment in a bag, Sanel finally turned his attention to
Paul, Deia, and Miriam. All three bowed slightly as he approached them. He
nodded curtly at Miriam. "You are dismissed."
Miriam hesitated, gazing
compassionately at Paul and Deia. After a moment, she said, her voice stiff
with repressed indignation, "Yes, sir." She turned and left the room.
"I'll sleep in the guest
room tonight," Sanel said. "I don't wish to be disturbed by anyone or
anything."
"Yes, sir."
"Yes, sir."
Sanel moved toward the stairs,
making it clear the conversation was over. Paul and Deia looked at each other
in astonishment, then followed him up the stairs. "What about the
funeral?" Paul asked.
Sanel stopped. "I'm afraid your aunt's death doesn't change
anything for you two. You still have to report for duty tomorrow
morning."
Deia was stunned. "Can't
they just ship us out a few days late?"
Sanel shook his head. "The
Sovereign leaves port on
Tuesday."
Deia turned away from Sanel and
stormed to her room.
*
Once Deia was gone, Paul
erupted. "You son of Abomination! You could get us a late pass if you
wanted to!"
Sanel grabbed the collar of
Paul's shirt and slammed him against the wall, causing several of the framed
photographs hanging there to fall to the floor. "No one uses that tone
with me."
Paul glared at him, undaunted.
Sanel stared back at Paul, a touch of mockery in his eyes. Paul was immediately
overcome by a feeling of foreboding, and he suddenly didn't feel so courageous.
Sanel didn't speak. Paul shuddered. A feeling of warmth blanketed his head, the
same one that accompanied the Divine Emperor's telepathic messages to the
population at large. That strange warmth made him feel dizzy, as it always did.
He blinked several times as he tried to shake away the dizziness, but as he
did, he felt the warmth clamp down on his head with severity. Paul gasped, the
foreboding becoming fear as the pressure on his mind became pain.
Once Paul realized that Sanel
was trying to break into his mind, his body tightened in outrage. He quickly
rid himself of his fear and mustered all of his strength. He gritted his teeth
and scowled at his uncle as the pain rose to an agonizing level of intensity.
The minutes dragged. Paul closed his eyes and trembled uncontrollably, his face
wet with perspiration.
Suddenly the pain shot to an
even more excruciating level of intensity, and the pressure nearly crushed
Paul's head. He threw his hands over his mouth to muffle his screams, and he
would have doubled to the floor had Sanel's strong arm allowed it. Several
minutes later, the pressure on Paul's head disappeared.
Sanel looked at Paul in
contempt. "You are no match for me, son of Jenan," he said, a
loathing emphasis on the word "Jenan." He roughly released his hold
on Paul's shirt, turned, and went into his office.
Paul's hands flew to his
temples. The pressure was gone, but the pain remained.
Jenan . . . that was his father's name. Finally, he knew his
name! But why did Sanel hate him so much? Paul closed his eyes and tried not to
think. Thinking only made his head hurt more. He was too weary even to be
angry.
Paul knelt down and picked up
one of the shattered frames, one containing a recent photograph of him with
Deia, Lena, and Sanel. He gazed at it desolately. This one he would take with
him to the Sovereign of the Stars.
After a moment, he chose one of the pictures that still had its frame intact,
an older one, and took them both to his bedroom.
Paul sat down on his bed,
enveloped in sorrow. Eventually he took the old picture out of its frame, then
slid the back off the broken frame to remove the picture he wanted to keep.
Astonished, he instead found a medallion made of thin, clear crystal, inlaid
with diamonds and gold in a design that appeared to be some sort of insignia.
Had the crystal been luminous, he would have assumed it was arelada. The
craftsmanship of the piece was superb, but it was so unusual that Paul assumed
it was of alien origin. After studying the medallion for several minutes, he
gently laid it aside and looked again at the frame.
To his surprise he found a
second photograph, a portrait of a man and woman sitting very close together on
a delicately carved marble bench in an exotic garden. They were both very young
and appeared to be happy, perhaps excited about something. Their clothes were
unlike anything Paul had ever seen. The woman was dressed in an exquisite gown
of white silk, intricately embroidered with tiny diamonds and sapphires, and
she was wearing a dainty diamond tiara on her head, its front piece set with
white, opalescent stones and crafted in the shape of a swan. Her hair was long,
black, and slightly curly, and her eyes were dark blue. The man's apparel was
also white and embroidered with precious stones, and the crystal medallion
glowed with arelada's peculiar luminosity on his chest. The man had lustrous,
light blond hair, a strong build, and familiar gray-blue eyes--eyes that looked
back at Paul every time he looked in the mirror or at his sister's face.
Paul compared the two pictures.
The young woman in the second picture was Lena, he was sure of it. Everything
was the same--the eye color, the hair color, the shape of the body, the
expression. She looked too much like Lena to be anyone but her. Even sisters
didn't look that much alike unless they were identical twins.
Revelation struck. The man with
the gray-blue eyes was his father, and Lena was his mother! The resemblance
between the young woman in the picture and Deia was startling. As he looked
again at the recent portrait, he realized that the resemblance between Deia and
Lena had always existed. He wondered why he had never noticed it before.
He gazed at the second photo
again. Was this man really his father? A feeling of longing overwhelmed Paul.
He wished more than anything that he could have known him. Lena's love for him
had never died, even after years of separation. Paul had sensed strong emotion
in Lena at lunch when she had talked about his parents' devotion to each other,
but he had not been able to identify it at the time. Lena had always spoken of
tragedy, which led Paul to believe his father had died a violent death.
So many questions remained unanswered.
Why had he and Deia grown up on Earth when it appeared their parents were from
another planet? Why had Lena pretended to be their aunt when she was really
their mother? What he wondered most, however, was who Sanel really was and what
his hold had been on Lena.
Paul quickly put the photograph
and crystal medallion into the new frame behind the recent portrait, wondering
whether he should tell Deia about his discovery. Deciding to wait for a while
and attempt to make sense of everything first, he tucked the framed photograph
into one of his suitcases.
*
Deia
lay restlessly in bed that night, unable to sleep, feelings of grief, fear,
anger, and bitterness battling within her. She wished the awful hurt would
disappear, at least long enough so that she could sleep and forget for a while.
She sighed in frustration as
she slipped out of bed. She put on her robe and walked quietly to the kitchen,
hoping a cup of hot cocoa would help her relax. As she entered the kitchen, she
noticed Paul sitting in the darkened family room on the floor in front of a
blazing fire.
Deia gazed at him
affectionately. It was so like Paul to brood in front of the fire. He rarely
communicated to anyone his feelings or allowed them to be released in any way.
He just hardened himself on the outside, while his heartaches, disappointments,
and frustrations boiled within him, only to be released on occasion in the form
of extreme anger. Deia doubted he had ever cried, and by the same token, she
knew he rarely demonstrated affection to anyone but her and Lena.
Deia quietly prepared a cup of
hot chocolate. If Paul was aware of her presence, he didn't acknowledge it. She
walked lightly across the parquet floor of the family room and seated herself
in front of Paul at a slight angle, reaching out to him with her thoughts. Would you like a sip?
As Paul's fingers curled
around the cup, Deia received his thoughts: I
guess you couldn't sleep either.
No.
The room was silent
except for the crackling of the fire and the sound of Paul sipping hot
chocolate from the cup. Deia watched the shadows of the flames flicker on
Paul's face as the minutes passed. He pressed the cup to her lips so that she
could drink. She drew a little cocoa into her mouth and allowed it to slide
gently down her throat. It warmed her and made her feel more at ease. Rachael called today and told me that
Phillip Moreau offered to take me on tour with him as his protégée.
Paul gazed at her
compassionately. Why didn't you say
something?
I guess I didn't want any more pity. Funny, it seems kind of trivial
now. I would never look at another piano again if I thought it would bring Lena
back.
Paul's mood was
reflective. Lena was a wonderful person.
I've been thinking a lot about her, the way she was. You know, she gave us
everything, her life.
Which is why we always loved her so much. A tear trickled down
Deia's cheek.
Paul nodded slowly. I feel so empty, as if a part of me died
too. I'm sure going to miss her.
Deia tenderly laid her
hand on Paul's arm. I guess all we have
left in the universe is each other.
Paul leaned forward and
kissed Deia's forehead. And that's a lot.
Just when Deia thought
her sorrow had reached its peak, she saw that there were tears in Paul's eyes.
Then her heart ached with his grief as well as her own. She slipped her arms
around him, and they held each other and cried until the fire died and only
embers remained.
The dorm room was dark and
silent except for the sound of breathing and the occasional outpouring of warm
air from the room's heating unit. Myke lay motionless on the thin mattress
under several scratchy blankets, unable to sleep. His shoulder was on fire and
his head felt as though someone had sliced it open with a laser, but these were
small hurts compared to the anguish in his heart.
Tears burned in his eyes as
they spilled drop by drop down his temples. His father had been killed under
the barbaric mind torture of the Executioners. He knew about the mental
atrocities Earthons imposed on their prisoners, the sifting, squeezing, and
shredding of the yielding mind, and although a strong mind could resist,
resisting guaranteed an even more excruciating torment that eventually ended in
death. As hard as Myke tried, he couldn't force from his mind the horrifying
picture of his father in a little white room, contorted with agony as the
Executioners tried to break his mind to take possession of the spirit dimension
formula.
Myke squeezed his eyes shut and
covered his face with his hands as he prayed. Eternal Father, help me be strong . . . I must be
strong . . . Help me know what to do . . . Praying
helped comfort him a little, and he was able to find some solace in the
realization that his father was with his mother and that they were at peace,
excitedly sharing in the discovery of the spirit dimension formula.
This faith, however, did
nothing to ease the loneliness that had become such an overpowering part of his
life on Earth. Adjusting to Earth's culture had been challenging in the
beginning, and working with people with whom he had little in common had never
been easy. There had been no friends except for his father, only strange people
who wanted to destroy him.
Fear suddenly overcame him.
What if he didn't make it back to Novaun? What would happen to Novaun and all
the other planets in the galaxy that loved freedom? Perhaps other agents had
uncovered much of the same information he and his father had uncovered, perhaps
not. The Alliance forces would repel the surprise attacks the best it could and
would, perhaps, be victorious, but how many people would have to die in the
process?
Myke slipped into an uneasy
sleep, but the grief, loneliness, and fear continued to battle within him. As
he slept, he relived the night his father had discovered the spirit dimension
formula, only in his nightmare he screamed at his father, begging him to let
them go home. His father acted as though he didn't hear him, talking on and on
about all of the people on Earth he was going to help. The Grieg piano concerto
Myke had listened to that night played in the background, becoming louder and
louder as he screamed, soon becoming so loud he couldn't hear his father's
voice. In only a second, his father was lying face down in a white room,
moaning and convulsing, and Myke was still screaming at him and begging him to
let them go home, the piano concerto drowning all of his words.
Next, he beheld his
brother-in-law Rayel leading his squadron of fighters to the home fleet. All of
the pilots were anticipating being grounded for a time so that they could rest
from their duties in war. Then out of nowhere, a squadron of Earthon fighters
blinked into existence and fired laser beams at Rayel's squadron, vaporizing
the ships before the Novaunian pilots could comprehend what was happening. Rayel! Rayel! No! Myke screamed in his
mind.
Then he was overlooking Rayel
and Lauria's marble house in Shalaun, Tavon's capital city and the center of
government on Novaun. Lauria was sitting in her living room sobbing, and
Ketina, Alysia, and Ranela were attempting to comfort her while they cried too.
Lauria's two little boys and little girl were tugging on her dress, wanting to
know where their father and grandfather were, but Lauria just shook her head
and told them that Father and Grandfather were never coming home. Then she
looked up at him, her eyes full of anger. Teren!
Teren! Rayel wouldn't have died if you had come home! Father wouldn't have died
if you had made him come home! It's all your fault! It's all your fault!
Myke saw thousands of Earthon fighters
descend on Shalaun and heard laser fire. The house where he had spent his
childhood exploded. Shalaunians screamed and ran for cover as laser beams and
projectiles showered the city and buildings fell all around them. Twin vultures
wearing crowns circled the reeking planet, laughing and laughing and laughing .
. .
The scene instantly changed to
an Earthon base ship flight deck, where he was sprinting for an armed shuttle.
Executioners by the hundreds appeared on all sides of him, and as he ran, they
fell dead around him and on top of him. He struggled through them, pushing,
kicking, and throwing them aside until his body was erupting with cramps. Then
a blond-haired Executioner appeared several meters in front of him, holding an
immobilizer determinedly at his head . . .
Myke sat up in bed with a jerk.
He was panting and dripping sweat, and his head hurt so badly he felt dizzy.
His eyes tried to penetrate the darkness of the room. He was still alive! And
nothing had changed.
I'm much too paranoid, he
told himself. He limply lay back and tried to relax, realizing there was good
reason to be paranoid. The Earthon authorities wanted the spirit dimension
formula and would stop at nothing to get it. They had already killed his
father, and he would be next.
No! I won't be next! I'm a competent agent! I worked on Earth for two
years without getting caught! (But they didn't know who I was, then.) And they
still don't! They underestimate me! I'm as good a marksman as any of their
Executioners . . . my mind power is stronger than all of
theirs . . . and I'm smarter than they are! (If I'm so smart, why
did I get caught?) Yes, I am smarter,
and I'll beat them at their own game! They'll never have me or the spirit
dimension formula! Alysia . . . Lauria . . .
Ketina . . . Ranela . . . I'm coming home!
*
Myke wiped his hands, wet with perspiration,
on his royal blue Star Force uniform, his heart pounding with reverence and
dread as he gazed out the porthole of the shuttle. There it was, a base ship in
the Firestar class. One of the four Terrors of the Universe. The Sovereign of the Stars.
The Sovereign was two hulls, a cylindrical inner hull and a cylindrical
outer hull that was connected to the inner by a network of transport pod tubes.
Each fighter and armed shuttle was attached by one of its wings like a knife to
one of the flat launching pads that were connected to the outer hull. The ship
reminded Myke of the ancient spiked clubs he had seen in the Tryamazz Museum of
Warfare.
Myke imagined the Sovereign in battle, a giant, lidless,
bloodshot eye, the inner hull the pupil, the outer hull, its fighters
discharged, the iris, and the laser blasts shooting from the empty launching
pads the blood vessels. No enemy dared approach that monstrous eye. No frigate
could be stolen from it. Myke closed his eyes in an attempt to shut out the
foreboding vision. Without the spirit dimension formula, there could be no
escape.
Myke's shuttle slowly
approached one of three shuttle bays at the front of the ship, passing at least
twelve other shuttles that were on their way back to Tryamazz. Several minutes
later, his shuttle slid to a stop in a landing tube, then taxied forward
several meters into the huge bay area.
Once Myke disembarked, he
hurried to the shuttle bay exit, carrying his new laptop, an exact replica of
the one he had used to fight the Ex-men at the spaceport. Once in the
passageway, he pulled himself to one side of the door and removed the handheld
computer from his pocket as members of the ship's crew brushed past him. He
brought up a map of the ship and studied it. Once he was confident he could
find his compartment, he turned off the handheld and walked to the nearest
transport pod. He put his mind into Divided Focus and expanded his spirit into
the bulkheads to search for monitoring devices, being careful to use a gentle
touch so that any mind guards who might be protecting the devices would not
detect him.
As he suspected, holorecorders
and listening devices had been built into the bulkheads all over the ship.
Those that were not already in use had been programmed to activate when he drew
near. The devices he encountered weren't protected by mind guards, which was
typical. The Earthons discouraged spies from attempting to telepathically
manipulate their monitoring devices by installing thousands of them in one
small space and using mind guards only in high security areas.
Only agents possessing the
most sophisticated telepathic skills and arelada technology, combined with an
intimate knowledge of the devices themselves, could deceive that many devices
at once. Myke's exceptional vision abilities and talent for engineering had
given him an aptitude for this kind of task that had amazed his father and his
commanding officer. Myke felt some comfort in the knowledge that, whatever the
Earthons might have deduced about him, they would not suspect he possessed such
powerful telepathic abilities. Then again, did it matter? The ability to
deceive monitoring devices wouldn't protect him from being deceived
himself.
Myke stepped out of the pod
into a narrow passageway that was only wide enough for two to walk abreast,
with a tiled deck, low overhead, and pale blue bulkheads. He felt no desire to
go to his compartment. He knew his new roommates would probably already be
there, and he didn't want to meet them yet. Actually, he didn't want them to
meet him yet. He was so tired of being "Myke Zarek." The background
he had been given was basically a set of detailed statistics that had not only
allowed him to move about freely on Earth, but had enabled him to obtain the
security clearance he had needed to work at Briggs. Until now, however, there
had never been a need to develop "Myke Zarek" into a real person with
feelings, desires, enjoyments, and true life experiences.
Besides that, "Myke
Zarek" was aloof, unfeeling, and manipulative, and although his assignment
on Earth had necessitated he adopt this character, he knew continuing in it on
the Sovereign of the Stars would not
work to his advantage. He would have to be friends with these people if they
were to trust him, and he wasn't sure how to do that as "Myke Zarek."
Moreover, he didn't want to become personally involved with the Earthons, and
he wished there were a way he could escape without getting close to anyone.
Myke tried to be optimistic.
Perhaps the young people he would meet wouldn't be unbearable. He kept
reminding himself that it was Earth's government that was corrupt, not
necessarily the people themselves. Yes, they had a strange value system, and
yes, he sometimes found it difficult not to get provoked when their
conversation involved religion or politics, but overall, most of the Earthons
he knew were pleasant and their culture in general did have some intriguing
qualities. If those with whom he associated were primarily resisters of the
Divine Emperor's telepathic communications, as he anticipated, then he didn't
doubt he was in for some surprises.
Myke walked leisurely to the
cadet lounge, where he hoped to relax and study the information he had received
about the ship. Most of the cadets were probably in their compartments
unpacking instead of socializing in the lounge, and he was glad. Peace would be
nice. He withdrew his spirit from the bulkheads, relaxing his mind back into
Blind State as he slipped quietly into the lounge, unnoticed by the few who
were there.
Myke halted and listened in
wonder to a beautiful piano concerto being skillfully played. His eyes followed
the music to a baby grand piano in the corner. Then they flew over the piano
and rested on the young woman who was playing. He watched her in fascination.
She was beautiful! And so talented. Something about the elegant, self-assured
way she moved told Myke that she was an aristocrat, and he wondered how she had
ended up in the Science Corps. Although she was obviously a novice, he didn't
remember seeing her in orientation. She was, however, strangely familiar.
Suddenly, she banged on the
keys, then covered her face with her hands. Her action jolted Myke back to
reality, and all of his reservations about the Earthons and his ability to make
them believe in him vanished. He wound through the navy blue furniture of the
lounge to the piano, completely forgetting his previous plan.
Myke stopped in front of the
piano. "Please don't stop. You play so beautifully."
The girl carefully wiped her
face with her fingers to avoid smearing her makeup. "Thank you."
Even before he noticed the
"D. Sheldon" on the identification badge that was clipped to her
front pocket, Myke realized why she seemed so familiar. "You're Deia
Sheldon, aren't you? I read an article about you in the news not too long ago.
The critics feel like you're the most promising new talent of the decade. After
hearing you play, I'd have to agree."
Deia appeared amazed. "You
have a good memory. That article was written months ago."
Myke smiled. "I guess I
do." He pointed to the bench. "Do you mind?"
She shook her head.
Myke set his laptop on the deck
next to the piano and seated himself next to Deia. Then they both turned and
looked at each other in a surveying way. Deia's loveliness captivated Myke. She
appeared remarkably poised, her exquisite long fingers curling around her bent
knees. Her skin was smooth, flawless, and fair; her dark brown hair fell in
soft curls around her delicate face, and black brows and lush black lashes
topped the most gorgeous blue eyes he had ever seen. Although the royal blue
jumpsuit she was wearing was probably not the most flattering article of
clothing she owned, he saw that her shape was slender, curving in all the right
places. Her expression seemed to indicate approval, perhaps interest.
"You know, you're even
prettier in person than you were in your picture." Myke brushed a
remaining tear from her cheek. "Yes, even though you've been crying."
Deia tilted her head forward
slightly and smiled shyly. "You're sweet."
"I can't believe no one's
told you that before."
"Oh, they have. It's just
that no one has ever meant it so much." She squeezed his hand in a
friendly way. "What's your first name?"
"Oh, I'm sorry. I'm Myke,
and I'm from Tryamazz."
"So am I! But I guess you
already know that. Where in the city did you live?"
"On 53rd Street,
Southside. What about you?"
"On Palace Avenue, across
from Liberation Court."
So she was an aristocrat. Myke
wondered more than ever why she was on the Sovereign
but decided not to ask her about it yet--not directly, anyway. "I've never
known anyone who could afford to live anywhere near Palace Avenue."
"What did you do in
Tryamazz, Myke? Go to school?" She sounded genuinely interested.
"No, I worked as a
spacecraft design engineer for a government contractor. I started with the
company two years ago during my senior year at TIST on a co-op program. Then I
was given full-time status after I graduated."
"This ship is the place for
you then."
"Not really. I never
wanted to specialize in hyperdrive engineering--my experience and training is
designing sub-space speed craft, like fighters and armed shuttles." Myke's
gaze floated around the lounge. "I don't know much about base ships yet,
and it sounds like what I'll mainly be doing is engine maintenance." He
wrinkled his nose in distaste.
"So they drafted you
too," Deia said grimly.
Myke nodded. "They told me
that they need someone with my background, so I guess my next few years will be
spent learning all about the Sovereign.
And I imagine they'll fill me with a lot of military garbage too."
"You sound just like my
brother. He hates the idea of being in the military. Having to answer to anyone
really makes him angry."
"Your brother was drafted
too?" That really was strange. "When did the government start
drafting aristocrats into the Science Corps?"
Deia's lips trembled. "It
doesn't. At least that's what Paul claims." Her eyes became shiny with
tears. She opened them wide in an attempt to keep the tears from falling.
"I had a chance to study with Phillip Moreau. He was at my concert. But
that night I found out I had been drafted."
"That's quite an
opportunity. Did anyone tell you why you were drafted?"
Deia shook her head quickly.
"No . . . I just couldn't believe it! All I've ever wanted
to be is a pianist. I've been studying my whole
life!" She gasped, then continued in a gush, "Then last
night . . . my aunt died . . . She was so young,
so young and beautiful . . . she was like our
mother . . . Oh, we loved her so much . . ."
Deia closed her eyes.
Her anguish permeated Myke's
heart. Gently, compassionately, he took her into his arms.
A minute later, she pulled away
from him, laughing nervously. "Here I am telling you all of my problems,
and I barely know you."
"That's all right."
Myke hesitated, then proceeded carefully: "Perhaps I can understand just a
little. My mother was killed several years ago in a boating accident. For a
long time I hurt so badly that I wished I could die too."
"Did the pain ever go
away?"
"No. But it did fade some
with time. I think the hardest thing for me was simply accepting the fact that
death is a part of life."
Deia nodded slowly. "I
know what you mean, about accepting death that is. I've had to accept it my
whole life, and it's always been so difficult. My real parents died when I was
very young. I don't even remember them. Why did Lena have to die too?"
Myke shook his head and
remained silent. Speaking of death caused him to feel the loss of his father
more acutely. Deia reached for him again and clung to him, and he held her head
against his neck and stroked her hair as she cried softly. He closed his eyes,
trying to alleviate some of his own grief. His arms tightened around her.
Having her there was so comforting.
They held each other in
silence, even after Deia had stopped crying. Eventually Deia withdrew. "I
could tell something was bothering you," she said softly, her eyes sincere
and full of concern. "Are you feeling any better?"
Myke nodded once and smiled at
her with his eyes, amazed by her perception. "Will you play something for
me?"
"Certainly. What would you
like?"
"How about Chopin?"
"He's one of my favorites
too." She rested her fingers on the keys and played a nocturne. When she
was finished, she laid her hands on her thighs and stared at the keys.
Myke's fingers grazed the back
of her hand. "I could listen to you play all night, but it's almost
curfew. C'mon, I'll walk you back to your compartment."
"This
has to be a joke," Paul moaned as he entered his room with Connor Carey,
the small, blond-haired Australian he and Deia had met on the shuttle. "My
bedroom at home was twice as big as this, and I was the only one who used
it!"
Two sets of metal bunk beds
were built into the pale blue walls on either side of the entrance, and each
bed contained a shelf at its head and two drawers under its mattress. A small
oval table for studying was positioned with four swivel chairs between the two
sets of bunks, allowing only slight space on either side for movement. On the
far wall were four lockers and the entrance to the bathroom.
"You're on a ship now,
men," greeted their roommate as he folded his duffel bag and put it into
one of his drawers. "This isn't a 'bedroom'; it's a 'compartment.'"
Their roommate was wearing the uniform of a cadet mentor--royal blue slacks,
light blue dress shirt, and royal blue tie. As he turned to face Paul and
Connor, Paul noticed that he was medium height, thin, and olive-skinned, with
black hair, dark, dramatic facial features, and a thick mustache. "Dr.
Luciani," he introduced himself, pronouncing his name with distinct
Italian intonations.
"Paul Sheldon."
"Connor Carey."
A smile--actually it was more
of a smirk--appeared on Dr. Luciani's face. "The cadet compartments aren't
that bad." His Italian accent had disappeared, replaced by one that was
distinctly American. "The warrior ranks sleep forty to a
compartment." From the way Dr. Luciani drew out some of his vowels, Paul
guessed he was from somewhere in the Northeast.
"How long have you been
here?" Connor asked.
"Two years."
"Do you like it?"
Paul had a difficult time believing that anyone could actually like living on a
starship.
"One place is about the
same as the next."
Connor walked to the back of
the room to get his duffel bag. "Who's our other roommate?"
"The name is Myke Zarek.
Hasn't checked in yet, but he's another novice."
Connor motioned to the long
leather bag that held Paul's fencing gear. "Looks as though you're a
serious competitor."
"I certainly am. Do you
fence?"
"No, but I love to
watch."
"Well, you'll get plenty of
competition here," Dr. Luciani said to Paul. "All of the command
cadets are supreme, and they're the first ones to let you know it."
"I don't understand,"
Connor said, looking from Dr. Luciani to Paul. "They're going to train a
swordsman to be an engineer! I guess our leaders can see things we can't."
"It doesn't matter
anyway," Paul said. "Anyone who would take a metal blade against
immobilizers is an idiot."
"Well, if you're any
good," Dr. Luciani said to Paul, "the other pro-cadets will love you.
We and the com-cadets have the biggest fencing rivalry in the fleet."
"What are
com-cadets?" Connor asked.
"The officer candidates, I
imagine," Paul replied.
Dr. Luciani grunted.
"Supposedly they're cadets who are hand-picked personally by Commodore
Jenkins to train for warship command, but actually, they're a bunch of haughty
aristocrats whose officer parents bought them their appointments."
Paul tensed. What would they
think of him when they found out that he was an aristocrat? Deciding that
silence was the best approach for now, he opened his duffel bag and began
carefully laying his new Star Force clothing in a drawer. All of his civilian
clothing had been confiscated at orientation that morning.
"Well, the com-cadets
won't know what hit them after Paul shows them a few of his moves," Connor
said.
Paul heard something that
sounded like paper unrolling and turned to see what was making the noise. He
watched Connor unroll a small poster of Kent Diamond. A satin brocade band was
tied around the musician's head, and he was wearing a purple tuxedo, the top
few buttons of his white satin shirt undone, revealing an exotic diamond neck
chain.
Connor placed pieces of
mounting putty on the corners of the poster and attached it to the inside of
his locker, then stood back and examined it to make sure it wasn't crooked.
"Ahhhh . . . Kent Diamond . . . a
revolutionary . . . and the finest trumpeter Earth's ever
seen!"
"No one will argue with
that," Paul said. "Do you play?"
Connor nodded, lifting his trumpet case to
the table.
"I don't know what the
excitement is all about," Dr. Luciani said as he removed a taffuao from
the shelf on his bed and lit it. "Laser technology can give you just as
good a sound as that son of Abomination Kent Diamond."
"You're wrong!"
Connor waved a hand in the air. "No technology, no matter how
sophisticated, can give you the same feeling
or emotion! He whipped his trumpet
out of its case and quickly attached the mouthpiece. He put his instrument to
his lips and played some high jazz runs.
Dr. Luciani's eyes widened.
"Put a cork in that thing, will you? Curfew's in less than an hour! You
wake anyone up, we'll all be put on report."
Connor held his trumpet out,
bowed, and slipped it back into its case.
Paul was thoughtful.
"There will always be classical artists like my sister--she's a concert
pianist you know--but I like this personalized trend in popular music. Connor's
right. The music does have more feeling."
"Okay, okay," Dr.
Luciani said, lifting the taff to his lips. "I'm convinced!"
"Just wait until you hear
Deia play," Paul said proudly. "If you've never liked classical
music, you'll like it after you hear her. She's supreme! Is there a piano on
the ship?"
Dr. Luciani blew out a gust of purple smoke.
"Yeah, several. There's one in the lounge."
"Is she really that
good?" Connor asked.
"The great maestro Phillip
Moreau thinks so. She had a chance to be his protégée."
"Phillip Moreau's
protégée! Why is she here?"
"She was drafted."
Connor shook his head.
"That's tragic!"
"Forgive me for sounding
uncouth, but who's Phillip Moreau?" Dr. Luciani asked.
"Only the greatest
composer Earth has had in centuries," Paul answered.
"The truest artist of our
time," Connor said thoughtfully.
Dr. Luciani knelt in front of a
small liquor cabinet at the foot of his bed. "Would either one of you like
some wine?"
Connor hesitated. "Do you
have any beer?"
Dr. Luciani nodded and poured some
beer into a glass. He handed the glass to Connor. "My sister can get you
in touch with a band if you're interested. She's on the social committee."
"I'll definitely speak
with her." Connor turned to Paul. "Does Deia play jazz?"
"She can play anything,
and she has a nice voice. She's never had time to be in a band, but she might
be interested now."
"What do you want,
Paul?" Dr. Luciani asked.
Paul knelt down beside Dr.
Luciani and looked at his choices. "You have some good brands. How did you
find them here?"
"Didn't. Real thing's too
expensive here, and I've never been able to get used to that synthesized
garbage. I buy my wine in the Mediterranean State, where I can get it at a
reasonable price."
"Is that home?"
Connor asked.
Dr. Luciani shook his head. "No, my home is Star Force. Southern
Europe is my playground."
Paul stood up. "I'll have
some sherry."
Dr. Luciani poured some sherry
for himself and Paul. "Enjoy it while you can. Every few weeks Admiral
Pierce makes an appearance, and when he does, no one dares to even take a
sip."
Paul had heard of Admiral
Pierce, but he had never seen him. "Do you mean Admiral Vahro-Pierce,
husband of Saintess Myri Vahro-Pierce?"
"The one and only. He's
over all the fleets in this sector."
"But drinking in our
compartments off-duty isn't against regulations . . . is
it?" Connor said uneasily.
"Not technically, but
Admiral Pierce is very old-fashioned. Claims drinking and osalaem smoking are
bad for discipline and won't allow either on his base ship. If he gets a whiff
of alcohol or osalaem, he'll give you a stiff fine."
Paul held up his glass.
"Then let's enjoy."
*
"What field are you
training for here?" Myke asked Deia as he walked her to her compartment.
"They want to make me into a
neurosurgeon. I could have done worse, I guess. I've always done well in
biology, so I suppose that will help."
"That's good. What did
they assign to your brother?"
"Electrical
engineering."
"How does he feel about
that?"
"I don't think he knows.
Right now he's more concerned about overcoming his spaceship phobia."
"Spaceship phobia?"
"Small, tight places make
him crazy!"
"Poor guy."
"Oh, I suppose he'll live.
He was as upset as I was that we were drafted, and for many reasons more valid
than that one."
"You and your brother are
close, aren't you?"
"Most of the time. Do you
have any brothers and sisters?"
"Three older
sisters."
Deia's eyes widened.
"Three? And all sisters? They must treat you like a prince!"
"I've never really thought
about it in that way, but I guess they do."
Deia stopped in front of a
compartment and examined the number on the door. "I guess this is it. It
wasn't as difficult to find as I thought it would be."
Myke touched Deia's arm.
"I'll see you soon."
"I'd like that."
"I'll just look for you at
the piano."
Deia smiled and disappeared
through the door.
Myke turned and walked to his
compartment. Despite everything, he was happy, at least for the moment. He
marveled at how instantly he had connected with Deia on such an intimate level.
He had never imagined he would be able to communicate so well with an Earthon
girl. He knew they would be good friends, and his intuition told him he could
trust her. Perhaps Earthon young people weren't all that different from
Novaunian young people.
As he walked, he realized that
he could be himself and still be "Myke Zarek." Whether from Shalaun
or Tryamazz, he was the same person inside, and fortunately, his superiors had
given him an Earthon background that was similar in a few respects to his own.
Still, he would have to be careful. Everything he did would have to make sense.
His roommates especially would not be easy to deceive. People couldn't help but
learn a lot about each other when they shared close quarters. He also knew that
he couldn't afford to get too close to anyone, for the D.I.I. agent observing
him would use any friendship he made against him.
Myke halted in front of
compartment B4-PC87. He hesitated, fearing that meeting his roommates would
ruin his good mood. Finally he unclasped his badge from his front pocket and
slid it through the scanner.
As he stepped into the
compartment, his nose was immediately sensitive to the lingering smell of
osalaem smoke and liquor. What rotten luck! Drinking he could tolerate, but
osalaem smoking was another issue entirely. The living compartments and the
commons were the only areas of the ship where cadets were allowed to smoke, so
he knew that asking his roommates not to smoke would make them irritable. He
also knew that he would be sick if he had to be around it very often. Either
way, he couldn't win.
Only one of his roommates was
there. He was already dressed for bed, and he was carefully hanging fencing
clothes and weapons in one of the lockers. He had the bearing of an aristocrat,
and Myke wondered if this was Deia's brother.
Myke replaced his
identification badge as he walked to the back of the compartment. "Where
is everybody?" The lavatory door was open, but no one appeared to be in
there.
Myke's roommate turned
abruptly, revealing eyes that were the same dusky blue as Deia's. "Oh,
hello! You must be my bunkmate. Connor's in the bathroom--excuse me, lavatory--and Dr. Luciani's having a
drink with the guys next door. I guess he's the resident mentor for them
also."
Myke extended his hand.
"Myke Zarek. You must be Deia's brother."
"That's right, I'm
Paul," he said, shaking Myke's hand. "You've met Deia already?"
"She was playing
Rachmaninoff in the lounge. I was so impressed that I had to meet her. She's
quite a lady."
Paul studied Myke's face.
"That she is."
Paul appeared almost
suspicious, and Myke wasn't sure whether to laugh or change the subject. Before
he could speak, the resident mentor emerged from the lavatory, holding a bottle
of wine in one hand and carrying four glasses by their stems with the other.
Myke watched the resident mentor in morbid fascination. Not only did the Earthons
allow drinking alcohol on their ships, here was a cadet leader giving it to his
subordinates! Even the Vaenans, the exporters of osalaem, refused to tolerate
such lack of discipline on their ships. It was utterly bizarre.
The resident mentor lifted his
eyebrows conspiratorially at Myke, then addressed Paul, "Looks like Zarek
here is hot for your sister."
Myke laughed. A frail-looking
young man emerged from the lavatory, grinning. "So am I. She's
supreme!"
Paul was not amused. "If
any of you lay a finger on my sister, you're dead."
The resident mentor chuckled.
"Your protectiveness is very sweet,
and it's very gallant, but do you
honestly believe your sister's liaisons are any of your business? Grow up,
Sheldon!"
"My sister is a lady, and
she does not have liaisons,"
Paul said icily.
"I haven't met a girl yet,
no matter how cool and proper the exterior, who, enticed just right, won't come
begging."
The little guy gasped in
delight at the resident mentor's brazenness. Paul exploded in outrage,
"You son of Abomination! Don't you even go near her! The last thing she
needs right now is to have to battle off an Eslavu degenerate who's just
looking for a cheap thrill!"
The resident mentor grinned
wickedly. "I could put you on report for disrespect to a superior,
Sheldon, or I could merely inform you that I have no choice but to 'get near'
your sister since she's my novice."
The little guy laughed. Paul's
eyes and mouth widened in horror. Myke pursed his lips to keep from smiling.
Paul obviously had no sense of humor, and Myke couldn't help but feel a little
sorry for him.
Paul's tormenter extended his
hand toward Myke, not taking his eyes away from Paul. "I'm Dr. Luciani,
resident mentor and neurosurgeon.
Nice to meet you, Zarek."
Approximately thirty pro-cadets
were already assembled in the gymnasium awaiting their orders when Paul arrived
the next morning. Since the current novices had not received the usual two
months of basic training at the Institute, ten hours of physical fitness and
combat training a week were required for each during the entire first two
terms.
Noticing Myke in the group,
Paul wound through the other cadets to join him. Several minutes later, the
cadets came to attention as Master Warrior Jivad entered the gymnasium.
Jivad quickly called roll and
read a list of assignments. It sounded to Paul as though several advanced
cadets, both command and professional, would test the novices in various forms
of hand-to-hand combat to determine potential and levels of experience. Paul
and Myke were assigned to a group of ten under Cadet Luciani and Saint Cadet
Vahro-Pierce.
As Paul and Myke hurried with
the other novices to the locker rooms, Myke whispered to Paul, "I didn't
see Dr. Luciani in here. You think he's the one who's supposed to test us? I
don't know what you think, but he doesn't seem like the warrior type to
me."
"No, he doesn't. But he
did mention last night before you came in that he has a sister here. It might
be she."
The novices required fifteen
minutes to check out their gym clothes, have lockers assigned, suit up, and
assemble back in the gymnasium in their separate groups. Paul leaned against
the wall and Myke plopped to the floor as they waited with the other eight
novices in their group for their trainers.
Several minutes later, an
impishly cute young woman clad in royal blue gym clothes and carrying a
handheld computer rushed toward the group. As she ran, all the novices in the group
heard a baritone voice yell at her, "Hey, Luciani! You're going to help me train? You pro-cadets don't know
anything about combat!"
The girl halted, then spun
around and glared at the muscularly built com-cadet who had come up behind her.
"Go sit on your sabre, Pierce." The girl turned back around and
approached the group of novices.
"A little cranky today,
aren't you love?" Pierce said as he caught up to her.
"Don't push it, Pierce, darling."
"It's Saint Cadet
Vahro-Pierce to you, babe."
Paul looked down at Myke,
amused. "She's Dr. Luciani's sister? That's one cranky family!"
Myke stood up in one fluid
motion. "The perfect sword-shrew!"
Paul laughed. Star Force women
were reputed to be crude, overbearing, ruthless, and ugly, the butt of more
"sword-shrew" jokes than there were women in Star Force.
Paul's laughter slowly
subsided, and he turned and watched Jacquae Luciani curiously as she began to
speak. He would have considered her olive complexion and square-shaped face
becoming had she not been frowning. Her black hair was pulled back, the front
strands curled under on her shoulders, and high-arched brows topped a pair of
condescending dark eyes. She was medium height, and her slender, straight
figure was toned to perfection, every centimeter of her frame radiating
independence, excitement, and aggressiveness.
"I am Advanced Cadet
Luciani." She motioned to her partner. "This is Saint Cadet
Vahro-Pierce. We are combat specialists--"
Pierce snickered at Luciani's
reference to herself as a "specialist," and Paul suddenly felt sorry
for her. With a nobleman as a partner, she had no recourse against these
attacks on her credibility.
"Specialists among the
cadets," Luciani continued. "Today we'll test your abilities so that
you can be placed in the appropriate classes. First, you must get your
gear." She motioned to the novices to follow her and Pierce into the
storage compartment that adjoined the gymnasium.
Pierce and Luciani began
handing out body pads and head guards to the novices. As Luciani handed pads to
Paul, her hand accidentally brushed his, and she looked up at him. Her
expression softened a little, her eyes lingering on him in interest and her
mouth curving into a flirtatious little smile. Paul watched her attentively as
she moved to the next novice. This was one sword-shrew who wasn't ugly at all.
*
Deia entered the lecture room
after lunch, feeling overwhelmed. She had taken several general biology classes
in high school, but none of them had prepared her for this. She hoped her daily
shifts in sickbay would be less grueling than her classes, or at least less
tedious. She placed her laptop on a desk and dropped herself into a chair. Her
head already hurt.
As Deia waited with the other medical
novices for the upperclassmen who would be their mentors, she suddenly had the
oddest feeling that someone was looking at her. She turned to face a strikingly
handsome young man with black hair and a mustache. He was wearing the uniform
of a cadet mentor under a lab coat and was studying her unabashedly, one arm
folded across his waist and the other holding his hand to his chin. His
extraordinary magnetism lured her into staring back at him for several seconds
without saying anything.
"You look more like an
actress than a cadet," he said abruptly.
Deia looked at him skeptically.
"Aren't you a smooth one." She smiled coolly. "Actually, you
aren't too far from right. I'm really a concert pianist in disguise."
Realizing what she had just said and to whom, her hand flew to her mouth. She
could get put on report for addressing a mentor in such a way.
The young man laughed and
extended his hand. "Dr. Luciani, Cadet Sheldon. I'm your brother's
resident mentor and your professional mentor."
"I'm sorry, Dr. Luciani.
You caught me off-guard."
"I had no idea I was
addressing a noblewoman," Dr. Luciani said pleasantly.
Deia relaxed and smiled.
"I'm no more a noblewoman than I am an actress."
"But you are an
aristocrat. It's written all over you."
Deia's wariness returned.
"Am I supposed to take that as a compliment?"
"If you'd like."
Deia could not stand to let him
get away with such a cryptic answer, even if he was her mentor. "Perhaps,
Dr. Luciani, you can tell me what bourgeois men, in general, think of
aristocratic women."
"I wouldn't know."
Dr. Luciani smiled mysteriously. "I'm not bourgeois."
Dr. Luciani's response
surprised Deia. "What are you, then?"
He chuckled. "A poor son
of Abomination from Baltimore, disguised as a neurosurgeon."
Deia laughed. The Divine
Emperor had ordered Baltimore burned to the ground during the Dark Years for
being the home and headquarters of one of the original "sons of
Abomination," Antonio Vaccaro. Only slum rabble and outcasts lived there
now. That this sharp, articulate Star Force doctor could have come from such a
place seemed preposterous. "You either have a sick sense of humor, Dr.
Luciani, or you've done very well for yourself."
"Actually, you're right on
both accounts. So you see, Saintess Deia, there are far worse things than being
a Star Force neurosurgeon."
Deia nodded slowly, feeling
warm all over. He was right. Her situation could be far worse than it was. She
decided that she was going to like working with Dr. Luciani.
*
Deia entered the huge pro-cadet
commons with Dr. Luciani immediately following her shift in sickbay. Dr.
Luciani had spent the afternoon giving her a tour of the Sovereign's medical facilities. Starting tomorrow, she would spend
thirty hours a week following him around as he performed his duties and doing
menial tasks. Unfortunately, he often worked at night, and even after those
shifts, she was required to be in class the next morning--on time. Deia had no
idea how she would manage those sickbay shifts along with fifteen hours a week
in the classroom and laboratory and
ten hours of combat training.
Deia massaged her neck, sliding
her fingers into her hair to loosen her French braid a little. "How long
have you been on the Sovereign of the
Stars, Dr. Luciani?" she asked as they stepped in line for the food
synthesizers.
"Two years. I'll be
certified in another two."
"Where did you spend your
first three years?"
"On the Prince Jahnzel."
Deia smiled. "Perhaps I
shouldn't be saying this, but you don't look old enough to be a mentor."
Dr. Luciani moved forward a
little with the line. "I'm not, really. I joined Star Force when I was
sixteen."
Deia was surprised and
impressed. "How did you manage that?"
Dr. Luciani shrugged as he
motioned Deia toward the synthesizing machine to get her meal. "I have a
good memory."
As Deia stepped out of line
with her tray, she noticed Connor and Myke sitting at one of the long white
tables. When Myke saw her, he motioned for her to join them. Anticipation
energized her as she approached Myke. She didn't think he was striking in his
appearance--definitely not one who would be noticed in a crowd--but he was
handsome in a pleasant way, with a lean physique and ruddy cheeks. His shiny
brown hair was slightly tousled, and his vivid blue eyes were friendly. His air
of serene self-assurance particularly appealed to her.
Deia slid onto the bench next
to Connor. "Hello!" She lifted her cup of milk to her lips and took a
sip.
"How're you doing?" Myke asked.
"This had to be one of the
worst days of my life. Do you know what they made me do? I had to let some guy
beat me up so I could show them how well I can fight. And then I had to shoot a
light gun at some stupid holograms of Diron soldiers."
Connor laughed. "We're in
Star Force, remember?"
"Just be glad you're
getting your basic training here instead of at the Institute," Dr. Luciani
said as he sat down next to Deia.
Deia turned to Dr. Luciani in
surprise. She hadn't expected a mentor to sit with lowly novices. Then again,
maybe it was required, at least for a while. He was, after all, required to
help the novices that were assigned to him make the transition from civilian to
military life. She regarded Dr. Luciani skeptically. "Do you really think
it would be worse?"
Dr. Luciani dipped his spoon
into his bowl of clam chowder. "A hundred times worse. That's all you do
for two months!"
"Why are we doing it here?" Connor asked. "The order I got six
months ago said I would be at the Institute for two months."
"Who knows?" Dr.
Luciani replied. "Leaves were cut short too. Probably some admiral wanted
a fleet escort to his new assignment or some other ridiculous reason." He
reached for his glass of water and said softly to Deia, "Be happy you're
not in officers' training with the rest of the aristocrats. They have to
march."
"March?"
"Yeah, they march, and
they have to report for formation three times a day, and a novice isn't allowed
to speak to an upperclassmen unless directly addressed."
"That does sound
awful," Deia agreed. She turned away from Dr. Luciani and began eating her
salad. She wanted to talk to Myke, but he seemed content to eat in silence.
Finally she leaned toward him a little and said, "I guess you know that
Paul is my brother."
Myke nodded. "I knew as
soon as I saw him. You two sure do look a lot alike."
"We ought to, we're
twins!"
Myke's fork fell from his
fingers. He stared at her. "Twins?"
Deia quickly took another bite
of salad, feeling uncomfortable. Why would the fact that she and Paul were
twins disturb him? What had happened to the relaxed, open young man she had met
the evening before? Hoping to change the subject, Deia asked, "How did
your day go, Myke?"
Myke smiled, but it appeared
forced. "Like I expected."
"That bad," she said
grimly.
Myke nodded, his gaze shifting
from Deia to something behind her. "Now how do you like that!" he
said in surprise. "Paul's with the sword-shrew!"
Dr. Luciani turned and
chuckled. "A man who has truly assessed my sister's character."
Deia twisted her body and saw
Paul stepping out of line with a black-haired young woman at his side. Her hair
was pulled back, the front strands curled under on her shoulders. High-arched
brows topped a pair of lively dark eyes. The girl joked with the cadets she saw
and made sure Paul was introduced to each one of them.
"He sure doesn't waste any
time does he?" Connor observed.
Dr. Luciani grunted. "You
mean that she doesn't waste any time.
Figures she would go for Paul."
Deia shrugged. "All the
girls like Paul."
Once Paul and the girl arrived
at the table, Paul sat down next to Myke, and the girl sat down next to Deia.
"I know you! I tripped over you this morning on my way out!"
Deia frowned.
"Your cot was by the
door."
"Oh!" Deia said in
realization. "You're Jacquae."
Jacquae nodded. "And
you're?"
"Deia Sheldon."
Jacquae looked over at Myke in
elation. "Hey, Zarek, you gave Pierce a good fight!"
Myke shook his head and looked
at Jacquae strangely. "No way. He killed me!"
"But you were the only one
who gave him even a decent showing, enough of a showing to make him
angry."
"This Pierce sounds like a
real animal," Deia commented.
"I wouldn't go that
far," Myke said.
"I would," Dr.
Luciani said. "Everyone's either too afraid to beat him," he looked
pointedly at Jacquae, "or too incompetent."
Jacquae glanced at Dr. Luciani
with eyes full of contempt. "And Ton doesn't have the slightest idea what
he's talking about. Pierce is an excellent fencer and deserves to be the
champion, as much as I hate to admit it."
"Paul's a fencer,"
Dr. Luciani said. "And an aristocra--"
"I know! We're planning to
spar after dinner. Maybe the pro-cadets will finally get a champion!"
Paul appeared uneasy. Deia
suspected that he was uncomfortable because these bourgeois cadets now realized
he was an aristocrat. "I wouldn't get your hopes up," Paul said.
Deia couldn't believe what she
was hearing. Paul had never had such a diffident attitude toward a potential
fencing opponent. "Why is everyone so intimidated by this Pierce
person?"
"Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce,"
Dr. Luciani corrected. "The son of the Admiral."
"Ohhh," Deia said,
finally understanding.
"I'm surprised that you
and Paul don't already know him," Myke said.
Deia couldn't refrain from
laughing. "Saintess Myri Vahro-Pierce is the Divine Empress's
sister!" She shook her head quickly. "We didn't move in that circle, although I imagine my uncle
would have killed for such a privilege!"
"Who's your uncle?"
Myke asked.
Paul straightened and said in
mock respect, "Sanel King, Second Assistant to Saint Kravim of the Council
of Elders." He relaxed a bit and the tone of his voice returned to normal.
"Our aunt's husband. They're our guardians."
Noticing Myke's surprise, Deia
asked, "Have you heard of him?"
"No," Myke answered
immediately. "It just sounds like he has a very important position."
"I'll say," Dr. Luciani said as he
pushed his empty bowl toward the middle of the table. "Defense has always
been the Council's most powerful Office."
"Did you ever get to meet
Saint Kravim?" Connor asked eagerly. "Does your uncle know the Divine
Emperor?"
"We have met Saint Kravim," Deia said. "Paul went to school
with his daughter. I don't know whether Sanel knows the Divine Emperor, but he
might. Paul and I have never met him, but we were presented to the Divine
Empress on our Day of Awakening."
"Whew . . ." Connor said, shaking his head.
"What exactly does your
uncle do?" Jacquae asked. "Is he Admiral Laddan's counselor or
something?"
Paul leaned forward, his eyes
mysterious. "Sanel directs the area of defense that no one knows much
about."
Dr. Luciani looked at Paul
penetratingly. "You mean--"
Paul nodded.
"Intelligence. The Foreign Intelligence Agency, the Department of Internal
Investigation, and the Department of Assassins are all under him."
Deia shuddered. "I think
he must have once been an Ex-man himself. He just has that feel about
him."
Paul nodded. "And he may
not be an Executioner, but I imagine he's done some of the dirty work in his
time." He pointed to his head. "His mind power is staggering, and as
Deia said, he has the feel of a murderer."
"When you're talking about
spies, the term's execution, not murder," Connor said.
"And is completely
honorable," Jacquae agreed.
"Well, you wouldn't feel
that way if you were standing at the other end of an Ex-man's
immobilizer!" Paul exploded.
"Paul," Deia warned,
"not now."
Paul's face was tense, and his
eyes were defiant. "Yes, now.
Maybe someone can tell me why a citizen who commits a criminal offense against
another person or property goes and stands before a judge--the offense could
even be murder--and then someone who writes an article for a news disc that is
not approved by the government, someone who has done absolutely nothing wrong,
is accused of being a spy and is shot down in the street by an Executioner and
is given no chance to defend himself!"
Paul paused for a moment to
catch his breath. He didn't care that everyone in their section of the commons
was staring at him. "Now somebody tell me that it's fair, that it's honorable,
that Executioners can murder people in the streets or rape their minds because
they're emissaries of God. If they're really emissaries of God, then I want no
part of God."
Many moments of awkward silence
passed. Finally Paul relaxed and put his crumpled napkin, plastic eating
utensils, and cup on his empty dinner tray. "Well, I'm done." He
stood up and said to Jacquae, "I'm going to go down to the weight room for
a while. Meet me at the gym in an hour."
"Sure," Jacquae said
in discomfort.
After Paul left, Dr. Luciani
said to Deia, "Is he always like that?"
Deia nodded slowly.
"Lately."
"Well, if you want my
opinion," Connor said, "he's insane. And I'm surprised he's
alive."
"That's what I tell him,
but he's too stubborn to listen."
Dr. Luciani stood up with his empty tray.
"I'm going to the lounge to examine the new female bodies," he said
to Myke and Connor. "Want to come?"
"Need you ask?"
Connor said with a little laugh, standing up.
Myke shook his head. "I
need to unpack."
Jacquae shot a caustic look at
Dr. Luciani. "Have you dishonored Deia yet with a drink invitation?"
"Of course not. Nice girls
like Deia aren't any better for my reputation than poor men are for
yours."
Jacquae rolled her eyes and
shook her head in disgust.
Dr. Luciani and Connor walked
away from the table, and Jacquae said to Deia in a low voice, "He never
sees women formally. One drink and it's straight to his office. Can you
possibly imagine anything so vulgar? And Tev. Tev will never admit it, but
she's one of his regulars!"
Deia had no idea what to say.
Jacquae smiled, ever so
slightly. "What are your plans for tonight?"
Deia quickly composed herself.
"After I unpack, I have to go to the ship exchange to get some mailing
discs. Most of my friends at home don't even know I'm here! There just wasn't
time to tell anybody. It sounds as if it will be a boring evening, doesn't
it?"
"Mmmm, maybe not,"
Myke said. "I have to go down there tonight too. I left
in . . . kind of a hurry, so there are a few things I forgot to
pack. I'll meet you at your compartment in an hour and we can go together. Is
that okay?"
"Of course!"
Myke stood up and quickly
finished the rest of his juice. "Great!" he said, picking up his
tray. "I'll see you later, then."
As Myke
left the commons, he analyzed the things he had just learned. Paul and Deia's
relationship to Sanel King disturbed him, and he wished he had masked his
astonishment better at the moment of revelation. Granted, they both appeared to
be antagonistic toward their uncle, but how could he trust either one of them
under the circumstances? Even more puzzling was Paul's attitude toward the
government, and Myke sensed that Deia's attitude was similar, even if she
wasn't vocal about it. He thought it strange that young people with their
background would be so antagonistic. He felt that, in Paul's case anyway, it
was probably an act.
Paul and Deia's entire
situation perplexed him. Not only were they King's niece and nephew, they were twins. Myke doubted they were the royal
twins to whom his father had referred in his message--the chances of that had
to be astronomical--and even if it was possible, he couldn't think of any
reason they would be living on a warship. He thought it more likely that the
D.I.I. had broken his father's code and had put the twins on the Sovereign in close proximity to him to
confuse him. That explained why they weren't training to be officers with the
other aristocrats. One of them, at least, was probably an informer.
The thought of Deia as an
informer upset Myke. She seemed to be such a sweet girl, so caring and honest.
Logically, however, there were too many reasons not to trust her. He clenched
his fists at his sides and tried to be callous. He couldn't allow his feelings
to cloud his reason.
Now that these twins Paul and
Deia had so conveniently become his associates, he felt increased urgency to
solve the royal twin puzzle. The only Earthons that were considered
"royal" by the majority of the population were those few individuals
who had come to Earth with the exiled Diron monarch Tohmazz Zarr as members of
his ruling class, along with the children of those conquering nobles. The
Zarrists as a race were infertile. Even their strategy of intermarrying with
selected natives hadn't done much to increase their ranks, and their religion
forbade them to use artificial methods. Myke doubted there had been any twins
born into that group for at least a century, and even if any existed, he didn't
think they could do anything with regard to Novaun that would significantly
benefit Earth.
No . . . Earth
wanted control of Novaun's arelada, and it planned to get it from the inside.
The only people on Novaun his father would consider "royal" were
probably the first families of the twelve Great Houses. Technically the Great
House Vumaul was the only ruling monarchy left on Novaun and so could be
considered "royal." The island country it ruled, Amaria, was the
birthplace of Novaunian civilization and was the most mineral-rich country of
Novaun, Novaun being the most mineral-rich planet in the galaxy, but Amaria
didn't have arelada. Several of the other Great Houses, although they had not
technically been royalty for about two thousand years, did control Novaun's
arelada. Myke decided that his father's "royal" twins were most
likely associated with one of those Houses.
Myke considered the ways in
which Earth might use twins of a Great House to its advantage. He knew that each
Great House high patriarch had a seat on the High Council of Judges, Novaun's
supreme governing body, but often a member of his family represented him, so
perhaps Earth hoped to gain control of someone who occasionally sat on the
Council. A spy on the High Council of Judges, however, wouldn't have to come
from a Great House, so another possibility was that Earth wanted to sabotage
the arelada mining and business ventures of a specific Great House somehow and
gain control over its arelada subtly instead of by force. Myke didn't know
anything about the Great Houses' business practices, so he hadn't the faintest
idea of how successful Earth could be in this kind of operation. The only other
possibility he could think of was that Earth planned to kidnap twin children
for ransom.
The kidnapping option didn't
settle well with Myke. None of the Great Houses had ever been known to submit
to blackmail, and he didn't doubt Earth knew it. All the other possibilities
necessitated that someone close to the high patriarch of a Great House sell
out, which didn't seem likely either, because Novaunians were similar to
Earthons in that they just didn't sell out. They were very patriotic to Novaun
and especially loyal to each other, and the Great Houses in particular were known
to be extremely loyal. Myke had a very bad feeling about the whole thing. If
Earth succeeded in its plans, whatever they were, then the seeds of distrust
would be planted among Novaunians, and that might well destroy their culture
even if Earth's acquisition of a portion of their arelada didn't.
Myke realized there wasn't much
he could do about the royal twin problem except return to Novaun with what he
knew. His father, no doubt, had had his reasons for being so secretive about
the twins, but Myke still wished he had more information. He hoped researchers
on Novaun would be able to discover the identity of the twins and what Earth's
plans for them were.
Myke nearly froze as he walked.
That overwhelming fear that he would never get home alive had returned. His new
cadet friends were unlike any Earthons he had ever met. Their political
loyalties were as diverse as their values. He knew that each one of them,
although potentially a suitable helper, was treacherous in some way. How could
he ever hope to make sense out of all the confusing signals they were hurling
at him? He clutched his shoulder and massaged it. The invisible wound still
burned, a constant reminder of his vulnerability.
Myke forced himself to relax.
There was an informer or two among the many, but there were also those who, by
whatever means, could be enticed to go to Novaun. He just needed to approach
them before his D.I.I. opponent did, and he needed to approach them with the
right enticements.
Once in his compartment, Myke
immediately set his laptop on the table and opened a music file, putting his
mind into Divided Focus and expanding his spirit into the holorecorders hidden
throughout the compartment and also into the transmitter that was in his name
tag, telepathically manipulating the devices to record him lying down on his
bed to read. Myke assumed a mind guard had not yet been placed on the
monitoring devices in his compartment because the D.I.I. wanted either to give
him a false sense of security or to assess his telepathic abilities. Myke was,
therefore, determined to use as many non-telepathic methods to avoid the
surveillance as he could. He was tempted to destroy the devices but didn't
dare, not wanting to invite the D.I.I. or anyone else who might be watching to
kill him too soon.
Myke quickly searched the
compartment for information that would help him understand his roommates. He
looked first through Dr. Luciani's belongings. There were no mementos, no
posters, and no photographs of anything, not even his family. Myke looked next
for his disc wallet and was astounded to find five wallets, all stuffed with
medical, scientific, and political publications in a least two dozen different
languages. There was also a collection of pornography, a large supply of Vaenan
taffuaos, and a fine collection of wine, all Earthon Mediterranean, which
wasn't surprising since it was considered the best in the galaxy.
Connor didn't have as many
belongings as Dr. Luciani did. There was his poster of Kent Diamond and his
trumpet, along with a tiny photograph of himself and two younger boys Myke
assumed were his brothers. His disc wallet contained all kinds of software that
he had written himself; computer texts and periodicals; games; lots of music,
both audio and text; and several volumes of the Sacred Writings of Tohmazz
Zarr. His laptop was an expensive one with a large memory, a fine stereo
system, and a projector that could show holograms at life-size.
Paul had an exhaustive supply
of fencing gear, including several foils, a sabre, and an épée. His wallet was
filled with discs on many different subjects, none predominating, and there was
also a large selection of music, both classical and popular, and a few family
holodiscs. There were several bottles of expensive cologne and also several
pieces of luxurious jewelry, including diamond cuff links.
Myke picked up the family
portrait that was sitting on Paul's shelf, a recent picture of Paul, Deia, and,
he presumed, their uncle and aunt. Their Aunt Lena looked like an older version
of Deia, and Myke imagined Deia would look like her aunt when she was a few
years older, more mature but still breathtakingly beautiful. Myke was struck by
the sadness in the older woman's eyes, a sadness he hoped would never cloud
Deia's.
Myke frowned. There seemed to be something strange about the photograph,
but he couldn't determine what it was. He examined it again and still found
nothing, so he reluctantly set it back on Paul's shelf.
Myke dismantled his laptop,
disposed of the three monitoring devices he found there in the commode, then
put his computer back together and ran a diagnostic check, at the same time
taking his mind from Divided Focus into complete Awareness and expanding his
spirit into the computer. All of the binary code flashed before one of his
spirit eyes as his mind decompiled it in search of hidden hostile programs.
After a few minutes of
searching, Myke found a clever program designed to duplicate every piece of
information his computer processed and transmit it to another computer,
presumably one belonging to the D.I.I. agent opposing him. Still using
Awareness, Myke telepathically adjusted the code to dismantle the D.I.I.
agent's spy program.
Once he finished that, he
withdrew his spirit from his laptop, put his mind back into Divided Focus, and
logged onto the Sovereign's computer
network. Myke could have telepathically joined with any of the ship's computers
as easily as he had with his own, but unlike the monitoring devices, the ship's
computer network was undoubtedly guarded by strong minds who would crush his if
he made an attempt to join with it. For that reason, he was forced to acquire
the information he desired manually. Since the Sovereign's personnel file had the same type of security controls
built into it as many of the classified files he had broken into on Earth, he
was able to access it rapidly and, for the time being anyway, secretly.
Since Paul and Deia troubled
him the most, he would start with them. He brought up Deia's file first.
Everything she had done in her life was there. There were school records,
family statistics, everything. Myke was most interested in Deia's family
background, especially since she had said that her aunt and uncle had raised
them and that their parents had died when she was very young. Her aunt's
relationship to King also needed to be explored.
The file said that her parents
were John and Deborah Sheldon, both Star Force pilots who had been killed in a
Diron raid, Earth Date: October 21, 2 Y.D.E., eleven months after the twins'
birth. Their guardian after their parents had died had been Lena Sheldon,
mother's sister, and she had married Sanel King on July 13, 3 Y.D.E. The file
listed their aunt dead as of February 4, 19 Y.D.E., the cause of death cardiac
arrest. Myke's eyes scanned the file to the end where religious and government
loyalties were recorded. It said: "Worship attendance--regular. Known
resister."
Myke couldn't help but feel
relieved. As the Divine Emperor telepathically communicated to Earth's citizens
en masse and people opened their minds to accept this communication, he took
control of a cell in each of their brains, gaining a grip on their minds
difficult to break. Only a small percentage of Earthons possessed telepathic
skills refined enough to detect it, and even fewer possessed the skill to
resist it. That Deia had the strength to resist the Divine Emperor's mind trap
said that her mind and will were free.
Myke leaned back in his chair.
He still felt Paul and Deia's family background was strange. How had someone
like Lena ever come into contact with someone like Sanel King? Not only that,
but Paul and Deia's parents, both Star Force pilots aboard the battleship Majestic, had been killed in a Diron
raid when the twins were just infants. Both
had been killed. Where were Paul and Deia during that time? Myke wished he had
access to Earth's personnel directory so that he could study its information on
the King and Sheldon families.
Myke quickly accessed Paul's
file to obtain the political information. It read: "Worship
attendance--regular. Known resister. Associated with Earthborns." Mention
of the Earthborns, the most widely known and violent of Earth's few underground
organizations, surprised Myke. If Paul really had been associated with them on
Earth, then Connor was right; he was lucky he was alive. The government liked
to use resisters of the Divine Emperor's communication as leaders because of
their strong mind power, but there were enough of those who weren't involved with
the underground who were much safer. Then a thought occurred to him. They
wanted Paul alive. If he really was being honest about his political loyalties,
then he would have been an Ex-man's target long ago--unless the government
wanted to use him for something.
Next he opened Jacquae's file.
"Worship attendance--occasional. Known resister." Dr. Luciani's file:
"Worship attendance--holidays only. Known resister." Connor's file:
"Worship attendance--perfect. Known resister."
Myke wasn't surprised that Dr.
Luciani was a resister. His eyes were astute, and his mien was assured and
utterly lacking in submission and fear. Apparently Jacquae wasn't religious
either. And Connor, by all appearances, was very religious and patriotic, the
most typical Earthon of the group, but he was also known by the government as a
resister of the Divine Emperor's communication. Perhaps this information was
correct. Appearances were often deceiving, and Connor could easily be the type
of person who was driven by fear.
Myke realized that the records
on his cadet associates may or may not have been correct on all accounts,
something he would learn as he lived with them a little longer. And discovering
whether they possessed the mind power to be resisters would be easy enough for
him to do when the time was right.
He quickly checked his own file
and discovered the same information he had put there two years before, along
with new data concerning his schooling and work at Briggs. His father was
listed as a communications specialist for the Office of Defense, his death not
acknowledged. Did the D.I.I. not want his commanding officers on the Sovereign to know his true status? Was
the D.I.I. that concerned he would be killed prematurely? Or was the D.I.I.
withholding the updated information in an attempt to make him think that his Sovereign superiors weren't watching
him?
Myke exited the file and
turned off the computer, completing his telepathic manipulation of the watching
devices in the compartment by adjusting them to holograph him get up from his
bed, turn off his handheld computer, and turn off the music. He withdrew his
spirit from the bulkheads of the compartment as he withdrew his hand from the
computer, then slipped back into Blind State and began unpacking.
Myke quickly put his personal belongings
into his drawers and went to the locker to hang up his clothes. Hearing noise
at the compartment door, he turned and saw Paul.
Paul glanced at the bag on the
deck by Myke's feet, then at Myke, puzzled. "That bag is all you brought
with you from Earth?"
Myke shrugged, setting the bag
into the locker. "That and my computer."
"That bag's only big
enough for a few tiny things. Even Connor brought more than you did. How do you
expect to survive?"
Myke studied Paul's face.
"I would've brought more if I'd had more time. The fact of the matter is,
the minute I found out I was drafted, I grabbed a few things and rushed to the
spaceport to leave Earth." He shook his head, grimacing. "The last
thing in this universe I ever wanted to do was be in the military. I was
delayed at the spaceport though, so the SPs caught up with me."
Paul's eyes grew huge.
"Where were you going to go? I don't want to be a warrior either, but
another planet? You wouldn't have known anyone, and what about the
language?"
"I have relatives on
Vaena." Myke closed the locker door. "I'd appreciate it if you'd keep
this confidential. After your outburst in the commons, I figured you'd
understand, but I really doubt any of the others would." He turned and
walked toward the door.
"Of course," Paul
replied uneasily. "Where are you going?"
Myke stopped and faced Paul
again. "To meet Deia. We're going down to the ship exchange."
"Oh."
Myke didn't miss the skepticism
in Paul's eyes. "See you later," Myke said as he turned and walked
out of the compartment. In minutes, he was walking with Deia to the transport
pod.
"How'd your day go?"
Deia moaned. "You don't
know what kind of danger you've put yourself in asking that!"
Myke smiled knowingly. "I
think I do."
"It was horrible. I just
don't know how I'm going to manage everything. My classes are going to be so
difficult. I don't doubt I can do well if I want to, but my heart just isn't in
it." She stopped and gripped his arm. "Do you think that if I failed
all of my classes they would let me go back to Earth?"
"Not a chance! They'd kick
you out of the Science Corps, and you'd probably end up cleaning fighters!"
Deia removed her hand from his
arm. "I guess you're right. Myke, I'm not meant to be here. I don't fit.
What am I going to do?"
"You do what you have to
do. You survive." They started walking again. "And you'll fit in soon
enough."
"I don't want to fit in
completely! I don't think I'll ever have a warrior mentality, and I don't want
to have one."
"Good. I don't think I'd
like you as much as I do if you did."
Deia looked up at Myke, smiling
as they stepped into a transport pod booth. "Every time I talk to you, you
make me feel so much better. Where have you been all my life?"
"You say that, but it's a
good thing we didn't know each other before now. I know your uncle wouldn't
have approved of me."
"You're probably
right."
"What was Paul planning to
do before you were drafted?"
"He was going to go to
advanced school in Tryamazz."
"What was he going to
study?"
"Business and economics.
His plan was to graduate, then become Lena's manager. She designed and made all
of our formalwear and jewelry and some of our everyday clothing also, but she
never sold any of it. Paul planned to market Lena's designs for her, and he
intended to make a fortune so that we could break free from Sanel's control
forever."
"That sure fits,"
Myke said as they stepped out of the transport pod.
Deia nodded. "Paul's so
funny. He hates Sanel with all the strength of his soul, but he's like him in
many ways, even though he doesn't realize it."
"But your uncle isn't your
favorite person either, and yet, you don't seem to be so hostile. Why would
that be? Was he particularly cruel to Paul?"
"Sanel's always treated us
both the same--in a very cool and formal way. He does have a way of controlling
our lives that makes us both crazy, but he's never struck us or even yelled at
us. And he worshiped Lena." Deia shook her head. "No. Paul hates
Sanel because he has a sixth sense about him that I don't have."
Deia's observation surprised
Myke. "What do you mean?"
"He knows things he
shouldn't know--terrible things--and he's always right."
"Like what?"
"Just . . .
things."
Myke knew then that he had
pressed a little too hard and that it was time to change the topic of
conversation before Deia became suspicious of his questions. Fortunately they
were only a few meters away from the ship exchange. He smiled and extended his
arm toward the entrance. "Looks like we're here. Let's hurry and get what
we need so that we can enjoy the rest of the evening."
Myke
arrived at Deia's compartment three evenings later at 1830 to take her to the
fencing bout Jacquae had arranged between Paul and Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce.
Paul had asked Jacquae to go to
the Star Room with him after the bout, and Jacquae had suggested Myke and Deia
go with them. Myke had accepted, not wanting to hurt Deia's feelings by
refusing. As much as he enjoyed being with Deia, he felt apprehensive about
seeing her formally. He was afraid he might become too attached to her.
Myke buzzed Deia's compartment
and attempted to relax, telling himself over and over that seeing her formally
just this once wouldn't do any harm.
A minute later, Deia
breathlessly arrived at the door, wearing her Science Corps dress suit, a light
blue tunic and skirt. "Hi! Come on in. I'm not quite ready. It's been
hectic here. Maurena received her orders two hours ago and just left."
As Myke walked with Deia into
her compartment, he couldn't stop staring at her. He hadn't seen her hair in
any other style than the French braid since the first night he had met her, but
now her hair was swept up in an elaborate style, with dainty dark ringlets
framing her beautiful face.
They stopped by the table.
"You look very lovely tonight, Deia," Myke said softly, still
oblivious to everything but her.
"Thank you! And you look
very handsome." She gently touched his cheek. "You have beautiful
eyes."
"I've never had a girl
tell me I'm handsome before," Myke admitted, "but it means a lot
coming from you."
Deia reached into one of her
drawers and removed a bottle of perfume. "I'm glad." She quickly
dabbed some of the fragrance on her neck and slipped into her shoes.
"Are you ready now?"
Deia nodded.
Myke took Deia's hand in his
and led her to the door. "I suppose your roommates are already
there."
Deia nodded as Myke led her to
the door. "Jacquae's helping Paul warm up, and Tevaronia and Kristina went
to watch. They're all quite taken with Paul."
"Watch out! Your
compartment just might turn into a battle ground!"
"I certainly hope
not," Deia said as they walked down the passageway toward the commons.
"There's nothing more vicious in this universe than girls fighting for the
same guy! And the crazy thing is, it wouldn't matter with Paul, because as much
as all the girls like him, he likes all the girls. He never lets any one girl
get too close, but the girls who like him never give up trying." She shook
her head. "I don't think it would be much of a competition anyway. He
likes Jacquae, I can tell!"
"The sword-shrew?"
"Don't you notice how he flirts with her?
He's always been a flirt, but he's been giving Jacquae special treatment.
That's unusual for Paul."
When Myke and Deia arrived at
the commons, they noticed that many of the tables were folded and leaning against
the bulkheads and that a fencing strip had been attached to the deck in the
middle of the room.
"I never imagined so many
would be here!" Deia said.
"I suppose any bout that
could give the pro-cadets a champion would draw a lot of people," Myke
said. "No wonder Jacquae wanted to have it here. I don't think there'd be
enough room at the gym."
"You're probably
right."
Myke and Deia quickly walked to
the strip and joined Dr. Luciani and Connor. Connor was overflowing with
anticipation for the bout. Dr. Luciani didn't care to say much to anyone,
preferring to concentrate on Paul and Jacquae, who were sparring lightly in the
corner.
Ten minutes before the bout was
scheduled to start, Paul slipped into his Star Force sweat suit and walked with
Jacquae to the strip, where she briefed him on things he might expect from
Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce and would undoubtedly expect from Dr. Luciani as the
referee.
By 1855, the commons was
crowded with hundreds of cadets. Most were sitting and standing on the
remaining tables, but many were standing around the strip, pressing forward as
closely as Dr. Luciani would allow. Dr. Luciani was already in his position at
the center of the strip, and his two com-cadet judges were already in their
places to his right and left.
"Is Saint Cadet
Vahro-Pierce here yet?" Deia asked Myke. "I don't even know who he
is!"
"I haven't seen him
yet."
"Oh, you'll know when he
gets here," Dr. Luciani interrupted. "He has quite an entrance. It's
all a part of the psych-out, you know."
At exactly l859, about fifty
com-cadets, dressed in fencing clothes and carrying their foils, pushed through
one of the entrances of the commons and formed two lines between the entrance
and the strip. Everyone suddenly became silent as the com-cadets held their
foils up to form a bridge. Then they and all of the com-cadets in the audience
cheered as Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce ran under the arch of swords to the strip.
He halted when he was one step away from the strip and held up both of his
arms. All of the com-cadets yelled, "Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce for Command!"
If the com-cadets were
energetic in their support of Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce, the pro-cadets were
even more enthusiastic in their support of Paul. They gathered around Paul in
several circles and held their foils up toward the center. Then they yelled,
"Paul for the pro-cadets!" They continued yelling and screaming
wildly as they scattered. Paul ran over to the strip.
Deia looked at Myke in
excitement. "This is going to be great!" Then she lifted her arms and
cheered for Paul with the pro-cadets.
Paul took off his sweats and
handed them to Jacquae, and Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce removed his sweats and
gave them to another com-cadet. Both fencers were then handed their foils and
masks before they proceeded to their positions behind the on-guard lines on the
strip.
Dr. Luciani turned on the tiny
microphone that was pinned to his uniform and said in a loud voice, "The
bout will now begin! On my right is a pro-cadet and competent fencer, the
challenger, Novice Cadet Paul Sheldon!" All the pro-cadets cheered.
"And on my left is the
current cadet champion, com-cadet, and future Director of Defense, Saint Cadet
Gregory Vahro-Pierce!" The com-cadets chanted: "Pierce . . .
Pierce . . . Pierce . . ."
Pierce danced around in his
position, flashing his bewitching smile, his arms in the air and his gray-green
eyes shining with exuberance.
Deia watched the proceedings in
curiosity and awe. She leaned toward Myke. "Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce
certainly does have charisma. It's no wonder everyone's so intimidated by
him."
"And Paul looks so
cool!"
"And he will until the
bout is over," Deia said. "He's strong, quick, and precise, but
still, his game is primarily psychological. If this nobleman is as good as
everyone says he is, then it will be a good fight."
"Quiet!" Dr. Luciani
yelled. When everyone became silent again, he continued: "I want no
screaming or yelling or name calling. You may clap for a well-executed
move." Then he said with a smirk, "Anyone who violates these rules
will be personally thrown out by Jacquae!" Everyone laughed, and Jacquae,
who was now standing with Myke, Deia, and Connor, bowed.
Dr. Luciani held out both of
his hands and motioned for the two fencers to approach him. When they were
standing in front of him, he quickly used a tiny cylindrical device to check
for tampering in their electromatrix foils and sensor jackets. Satisfied that
everything was in order, he nodded that they could return to the strip.
Paul and Pierce stepped behind
the on-guard lines on the strip and took stiff positions facing each other,
swords directed diagonally toward the deck.
Dr. Luciani said loudly,
"Salute!"
The fencers extended their
blades toward each other, then swept their hilts to their chins, repeating the
motion several times as they turned their bodies to salute the audience and Dr.
Luciani.
"Mask on!"
Paul and Pierce quickly
slipped their masks into place.
Dr. Luciani extended his arms with palms down, "On!"
The fencers swept their blades
toward each other.
"Guard!"
Legs shifted, knees bent, and
free arm lifted into an arc. To Myke, it all seemed so formal and foreign--and
fascinating.
Dr. Luciani looked from Paul to
Pierce, then asked, turning his palms toward the fencers, "Are you
ready?" He received one nod of the head from each in reply.
"Fence!"
Paul and Pierce moved
aggressively and gracefully with every attack and parry as they tested each
other's defenses for weakness. After several seconds of swordplay, Pierce
sharply beat Paul's blade with his, then instantly lunged and thrust the tip of
his foil into the target area below Paul's armpit, setting off a beeping sound.
Dr. Luciani's voice could be
heard all through the commons: "Halt!" Paul and Pierce immediately
stopped fencing.
As Dr. Luciani briefly
reconstructed the last several movements and received the judges' votes on
whether the hit was valid, almost everyone clapped enthusiastically. Deia
clapped with everyone else, shaking her head in amazement. "That was a
beautiful attack! Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce is a worthy opponent for Paul."
Myke nodded in agreement but
didn't speak. Since he didn't know much about fencing, he didn't want to say
anything that would make himself appear stupid.
Only a minute later, Dr.
Luciani declared the hit valid. The scorer, who was standing across from Dr.
Luciani on the opposite side of the strip with a handheld computer, then said
loudly, "The score is now 1-0 in favor of Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce."
Again, Dr. Luciani gave the command to fence.
After only moments of fencing,
Paul parried an attack, delayed a second, then thrust his blade at Pierce and
hit him in the target area.
"Halt!" Again, Dr.
Luciani took the vote from the judge nearest Pierce, and the hit was determined
valid. The scorer marked it and announced that the score was now 1-1.
The fencing resumed again,
Pierce scoring the next hit, Paul the two after that. After almost nine minutes
of actual fencing time had passed, with brief rests at three-minute intervals,
the score was tied, 14-14.
The spectators watched in
anticipation as Paul and Pierce vigorously fenced for the deciding touch of the
bout. Deia clutched Myke's arm. "Oh come on, Paul, come on!"
Paul executed a feint attack,
leading Pierce into making a circular parry. Then he gracefully lunged, the
point of his blade moving in a circular motion to bend on Pierce's chest. Deia
gasped and began clapping. "Excellent, Paul, excellent!"
Even as Dr. Luciani declared
the hit valid and Paul the victor, the pro-cadets exploded with excitement. As
most of the pro-cadets scurried to mob Paul, Dr. Luciani quickly and loudly
said, "Hold on! They still have to salute and shake!"
Paul and Pierce took off their
masks, their faces glistening and hair drenched with sweat, but both wearing
expressions of elation. They enthusiastically saluted and shook hands, then
handed off their weapons and masks.
"You were lucky this time,
Sheldon!" Pierce said. "Next time you'll be shish kebab!"
"Which wouldn't surprise
me a bit!" Paul exclaimed. Then to the astonishment of everyone, they
patted each other's backs and gushed with compliments to each other.
Murmurs of confusion and
surprise rumbled through the commons. Then the fencers' enthusiasm ignited
excitement among all the cadets, and everyone in the commons cheered,
com-cadets and pro-cadets alike, all thrilled they had witnessed such an
outstanding bout.
"Well, how do you like
that?" Jacquae said. "Pierce doesn't even mind that he got beat!
They're going to be friends! That's disgusting."
"They both fought an
excellent game, and they know it," Dr. Luciani said. "And I've never
seen two fencers so evenly matched."
A com-cadet rushed up to Dr.
Luciani and quickly removed the microphone from his uniform. The com-cadet
pinned it on his own uniform and yelled, "With such outstanding warriors
as Vahro-Pierce and Sheldon, Earth's enemies don't have a chance for salvation!"
Everyone shouted in agreement.
Paul and Pierce took the
com-cadet's lead and held up their arms, clasping hands. "Earth will
conquer!" Pierce yelled. Everyone repeated the cry with deafening energy.
"Our enemies will die!"
Paul cried in turn. Again, everyone repeated Paul's words.
"Long live the Divine
Emperor!" Pierce yelled. Everyone repeated these words, then stomped their
feet and cheered hysterically.
Myke thought the whole thing
was frightening. He made some token gestures at clapping but didn't yell. Deia
didn't yell either, and she appeared to be as disturbed as he was. What struck
Myke the most, however, was that Paul had cheered energetically on the first
two cheers, but had frowned and hesitated on the last one, finally deciding not
to cheer at all.
The com-cadet threw up his fist
and cried, "Onward Earthon Soldiers!" Then all the cadets began
singing Earth's favorite battle hymn:
Onward, Earthon soldiers!
Marching on to war,
With the sword of God
Going on before.
Zarr, our royal master,
Leads against the foe;
Forward into battle,
See our banners go!
Onward, Earthon soldiers,
Marching on to war,
With the sword of God
Going on before.
Everyone cheered vigorously,
then began dispersing. As Connor and Jacquae ran over to the strip to
congratulate Paul, Deia's hand tightened on Myke's arm. "Why do they have
to do that?" She shuddered. "It's just horrible, as if everyone
really wants to go to war. I just want to go home."
Myke unconsciously put his arms
around Deia and held her tightly. "So do I," he whispered.
Several moments of anxious
silence passed. "Are you all right?" Deia asked.
Myke wished he could tell her
about the terrible fear, about the foreboding nightmares, and about the burning
pain in his shoulder. "I'm fine, really," he answered instead.
Deia laid her head against
Myke's neck and held him lovingly. "I'm always here for you," she
whispered with emotion.
Her caresses gradually sent
Myke's fear back to its lurking place in his subconscious, but he found himself
clinging to her more tightly than ever. He suddenly became aware of her warmth
and the soft feel of her, and an electrifying excitement, an anticipation,
surged through him. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the embrace, not remembering
another moment of such exhilaration.
Deia
completed playing Chopin's "Heroic" Polonaise, and Myke, who was
sitting on the piano bench with her, clapped and whistled and cried,
"Bravo!" Three other enthusiastic voices immediately joined his. He
and Deia looked up and saw Paul, Jacquae, and Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce
approaching the piano.
Paul and Jacquae, like Myke and
Deia, were in their dress uniforms. Pierce smelled of expensive cologne, his
wavy blond hair meticulously styled as usual.
"It sure took you long
enough!" Myke said to Paul and Jacquae as he took Deia's hand and helped
her off the bench.
"It certainly did. I'm
starving!"
Paul didn't appear concerned.
He turned to Pierce. "Greg, you already know Myke." Greg nodded once
and looked at Myke with a peculiar expression, and Myke was immediately uneasy.
What had been an insignificant practice fight to Myke--not worth participating
in, much less remembering--had unsettled Pierce as much as Jacquae claimed.
Myke hoped the only thing troubling him was hurt pride.
Paul held his hand out toward
Deia. "This is my sister Deia. And Deia, this is Greg Pierce."
Delight immediately replaced
the wariness in Pierce's eyes. He took Deia's hand in his and kissed it.
"You're even more beautiful than I expected from what Paul told me, and I
can't believe I haven't seen you before now."
Deia laughed a little and gave
a brief curtsy. "That's hardly surprising since Paul and I are pro-cadets!
But thank you for your kind words anyway."
Pierce squeezed her hand and
drew her closer, his face becoming solemn. "I'm going to get you and Paul
out of this bourgeois sewer and into the officers' training program where you
belong."
Deia's smile faded, and her
countenance seemed to tense. "Thank you for your concern, Saint Cadet
Vahro-Pierce, but until you really are Director of Defense, I don't think that
even you will have the power to counteract our uncle's wishes."
Pierce patted Deia's hand, his
eyes glowing with amusement. "It's 'Greg,' Deia. And your uncle doesn't
have to know anything about it. My father will transfer you like that." He
snapped his fingers.
Paul's eyes widened in hope;
Deia's widened in dread. She shook her head quickly. "I don't want to
march."
Pierce laughed. "You'll
get used to it. Besides. It'll be temporary. My mother's coming in for the
holidays, and after she hears you play, she'll petition my uncle for your discharge."
Pierce's reference to the
Divine Emperor brought blood into Deia's cheeks. "Thank
you . . . Greg," she said softly, bowing her head slightly.
Pierce squeezed Deia's hand and
released it. "It's the least I can do for my beautiful prodigy. You'll
save a dance for me tomorrow night, won't you?"
"I didn't know com-cadets
were invited," Deia replied in a low voice.
"If you agree now to dance
with me, I'm invited."
Deia raised her eyebrows.
"If I invite you to the pro-cadets' dance, I could be put on report for
fraternization." Myke couldn't tell whether Deia was teasing Pierce or
reprimanding him.
Pierce chuckled. "I'll
take that as a 'yes.' Until tomorrow then." Pierce snapped his hand to his
forehead in a salute to Paul. Paul saluted back and they both laughed.
After Pierce walked away, Deia
blurted, "He sure has a lot of gall! Flirting like that when I'm with
someone formally! I almost wish he
would get put on report for fraternization!"
Paul smiled. "Well, you
know that won't happen, so you might as well relax and flirt back."
"You should be
flattered!" Jacquae said. "You're the only pro-cadet I've ever seen
him flirt with, and this is the first time he's made an appearance in our
lounge."
"Despite all the unkind
words Jacquae has for Greg, she really doesn't think he's all that
terrible," Paul said to Deia and Myke. "And to tell you the truth, he
isn't. But now on to more serious business--dinner!"
The four strolled down the passageway,
laughing and discussing the bout. They headed to a transport pod and took it to
deck A2, the section of the Sovereign
where fleet personnel went for formal entertainment, the only area of the ship
where civilian guests were allowed.
A few minutes later, the four
arrived at the Star Room, which was located at the front of the vessel,
directly under the bridge and above the three shuttle bays. Its huge
window-wall was the single best view of the universe available on the ship,
unless one received the rare opportunity to visit the bridge. The view and a
quality Earthon cuisine gave the restaurant its popularity. Paul, Jacquae,
Myke, and Deia stepped into a foyer with gilded bulkheads and approached the
reservation counter, the chandelier crystals tinkling above their heads.
"I have a reservation for four under the name Sheldon," Paul told the
headwaiter.
The headwaiter, a shipman first
class in the warrior ranks' deep gray dress uniform, quickly typed the name
"Sheldon" on his computer keyboard. "Follow me," he said as
he stepped away from the counter.
Once they were seated, a
cocktail waitress, shipman second class, approached the table. "Would you
like something to drink?"
"A bottle of your best
champagne!" Paul said. He turned and looked at Deia and Myke in question.
Both shook their heads. Paul looked up again at the waitress. "We'll have
only two glasses with the bottle."
"What's the matter with
you two!" Jacquae said to Myke and Deia after the waitress walked away
from their table. "Even Ton doesn't have the quality of champagne you'll
get here! Why do you think he demanded a bottle for officiating the bout?"
Myke wanted to laugh. The
Earthons had an obsession with chemicals that scorned common sense. He couldn't
believe Jacquae could be so concerned about something so trivial. "Sorry
to disappoint you, Jacquae, but I don't drink. I couldn't care less about the
quality of the Star Room's champagne!"
Deia said to Myke, looking at
Paul sidelong with an amused expression, "It was always a big joke when we
went out to eat with Lena. Paul always wanted wine, and she always said
'no.'"
"Now don't you try and
make me feel guilty, because it won't work!"
Deia smiled sweetly at Paul. "Who
said anything about guilt?"
Myke decided this was a good
time to ask the question that had been in his mind since he had learned Dr.
Luciani would be officiating the bout. "It seems a little strange to me,
Jacquae, that your brother would be a fencing referee. How did that come
about?"
"I'm not sure exactly, but
however it started, he's superb at it. He sees everything and has a
photographic memory. He's the only unofficial referee that both the pro-cadets
and the com-cadets will accept."
"Does he ever actually
fence?" Paul asked.
"Yeah, he gets down to the
gym a couple times a week."
Deia shook her head. "I
can't see it."
Jacquae shrugged.
"Everyone in Star Force fences. We're required to stay in shape, and
fencing's the most enjoyable way to do it."
"I don't fence," Deia
said.
"You will."
The waitress arrived with two
tall tulip glasses and a bottle of champagne in ice. She removed the bottle
from the ice, gently removed the cork, and poured some of the beverage into a
glass for Paul to sample. Paul sipped from his glass, then nodded. The waitress
poured more of the champagne into Paul's glass and filled Jacquae's. A little
later a different waitress came with menus.
"Mmmm . . .
everything looks so good!" Jacquae exclaimed as she studied her menu.
"I don't know if I'll be able to decide!"
"Do you like shrimp?"
Paul asked. "The shrimp platter looks good."
Jacquae handed her menu to
Paul. "Let's go for that, then."
"What would you like,
Deia?" Paul asked.
Deia closed her menu. "Do
you know what I would really like? A big plate of spaghetti!"
Myke and Jacquae laughed, and
Paul rolled his eyes. "Only you would come to the Star Room and order
spaghetti, Deia! But it isn't on the menu!"
"I've desperately wanted
some good spaghetti since I arrived here. That synthesized food tastes like
plastic!"
"Antonio's pasta has
spoiled you!" Then Paul said to Myke and Jacquae, "Deia's a pasta
lover. I don't know how she's ever managed to keep her figure."
Deia looked at Myke, who was
sitting quite close to her. "What are you going to have?"
"The prime rib."
Deia smiled radiantly at Myke.
"I'll have a steak too, then. Filet mignon." She handed her menu to
Myke, who set it with his at the front of the table. Then their hands found
each other's under the table.
After the food arrived, the
four ate slowly as they continued talking and laughing. When they were done,
Deia managed to talk the waitress into finding her some fresh strawberry ice cream
for dessert. After a considerable wait, the waitress finally brought Deia a
half-liter of Earth's finest strawberry ice cream, which she and Myke devoured
straight from the container.
Paul poured more champagne for
himself and Jacquae. "Tell us about Baltimore," he suggested,
returning Jacquae's glass to her. "I've never been there myself."
"Don't you know?"
Jacquae said merrily. "It's the sin-city of North America! That's the only
reason Ton claims he's from there."
Myke chuckled. "And I thought
it was Tryamazz!"
"No, Tryamazz may be full
of hypocrites, but Baltimore's the home of the honest sinners. The pious
community has all but moved out, as you can well imagine!" Jacquae twisted
her face into a mock frown and shook her head. "It's so very sad."
She finished her glass of champagne in one gulp and refilled it.
Paul shot Jacquae a silly look,
clinking glasses with her. "Hear, hear! To Jacquae, the queen of the
sentimentalists!"
The corners of Jacquae's mouth
quivered, as if she were about to burst out laughing. "You three would
like my neighborhood. It's a real old, trashy place. Somehow it survived the
Dark Years. We lived in a tiny apartment in the city. Mamma's two German
shepherds stay on the balcony. I should've fed Ton to them when we were home.
He's so ungrateful. He only visited Mamma once the whole time he was in
Baltimore--rented a room downtown for a couple days, then off to Europe with
that son of Abomination Adrian. He's never forgiven me for being stationed on the
Sovereign with him, you know."
She poured herself another glass of champagne and took a sip. "He detests
me. I remind him of the old neighborhood, and he doesn't like that."
"Why did you decide to be
an engineer?" Myke asked.
Jacquae sighed dramatically.
"As much as Ton's always wanted to be a doctor, I've always wanted to be
an engineer. I guess you have to have big dreams to pull yourself out of a dump
like that; at least that's what Mamma used to say." She sipped again at
her champagne, then held up her glass. "Hear, hear! To me! The queen of
the sentimentalists!"
"Hear, hear!" Paul
exclaimed.
"I think you two have had
enough," Deia said. "You have class tomorrow, remember?"
"Deia, Deia,
Deia . . . relax!" Paul said. He held up the bottle and
swished the remaining champagne around in the bottom. "We still have a
little more. Here, have some! Forget everything for a while and have some
fun!"
*
Myke and Deia barely spoke as
they walked back to the cadet section of the ship. Deia replayed Paul's actions
at the restaurant over and over in her mind. The more she thought about all the
ridiculous things he had said and and done, the more disturbed she became.
Myke suddenly asked, "Are
you okay?"
"I'm fine," Deia said
gloomily.
"You aren't a very good
liar."
"I guess not." Deia
stopped abruptly and turned to face Myke. "Do you think we did the right
thing, leaving Paul and Jacquae up there? I hope they don't decide to drink
another bottle of champagne."
"I think they'll be okay.
As long as they don't have another bottle, they'll make it back without any
problems. And I don't think they will since they have class tomorrow."
"I suppose you're right.
Myke, I'm worried about Paul. It isn't like him to drink so much. He's never
been one to have more than a small glass of wine, maybe two, at a party. He
must be awfully depressed. I just wish he would talk to me instead of
drink."
"He's taking Lena's death
a lot harder than he lets on, isn't he?"
Deia nodded sadly. "He's
absolutely devastated that she died, but he won't talk about it. Last night we
talked for a long time, but when I asked him how he's managing, he just said,
'We're talking about you, not me.'"
"I figured you were his
confidante."
"Oh, I am. He's always
talked to me more than he's talked to anyone, even Lena. But that isn't very
often. Most people he doesn't trust enough, but I think with Lena and me it's
always been that he feels he has to be the strong one and that admitting his
frustrations somehow makes him weak." Deia sighed. "Who knows what
kind of pain he's carrying around."
Myke smiled. "The more I
get to know you and Paul, the more amazed I am at how different you are."
Deia allowed herself to smile
back at Myke. "Isn't that the truth. Sometimes I wonder if we're from
different planets."
Myke gently traced the outline
of Deia's mouth with his finger. "It's nice to see you smile again."
He put his arm around her shoulders, and they leaned against the bulkhead. He
said thoughtfully, "Just be there when he needs you. That's really all you
can do. The rest is up to him."
"I know. But still, it
tears me up to see him in pain. I just wish he wouldn't be so stubborn!"
Deia forced herself to smile. "I'm sorry to be so glum."
Myke took Deia's hand in his again.
"C'mon, let's walk."
They walked for an hour or so,
sometimes talking, sometimes simply strolling. They ended up at Deia's
compartment about ten minutes before curfew.
Deia leaned against the
bulkhead. "This has been such a wonderful evening. I hate for it to
end."
"It has been a nice
evening, hasn't it? You know, I really enjoy being with you, Deia. You're
interesting and a lot of fun. And I'll have to admit, being seen with a girl
like you is good for my reputation." He caressed her cheek with his
finger. "None of the guys I know can, as hard as they try, figure out why
a beautiful, classy lady like you would even speak to a guy like me."
Deia lifted her hand to touch
Myke's. "Beautiful? Classy?" She laughed a little. "Those words
I always reserved for Lena, and I guess if I'm at all that way it's only
because I don't know anything different." She looked at Myke thoughtfully.
"And you believe in yourself too much to be fooled by what the guys say or
to let them bother you. And more than anyone else, even Paul, you understand
the way I am about these things, I think."
Myke smiled and nodded once. He
understood completely.
Deia gazed at him tenderly as
he brushed her hair away from her forehead and cheeks and gently stroked it. He
was so different from any young man she had ever known. He was kind and
affectionate, yet assured and forceful in personality, an unusual combination
of traits, but one she found fascinating. Moreover, he was fun to be with and
very handsome, and they were so comfortable together. She wished she could
spend every moment of every day with him.
He cradled her head in his
hands, returning her gaze with equal tenderness and passion. After a moment, he
leaned forward and kissed her cheek. It was a simple kiss, but it was so full
of feeling that it left Deia breathless.
"Thank you for such a
wonderful evening," Deia whispered.
As Myke lowered his hands, he
delicately ran his fingers over her jaw, savoring every touch. "Thank you. I'll see you tomorrow at
breakfast."
Deia turned and slipped her
name tag into the door slot. "Good night!" she said as she slipped
into her compartment.
As the door slid shut behind
her, she saw that Jacquae was leaning against Tevaronia's upper berth, gushing
with the details of her evening with Paul. Kristina, a willowy black girl, was
lying on her lower bunk, reading from her handheld computer.
"So . . .
how'd it go?" Tevaronia asked in excitement when Deia entered the compartment.
Kristina sat up and leaned
forward so that she could see Deia. "Mmmm, lady! You look as though you've
been dancing on some star in another universe!"
"I have been!" Deia
walked over to her bunk, stepped out of her shoes, and started removing her
jewelry.
"Whoa!" Tevaronia
exclaimed. "It must be love! Tell us all about it!"
Jacquae giggled. "Did he
kiss you? I'm just dying to know if he's a good kisser!"
Deia smiled. "Sort of. He
kissed me on the cheek right before I came in." She removed the blue waist
sash and quickly unfastened the silver buttons on her tunic.
"On the cheek?"
Kristina said in amazement. "I've never had a guy do that before. They
always go straight for the mouth, and half the time I would rather they didn't!"
"Oh, but Myke's kiss was
worth a thousand times more than all the other kisses I've had on the lips.
I've never had a kiss with so much emotion, never."
"Oooh, how romantic!"
Tevaronia said.
Jacquae grinned impishly.
"He likes you an awfully lot, doesn't he!"
Deia gracefully slipped into
fatigues. "Ohhh . . . I think he might."
"Oh, Tev and Krissy,"
Jacquae said, "she's just being modest! You should've seen the way he
looked at her all during dinner. I don't think I've ever in my life seen a guy
so crazy about a girl!"
Deia lay down on her bed.
"He's so affectionate, and when I'm with him, he makes me feel like a
princess!"
"Wouldn't it be
nice!" Kristina said. "I haven't seen any real affection since I left
Earth."
"Deia, you are a lucky
girl!" Tevaronia bubbled. "Myke sounds like he's sensitive--so rare
in the military--and he's so adorable!--I'd definitely rank him among the
best-looking of the new cadets--and such a personality! Those blue, blue eyes,
and he always looks like he's up to something, boy, I just could've died when
he came into the lounge last night in his gym clothes--I mean, he stuck out
like a shuttle in a squadron of fighters!"
"Well, what do you
expect?" Jacquae said, still giggling. "He grew up in Hawaii. You
know those people don't have any sense of culture--"
"Don't let his appearance
fool you," Kristina began on a more serious note. "He's brilliant.
Probably the most brilliant engineer among the cadets."
Deia sat up in her bed, interested.
"How would you know that?"
Kristina shrugged. "I
thought he looked familiar, so I approached him last night about it. I found
out we graduated in the same class at TIST. I didn't know him then, probably
just remember him from seeing him in the halls or something. Anyway, he told me
that he spent his senior year with Briggs Spacecraft Development on a co-op
program, then became full-time as soon as he graduated. He worked on engine
design for fighters."
"What does that have to do
with anything?" Deia asked.
"Let me finish! Briggs
develops spacecraft for the military and such, and it's very picky about who it
hires--everyone in a technical field on Earth knows that. The company gives a
few advanced school scholarships and job opportunities to some intermediate
school students, but you nearly have to be a genius for them to be interested
in you. And he worked there for two years, so they must have been
impressed." Then she added with a grin, "But brains or no brains, he
doesn't have bad looking legs!"
"Oooh . . .
I like his legs," Deia cooed.
"I'll tell you whose legs
I'd like to see," Tevaronia said in excitement. "Saint Cadet
Vahro-Pierce's. Boy, is that guy built!"
Jacquae shrugged. "They're
not that great."
Deia's eyes widened. "How
would you know?"
"I got stuck testing new
cadets with him."
"You know," Tevaronia
continued, lighting a taffuao, "fencers always have the very best legs, and it's a shame they
have to wear those stupid knickers and we never get to see them in
action!"
Jacquae kicked one of her legs
high in the air. "Take a good look, ladies! The legs of a fencer!"
The
commons was a rumble of voices and laughter under a supernova of brassy rock
when Myke arrived at the cadet welcome dance at 2010 the next evening. He
couldn't believe no one was dancing.
He scanned the smoke-tinged
room and finally saw Dr. Luciani and Connor standing near the food table, also
wearing their dress uniforms. Jacquae and Kristina were nearby, rearranging
some of the food on the buffet table.
"Hey Myke! Where's
Deia?" Connor said as Myke approached him. "I thought couples were
supposed to come together!"
"You'll never give up,
will you? She's coming with Paul."
Dr. Luciani looked at Myke
knowingly. "Just because she's coming with Paul doesn't mean she'll leave
with him. If you'd like, we'll even stay out of our compartment for a while so
that you two can pick up where you left off last night. And we won't even
charge you . . . this time." He and Connor chuckled
lustfully.
"You're reading this thing
between Deia and me all wrong. We're just friends. And besides, nothing
happened last night."
"You were with one of the
most beautiful girls in this sector of the galaxy, a girl, which I might add,
is crazy about you, and nothing happened?" Connor shook his head.
"I'm no fool."
"Come on, Zarek," Dr.
Luciani said. "At least tell us if she's a good kisser. With Deia, I doubt
you'd know any more than that yet."
"Nothing happened!"
Dr. Luciani looked at Myke
skeptically. "If Deia didn't kiss you, it's only because you didn't give
her a chance. You did try, didn't you?"
Myke shook his head. "I
told you, we're just friends."
Connor groaned. "You
didn't even try? Where in the galaxy is your drive?" He looked at Myke
uneasily. "You do like girls . . . don't you?"
Myke laughed. "I love
girls!"
A few moments later, Jacquae
joined Dr. Luciani, Connor, and Myke, her makeup applied exotically, her hair
up, and wearing earrings that looked like real pearls. She reached for the
bottle of Star Room champagne that was sitting on the table in a bucket of ice
and opened it with a corkscrew that was lying nearby. Dr. Luciani and Connor
reached for the goblets that were sitting on the table with the champagne.
Jacquae poured champagne for
herself, Connor, and Dr. Luciani, then they all, including Myke with a cup of
punch, held their glasses up for a toast. "To the band!" Jacquae
said. "May someone compliment them and dance!"
Suddenly the four heard a
familiar voice from behind them exclaim, "What's wrong with this party?
Why isn't anyone dancing?" They all turned to see Paul and Deia
approaching them from an entrance behind the buffet table.
Dr. Luciani set his drink on
the table and lit a taff. "These things are always slow to get
started."
"Not where I'm from!"
Paul said. He faced Deia, took her hand in his, and kissed it. "May I have
the first dance with the Sovereign's
loveliest lady?"
Deia smiled modestly. "How
can I refuse?"
Paul held out his arm for Deia.
"Let's show these people how to dance!" Deia looked back at her
friends and smiled as Paul led her to the middle of the dance floor near the
laptop that was rhythmically projecting laser beams of various colors.
The next song was just
starting, and it was a slow, flowing jazz number. Paul and Deia were both
wonderful dancers, especially Paul, and they were perfect partners for each
other. They moved gracefully, Paul occasionally spinning Deia and sometimes
dipping her. When the number was over, everyone in the commons clapped and
cheered.
The next number was rock with a
Latin feel, heavy on percussion. When the number began, Paul let out a yell of
excitement, and Deia laughed and uninhibitedly shook her head. Then they
started dancing again, clapping with the beat and moving energetically across
the floor, coordinating their movements. This time they were joined by several
other couples.
"They really can dance,
can't they?" Connor said.
"Probably learned at all
those high-class parties they go to," Jacquae said as she sipped her
champagne.
Myke loved watching Deia. She
was so elegant and expressive, and he was amazed at how every time he saw her,
she was more beautiful than before.
Connor shook his head.
"You know, guys like Paul have always made me sick. He has everything!
Style, looks, athletic ability, brains, women, and for most of his life anyway,
money. Why couldn't it have been me?"
As the dance ended, Jacquae
elbowed Myke. "Why don't you ask Deia to dance?"
Myke shook his head. "Not
right now."
"Well, if Myke isn't going
to ask her to dance, I will," Connor said, holding his glass out to be
refilled. "Dr. Luciani, pour me some more champagne." Dr. Luciani
picked up the champagne bottle and poured a little more into the glass. Connor
drank it in one gulp and hurried to the dance floor.
A minute later, Connor
returned, appearing disappointed. "I tell you, I have all the luck. Saint
Cadet Vahro-Pierce beat me to her."
Dr. Luciani shrugged. "I
could have told you he'd make a play for her."
"Just look at how he's
trying to dance close and she's pushing him away!" Connor said.
"She's going to have a broken arm by the time the dance's over!"
Myke watched Saint Cadet
Vahro-Pierce and Deia curiously, thinking they were an attractive couple. They
were both poised and refined, and they danced well together. Moreover, Pierce
appeared to be interested in her.
"I should've known Pierce
would like Deia," Jacquae said resentfully. "She's just his type,
quite a prize. He's such a haughty son of Abomination."
When the song was over, Pierce
walked Deia to the buffet table. He approached Jacquae, wearing a bold smile.
"Would the sword-shrew like to dance?" Everyone standing nearby burst
into laughter.
Jacquae glared at Myke.
"I'm going to get you for that."
Myke shot her a look that said,
"I dare you!"
Pierce held out his arm for
Jacquae. "Well, come on, babe!"
"Do I have to?"
"Yes," Pierce said
firmly and without hesitation.
Jacquae smiled seductively at
Pierce as she took his arm and walked with him to the dance floor. Tevaronia
approached the buffet table, nodded a greeting to everyone, and poured herself
a glass of champagne.
"I sure never thought I'd
see those two dance together," Myke said.
"Haven't you heard?"
Dr. Luciani said. "They're supposed to be having an affair. Secretly of
course. Pierce would never publicly defile himself with a piece of Eslavu trash
like my sister."
"Pierce and Jacquae?"
Connor blurted. "Never in a million years!"
Tevaronia shrugged.
"That's been the big news on the grapevine for months."
Deia shook her head. "Now
I've heard everything." She looked at Dr. Luciani doubtfully. "Do you
think it's true?"
Dr. Luciani lit another
taffuao. "How should I know? Neither one of them tells me anything."
He paused, taking a draw on his taff. "Personally, I don't think there's
ever been anything more than a attraction on Jacquae's end and an amusement on
Pierce's. Jacquae always goes for the aristocrats. Haven't you noticed how
quickly she started working on Paul? What I don't understand is why the
aristocrats always go for her--she has a body like a taff."
"I think you overlook some
of your sister's admirable qualities," Connor said in amusement.
"Maybe so." Dr.
Luciani set his empty glass on the table and handed his partially smoked taff
to Tevaronia, who immediately put it to her lips for a draw. Dr. Luciani turned
to Deia and smiled flirtatiously. "Well, kid," he said, "how
about a dance with your mentor?"
Deia grinned. "Promise
you'll be good?"
"Promise!"
After Deia danced with Dr.
Luciani, she danced with Connor, then ended up dancing exclusively with Pierce.
Paul was enjoying dancing with a different girl every dance. He was popular
with all the girls--they were standing together in a group, waiting for their
chances to dance with him--and on a few fast numbers he danced with two or
three at a time. Dr. Luciani and Connor danced occasionally with girls who
appeared interesting, Dr. Luciani dancing slow numbers only. Myke didn't dance
at all and was content just to watch. Dr. Luciani and Connor tried to persuade
Myke to rescue Deia from Pierce. He always said he would, but he never did.
Two hours passed, and the
revelry became louder and more uninhibited as the cadets became more
intoxicated. Since the following day was designated for Worship, all the cadets
but a few upperclassmen and mentors who worked rotating shifts had it free.
Curfew was always lifted on Friday, so everyone assumed the band would be
playing well into the night.
Dr. Luciani was filling a plate
at the buffet table, Connor was on the dance floor, and Myke was standing alone
when Pierce walked Deia to the buffet table after a dance. As Pierce began
filling a plate, Deia slipped away from him and approached Myke. As the next
number began, Deia held her hand out to Myke and smiled. "Would you like
to dance?"
Myke was abashed. "I--I
don't know how to dance."
Deia couldn't contain her
astonishment. "But I thought everyb--" She took his hand. "Come
on. This is an easy one to learn on. All you have to do is feel the music and
move!"
Myke followed Deia reluctantly
onto the dance floor, where an energetic song with a heavy rock beat was just
starting. Deia immediately started moving with the music, and she motioned for
Myke to dance with her. Myke looked at her skeptically, then glanced at others
to see what they were doing. Then he slowly began moving his feet and arms to
the beat.
After several moments of
dancing, Myke said loudly, "This is fun!"
Deia smiled. "Now see what
you've been missing?"
Myke nodded and continued
dancing. He enjoyed it so much that he started getting bolder in the moves he
tried. He ended up dancing with such coordination and with such a unique style,
that many of the other cadets gathered around him to watch.
Myke loved every second of it.
Once he noticed the attention he was getting, he started playing comedian. He
strutted, clapped, and winked at the girls as everyone laughed.
Myke decided that this moment
in the spotlight provided an excellent opportunity to get a feel for the
loyalties of his cadets peers and to learn whether his superiors on the Sovereign knew he was a spy. Seized by
an irresistible urge to see just how many cadets he could offend, he pushed his
long sleeves slowly, provocatively, up to his elbows, unbuttoned his tunic a
bit at the neck, and removed his waist sash.
Dr. Luciani, Connor, and
Jacquae were laughing so hard they were crying; Paul's mouth was open in
astonishment; and Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce was watching the entire proceedings
with skepticism and disgust. Myke was disappointed to see that only a few of
the cadets shared Pierce's disgust. Were the cadets that irreverent? Or were
they just too intoxicated to care that their sacred uniform was being
desecrated?
Myke twirled the sash over his
head and swaggered with the beat of the music to his friends. He brushed the
sash over Kristina's face and winked. Kristina smiled back and fluttered her
eyelashes.
Deia was laughing and still
dancing as Myke moved to Jacquae. He shot her an alluring look, then slipped
the sash around her neck. Jacquae smirked, then grabbed him by the head and
gave him a passionate kiss.
Myke's eyes widened, and he
waved his arms helplessly in the air as Jacquae kissed him. Everyone watching
laughed even harder. Once Myke managed to pry himself away from Jacquae, he
smiled at her knowingly. "That'll be a hundred dollars!"
"A hundred dollars?"
"You didn't think you'd
get it for free, did you?" Myke danced back over to Deia, took her hand,
and spun her around a few times, and they laughed and danced together for the
last few seconds of the song. When the song was over, everyone in the commons
clapped, whistled, and cheered as Myke bowed.
Myke put his arm around Deia
and pushed her quickly toward an exit. "I need some air!"
Once they were in the
passageway, Deia looked at Myke and giggled. "And you said you didn't know
how to dance!"
"That's the first time
I've ever done that, honest!" Myke said, his breathing slowly returning to
normal.
"Oddly enough, I believe
you! I guess you just have natural rhythm."
"Did I embarrass
you?"
Deia shook her head. "I
think I had just as much fun as you did!"
When Myke and Deia walked back
into the commons, a dance had just ended and a new one with a slow, romantic
beat was beginning.
"Would you like to dance this one too?" Myke asked.
Deia took his arm. "I
would love to."
Myke led Deia deep onto the
dance floor, turned, and awkwardly placed his right hand on her waist and took
her right hand with his left. Not knowing what else to do, he moved in rhythmic
steps to the beat in a small circle. Deia politely refrained from commenting on
Myke's lack of experience on the dance floor, and she let him lead.
During the first minute or so
of the song, they talked lightly as they danced, and Myke relaxed. They moved
closer together and their conversation dwindled; they were content simply to
gaze at each other, oblivious to all the other activity around them.
As they continued moving with
the music, their awareness of each other intensified. They simultaneously
dropped hands, Deia's arms encircling Myke's neck and Myke's arms tightening
around her waist as they pressed even closer to each other and snuggled their
heads together.
Myke and Deia swayed
romantically with the music, their movements natural and effortless. The
trumpeter played with such skill and emotion that Myke felt as if he had been
transported to a foreign existence where his dreams were meeting reality in a
moment of pure ecstasy. The scent of Deia's perfume was invigorating, and he
felt feverish and giddy. He could feel her breathing, and he could even feel
her heart beating, or at least he imagined he could. He felt his lips caressing
her neck, then heard her sigh. She gently stroked his hair and pressed even
closer.
Myke released Deia slightly,
reached up and touched her hair with his hand, and gazed at her lovingly. Her
eyes were half open as she gazed back at him, her cheeks were flushed, and her
lips were trembling. At that moment he would have kissed her, but the music
stopped and the spell was broken.
Myke suddenly felt sick. He
abruptly released Deia and quickly walked her back to the edge of the dance
floor, not saying a word. Deia was immediately asked to dance by someone she
didn't know, so she didn't see Myke bypass their friends and leave the commons.
Once Myke left the dance, he
walked briskly down the passageway toward his compartment, then began to run.
His body ached and he felt as though he were on fire. He couldn't spend another
moment with her in the same room.
In only a minute, he was
standing in front of his compartment door and inserting his name tag into the
slot. After the door slid open, he rushed to the lavatory, turned on one of the
sink faucets, and splashed the icy water on his face. He leaned on the sink,
panting and his face dripping, and stared at himself on the mirror.
You've been a complete fool, he
silently told his reflection. Stupid! Idiot! Your mission is in enough
danger as it is!
Myke now realized that his
friendship with Deia, with all of its spiritual intimacy, was just as much an
intense emotional and physical fascination, and he felt incredibly naïve for
not realizing it sooner. Even more maddening was that his feelings for Deia had
caused him to lose such control of himself. He should never have seen her
formally, and he never, ever, should have danced with her. He should have put a
stop to the whole thing long before that explosion on the dance floor. He
sighed in despair. He had never wanted to put a stop to it. He loved her--it
was as simple as that.
He leaned back and dropped to
the deck, laughing bitterly to himself. What a time to be in love! And who was
this girl, anyway? She seemed so sincere, but then they always did. He had been
warned about this.
And what if she were sincere?
Her involvement with him would put her in danger just as surely as his father
had been killed by the Executioners, and the very thought of someone hurting
her in any way because of him made him feel terrible. Everyone in the commons
had seen them dance, and every person they knew was aware of the relationship.
How could he have been so stupid?
He was going to have to hurt
her, and that was going to be painful for both of them. She was what she appeared
to be, he felt it in his heart, but he needed more time to observe her and the
others. He had to be sure. He just wished he had never let it go this far.
Perhaps there was still a chance to undo what had already been done.
He slowly stood and walked into
the compartment's main room. He changed out of his uniform and hung it in his
locker, then dressed for bed. He lay down on his bunk and closed his eyes.
A little later, Myke heard the
door buzz. His eyes flew open and his heart nearly sprang out of his chest. It
was her. She probably felt as
miserable as he did. He gritted his teeth and lay totally still. If he didn't
answer, she would probably go back to the dance. Maybe she and Saint Cadet
Vahro-Pierce would get together after all. The thought of it revolted him.
Myke relaxed after a few
minutes had passed and he was sure she had left. He lay there, depressed, for
hours, unable to sleep. Very late, probably about 0200 or 0300, Paul, Jacquae,
and Connor stumbled into the compartment, laughing and acting silly. All three
of them were slightly drunk, Paul a little more than Connor and Jacquae.
"Hey Myke!" Paul
roared. "You missed one great party!" He sat down on one of the
chairs and pulled Jacquae to his lap. They kissed several times, very
sensually.
"Oh, Myke," Connor
began, "your beloved Deia was looking for you. Think she left early too.
So sad . . ."
Myke turned and stared at the
bulkhead. He hoped none of them would make any smart remarks, at least not yet.
Fortunately they didn't. They continued joking and laughing for another hour or
so before Jacquae left and Paul and Connor collapsed into their beds.
Daniel
Stewart removed a cup of coffee from his suite's synthesizing machine and lazily
sat down on his couch with his handheld computer. He had been on the Sovereign of the Stars for a week, sent
there on special assignment by Sanel King himself. Stewart smiled in
satisfaction. His record as an agent with the Department of Internal Investigation
was impressive, and obviously the Defense Office was aware of his unique
talents. If anyone could complete this assignment, he could, and completion of
the assignment would make him a rich man.
As Stewart read the news, he
felt telepathic communication enter his mind. I'm ready to report.
Stewart sipped from his cup of
coffee as he transmitted his thoughts to one of the cadets he had hired to help
him. Your progress appears to have been
better than that of your competitors.
The thoughts were
triumphant, Yes, he does prefer me,
overwhelmingly so.
Good . . . very good. Strip him of his virginity, and
the $2000 is yours.
He's a sweet, naïve child, but he has moral reservations and he isn't
stupid. It may take some time.
You have six weeks. All I require is that you sleep with him once. After
that, you can do what you want with him.
*
Deia didn't sleep for more than
a few hours that night, and when she awoke, she was still tense and agitated,
and her sheets were damp with sweat. She slid out of bed and quickly changed
her sheets, being careful not to wake her roommates. After a long shower, she
slowly dressed and stood in front of the tiny lavatory mirror, wiping away the
steam with the back of her arm.
She ran her fingers through her
hair and examined her features. What was it about her he didn't like? Did he
prefer lighter hair or darker skin? Green eyes? Brown eyes? Was she too thin?
Not thin enough? What? Or had he been offended when she asked him to dance?
Maybe he didn't like girls to be aggressive.
No. He had told her she was
lovely, beautiful, classy, and even fun. His hand trembled when he touched her.
His cheeks became redder, and when she held him, he seemed so hungry for
affection--desperate even. She had been so certain he had kissed her neck when
they danced. Had she been imagining things? No. Surely not. He had gazed at her
as if he had never seen another girl in his life, and had the song not ended,
they would have kissed for real.
Deia pressed a towel against
her face, removing the beads of moisture. She combed her hair, dried it, and
applied her makeup, while every minute she had spent with Myke replayed itself
in her mind over and over. She tested every theory she could think of against
the things he had said and done, but she kept coming back to the belief that a
relationship of passion and significance was beginning to develop between them.
Certainly he felt it too. So why in the galaxy had he run out on her like that?
Deia went to breakfast, hoping
Myke would be there alone so that she could talk to him. He wasn't there, and
neither were any of his roommates. After thirty minutes, she gave up and went
to the lounge to play the piano. He didn't show up for another hour, and when
he did, he floated around the room talking to people. She watched him out of
the corner of her eye, willing him to come to her. After a while he left
without glancing in her direction.
Astonished and mortified, Deia
struggled to continue playing as if nothing were wrong, but she couldn't keep
her hands from shaking. Her vision blurred and the keys wavered, turning into
black and white swirls under her fingers. She gritted her teeth and blinked
away her tears and played the day away. When she finally arose to go to dinner,
her legs tingled and her arms were like jelly and the tears still felt as if
they were stuck in her eyes.
Deia sat down next to Connor,
across from Myke, her heart pounding fiercely. "Hello, Myke. What have you
been doing today?"
Myke shrugged. "This and
that."
"Do you have to work this
evening, Deia?" Connor asked.
"No. Dr. Luciani's off.
What a relief!"
Deia continued chatting with
Connor, trying to draw Myke into the conversation. Myke said little and avoided
looking at her. Eventually he left. Paul showed up a few minutes later and sat
down across from Deia with Jacquae. "What's the matter?" he asked.
Deia crumpled her napkin, then
smoothed it out between her fingers. "Nothing."
"Oh come on, Deia. You
look as though you're getting ready to scream at me."
Deia began tearing her napkin
into strips. "I don't want to talk about it."
"Are you upset Myke ran
out on you last night?" Jacquae asked in concern.
"I just don't understand
it," Deia erupted. "I thought Myke and I had something going. Then
last night he disappeared, and today he's been trying his best to avoid me. Do
you think I've been misreading him?"
Paul shrugged. "I suppose
it's possible, but I think it's unlikely. You two have been extremely friendly
this whole week, and you seemed awfully intimate when you danced."
Jacquae nodded. "If you
misread him, then the rest of us did too."
"But he's been colder than
a winter day. What do you suppose is wrong?"
Paul shrugged. "Who knows
with him?"
"Well, I think he's
crazy!" Connor interrupted. "To think he's giving up a chance for a
beautiful girl like you. If there wasn't so much competition, I'd go for you
myself!"
Deia couldn't help but smile.
"Thanks, Connor."
"Why don't you go talk to
him about it," Paul gently suggested.
Deia stared at her plate for
several silent moments. Then she threw her napkin strips down and strode to the
door.
*
Myke lay in a corner of the
lounge on the deck since there were no empty couches, his eyes closed and his
fingers interlaced behind his head. Feeling movement, he opened his eyes and
saw Deia sitting next to him.
"May I talk to you?"
Her eyes were strangely glassy and her cheeks were flushed.
"Sure." Myke sat up
and faced her, his muscles tensing.
Deia took a deep breath.
"I really don't know where to begin." She averted her gaze and stared
at the deck for a moment, then looked up, directly into Myke's eyes.
She was so beautiful, and Myke
both longed to hear what she had to say and dreaded it.
"Deia . . . don't."
Panic filled her eyes.
"Please don't shut me out, Myke. Please let me--"
Myke pressed his fingers
against her lips, shaking his head adamantly. "What happened between us
last night should never have happened. This last week should never have
happened."
She removed his hand from her
mouth and held it. "How can you say that?"
Myke tried to pull his hand
away from hers but she gripped him so tightly her fingernails dug into his
skin. "I never . . . meant . . . to lead you
on." He breathed deeply and continued in a rush, "What I've done to
you makes me sick, and I'm more sorry than I can say, but I don't want to get
involved."
A tear spilled from Deia's eye,
which was more than Myke could bear. He shifted his gaze away from hers and
focused on other items in the lounge.
"Is there someone
else?"
Myke pursed his lips and looked
at her again. Telling her he had a girlfriend back on Earth would be an easy
way to get out of this mess, but he couldn't lie to her that way. He shook his
head slowly. "There isn't anyone else."
"Then I don't
understand."
Myke ached with desire to draw
her into his arms. Instead he said, "Deia, you have to trust me. It's
better for both of us if we don't get involved. But I'd like us to still be
friends."
Deia's lips moved, but her
voice was barely audible. "We were never meant to be just friends."
Myke gazed at Deia longingly.
He pulled his hand away from hers abruptly and mumbled, "I've got to go."
He sprang to his feet and hurried out of the lounge.
*
Myke
burst into the compartment and opened his locker without saying a word to
anyone. He grabbed his athletic bag and hurried out the door.
"That was strange,"
Jacquae said after Myke left.
Dr. Luciani shrugged. "He
must've dumped her. Otherwise they'd be in a corner somewhere really getting to know each other. I
guess he's not as crazy about her as we all thought."
Connor shook his head. "I
don't know. I still think he likes her. I wonder what his problem is."
"My feelings
exactly," Paul said thoughtfully. "You know, if it were anyone but
Myke, I'd say Greg Pierce scared him off."
Dr. Luciani and Connor looked
at Paul curiously.
Paul shrugged. "You know
how Greg is. He's interested in Deia, and most guys would be scared off simply
by that kind of competition. Any others would be scared off by the threat of
his physical strength, but not Myke. He doesn't scare."
Dr. Luciani and Connor still
appeared puzzled, so Paul continued, "The first day we were here, Myke had
to fight Greg in combat training. You remember that, Jacquae."
Jacquae nodded.
"Well, Myke isn't a little
guy, and he's in excellent shape, but Greg is bigger, and he has the training.
Any guy in his right mind would have been petrified, but not Myke. There was
absolutely no fear--only extraordinary self-assurance. Didn't it seem that way
to you, Jacquae?"
"It sure did, and it did
to everyone else too. Myke gave Pierce a good fight as far as new cadets go,
and Pierce definitely gave the all-around better showing, but it seemed to me
and everyone else that Myke had just played with him."
Paul nodded. "Exactly. And
when the fight was over, Myke wasn't even sweating. I felt at that moment that
he could have killed Greg if he had wanted to, literally, or at least could
have given him a fight to remember. Greg felt it too, I could tell, and it
didn't make him too happy."
"Furious is more the
word," Jacquae said. "If there's one thing Pierce can't tolerate,
it's to be humiliated. I think he would've accepted the whole thing better if
Myke had at least given it his best."
Dr. Luciani laughed
sadistically. "Sounds like our man of surprises found the perfect cure for
Pierce's inflated ego."
Jacquae's lips curved into a
mischievous smile. "I'm rooting for a rematch. To see an engineer shame the cadets' most supreme
combatant--especially when it's Pierce--that would be the ultimate!"
Everyone laughed in agreement.
Paul jumped down from his berth
and headed for the door. "Where're you going?" Connor asked.
"Lounge," Paul
replied with as much nonchalance as he could muster.
Paul found Deia in the lounge
at the piano, poignantly playing the Adagio of Beethoven's
"Moonlight" Sonata. When she was done, she laid her hands gently on
her thighs and looked sadly up at Paul.
"Would you like to go for
a walk?" Paul asked.
Deia nodded quickly and stood
up.
"Do you want to tell me
what happened?" Paul asked once they had left the lounge.
Deia bowed her head. "He
doesn't want to get involved."
"Did he say why?"
"No. He just said it would
be better for both of us this way." She sighed. "I just want him to
hold me."
They stopped, and Paul looked
down at Deia in concern. "I've never seen you like this before. Why is
Myke so different from all the others?"
"I wish I knew. I was
thinking earlier that maybe with everything that's happened to me in the last
week I just needed someone. He's been sweet about everything and he really
understands, and he's tried so hard to cheer me up."
"He's done a good job of
it too. Until last night."
"Yes, he has. But as I was
thinking about it, I realized that even if I had met him in Tryamazz at some
other time, I would feel the same way about him as I do now. We understand each
other so well, most of the time, and we talk so comfortably together. And he's
interesting and a lot of fun, and I really care about him. I wish I could spend
all of my time with him."
"It sounds as though
you're in love with him."
"Don't be ridiculous! We
just met!"
"All right, then you're in
lust."
"Paul!"
"Which is it, Deia, love
or lust?"
"Do you really think I'm
in love with him?"
"Yes, I do."
They walked in silence for many
minutes. When Deia finally spoke again, she said, "I wish Lena were here.
It isn't fair that she died. I still need her."
"Even if she hadn't died,
you would still be here, or you'd be traveling around the galaxy with Phillip
Moreau, so she still wouldn't be in much of a position to help you."
"I guess you're right, as usual." Deia paused thoughtfully. "You know, Paul, it's so difficult for me to believe that Lena didn't love Sanel."
Paul
grunted. "That's not hard for me
to believe."
"I know, I know. You hate him, so how could anyone love him?"
"Deia,
she shook her head when you asked her! And she said that she 'might as well be
Eslavu'!"
"I know, but still, it makes no sense that she never felt anything for him."
"You can’t actually
believe she lied!"
"No, of course not. It's
just that Lena always used to talk about love and marriage as if she were
acquainted with both."
"I think know what you
mean. And do you want to know what else I think? I think that even though Myke
says he doesn't want to get involved, he really does, and that he's as much in
love with you as you are with him."
Deia started to speak, but Paul
stopped her with a look. "I've been watching him. Now don't you glare at
me like that! When a guy starts paying attention to you, I pay attention to
him! Anyway, that first night I met him, I knew he was smitten, and as time
went on, it became even more obvious, just in the way he looks at you and talks
about you."
"I know his feelings for
me are as strong as mine are for him--I could tell when I talked to him. That's
what's so confusing."
"I just thought of
something. Your relationship with Myke has the potential of becoming serious.
What do you suppose would happen if it did?"
"I'm not sure I
understand."
"Say you do become
seriously involved. Where does it lead? Are you going to be his lover, sneaking
around and stealing moments of privacy where you can find them, not knowing
when or how it will end? Now Deia, that just isn't your style, and I'm certain
it isn't his either. I don't know Myke that well, but he seems like the type
who would want to get married, and we all know very well that cadets aren't
allowed to get married. It's my guess that this is the reason he doesn't want
to get involved."
"Do you really think
so?"
"It's either that or he's
terminally ill!"
"Well, we know it isn't
that, or he wouldn't be here at all!" Deia shook her head. "It just
makes me so angry that any of us even have to be here. Myke doesn't want to be
here any more than we do, and if we could be on Earth right now, we wouldn't
have all these problems."
"Isn't that the
truth."
"Have you ever thought
about falling in love?"
"We're talking about you,
not me, remember?"
"No, really, Paul. Have
you ever wondered what it would be like or thought about the type of girl you
would like to love?"
Paul shrugged. "I suppose
I've thought about it at times, but not much. I doubt any girl would ever fall
in love with me."
"That's an awful thing to
say about yourself, and very untrue!"
"No it isn't. Girls don't
really like me. They're just in love with my image. Frankly, I don't know if
there is much more there."
"But Paul, there is!"
"You're just saying that
because you're my sister."
"It's because I'm your
sister that I can say that. I have seen you at your very best and your very
worst, and yet I love you. I couldn't care less about your silly 'image.' You
just can't be so afraid of showing people who you really are."
Paul stopped walking and looked
gravely down at Deia. "But not everyone cares as much about my feelings or
who I am as you do. The universe is full of vultures, Deia."
"Maybe. But you'll always
have me, whether you like it or not. And I'll always need you." Deia put
her arms around him, squeezed him tightly, and whispered, "You are the
best brother and friend I could ever have."
"Deia,
the Mazzjazz needs a pianist, and Trev specifically requested you. You just
have to join the band!" Connor pleaded.
"Mazzjazz . . ." Paul said thoughtfully.
"Do you suppose they're any relation to the Tryamazz Jazz?"
"Probably," Deia
said, "but it doesn't matter. I don't have time to be in a band right now.
But Connor, if the band can find someone who plays, that person is welcome to
use my keyboard."
Myke sat across from Connor at
dinner that evening, next to Kristina and across from Deia, barely listening to
the conversation. Everyone but Dr. Luciani was there: Paul and Deia, Connor,
Jacquae, Kristina, and Tevaronia. Even Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce was there,
sitting with Paul. As they conversed, Myke reached out with his spirit and
gently touched their spirits with his, testing their powers of resistance.
Pierce leaned forward and
looked down the table at Deia. "I don't know what could be so important
that none of us ever get to see you."
"I just spent all
afternoon in sickbay!"
"And she's a dedicated
student," Tevaronia said. "I don't think I've ever seen anyone who
studies so much."
Connor frowned slightly as
Myke's spirit touched his. Good . . .
very strong. Resister, but much too afraid to ever let anyone know. Kristina:
resister. Tevaronia: flightiness an act . . . resister.
"Don't laugh at me! My
classes are extremely difficult, and I'm having a horrible time trying to
understand everything."
"Why don't you take a
break tonight?" Connor suggested. "Play for us in the lounge."
"Connor's right,
Deia," Paul said. "You have to take a break sometime. I've really
missed hearing you play."
Paul: resister, extremely strong mind power. Jacquae: same as Paul.
Pierce: resister. Of course; he'll be one of Earth's greatest leaders in a few
years. Deia: resister. Myke felt troubled about Deia, however. Her mind
power was strong, but she had resisted with such desperation that he concluded
she wasn't aware of her mind's potential.
"But I have an anatomy
exam tomorrow. I'm meeting Dr. Luciani in his compartment as soon as he gets
out of a meeting, and he's going to help me study."
"Ton's helping you study
again?" Jacquae said.
Tevaronia smiled knowingly.
"Well, we all know what he wants from you."
Deia frowned. "What do you
mean by that?"
"Oh, come on, Deia!"
Kristina blurted. "Even you aren't that naïve! Ton never studies with
anyone, especially novices. Even when they're his own!"
Deia's face tensed and her eyes
flashed. "Did it ever occur to you that maybe he's just helping a
friend?"
Tevaronia shook her head emphatically.
"No. Not Ton. Never."
"Ton doesn't know how to
be a friend," Kristina said. "He doesn't care about anyone but
himself, and he might as well be a machine for all the compassion or
consideration he ever shows to anyone. Ask anyone on this ship who's known him
for a while."
"Face it, Deia,"
Jacquae said. "He's a user, and the sooner you come to terms with that
fact, the better off you'll be."
Jacquae, Tevaronia, and
Kristina's comments about Dr. Luciani disturbed Myke, but before he could
speak, Deia exploded, "He isn't a machine! Or an Eslavu! And I wish you
all would quit saying he is! It's awfully nice of him to take more time with me
than what's required, and he does it only because we're friends. He's a
wonderful person, but none of you would even know because you never give him a
chance!"
Deia stood up abruptly, grabbed
her plate, and stormed over to the trash recycling bins to dispose of her
plastic utensils and paper napkins, then left the commons.
Tevaronia shook her head sadly.
"Boy, she is really naïve." Everyone agreed but Myke.
"I'll have to agree with
Deia," he said. "You were a little hard on Dr. Luciani, I
think."
Paul looked at Myke in
surprise. "How could you, of all people, say that?"
Myke shrugged. "What kind
of person would I be if I couldn't take a little teasing? Besides, Dr. Luciani
may be opinionated and outspoken, but he's really not such a bad guy."
Tevaronia shook her head at
Myke in incredulous amazement. "You have absolutely no idea what you're
talking about. You may be even more naïve than Deia."
Myke shrugged.
"Perhaps."
*
Myke entered his compartment
later that evening after spending an hour and a half at the gym, then another
hour playing games in the commons with Connor. Deia was sitting at the table
with Dr. Luciani, laughing and talking with him. They both appeared exhausted.
Myke recalled that Dr. Luciani, and therefore Deia, had been on duty in sickbay
the night before. Deia turned off her handheld computer and turned toward the
door as Myke walked into the compartment.
"Sorry if I'm disturbing
you," Myke said.
"Oh, no!" Deia said.
"I've had enough of Dr. Luciani's quizzing. I think he's been harder on me
than my instructor ever would be."
Dr. Luciani pulled himself up
from his slouched position in his chair and took a bite from his sandwich.
"Well, kid," he said to Deia, "you'll do just fine, as long as
you take a break. Myke, why don't you take her to the lounge and force her to
sit at that piano for a while."
Myke walked over to the table.
"I wish I could, but I have some reading to do. Deia's beautiful piano
playing is much too distracting."
Deia looked anxiously at Dr.
Luciani. "Do you really think I'll do all right?"
Dr. Luciani's expression was
one of seriousness, touched with concern. "You know the material. You'll
do fine as long as you concentrate."
Panic immediately replaced the
anxiousness on Deia's face. "But that's the problem!" she said
shrilly. "What am I going to do, Dr. Luciani? What am I going to do?"
"Relax . . ." Dr. Luciani soothed.
Deia put her palms over her
temples and shook her head. "I can't, I can't!" Then after a moment,
she inhaled and exhaled very slowly. Eventually she stood up and stretched.
"Ohhh, my brain is jelly, so I don't suppose it would do any good to study
anymore, anyway. You come to the lounge in a little while, Myke, all
right?" Myke nodded that he would. Deia picked up her handheld and left
the compartment.
"She isn't doing well in
her classes, is she," Myke said when Deia was gone.
Dr. Luciani shook his head
slowly. "The schedule's too much for her. And it's a shame. She really is
a bright girl."
All of Myke's muscles started
for the door to overtake Deia and be with her in her suffering, but they were
quickly restrained, sending his body and spirit into a state of chaos. He
seized his handheld and lay down on his bed as casually as he could manage.
Dr. Luciani quickly ate the
rest of his sandwich and hurried out of the compartment. Once Myke relaxed, he
finished his required reading quickly. When he was done, he stared at the
screen without really seeing it and contemplated his immediate situation.
Unfortunately he was nowhere near determining which cadets he had met in the past
twelve days he could trust. Coming to a final decision would require quite a
bit more observation.
During the past several days,
Myke had devoted his energies to becoming acquainted with as many of the Sovereign's cadets as possible. He had
come to know several from his classes, a few guys at the gym, and had
concentrated particularly on getting to know his roommates, their friends, and
Deia's roommates. His time was limited, however, and he felt there was much
about his cadets friends he still didn't know. He had found no opportunity
since his first day of classes to look at the ship's personnel files, and he
had found few chances to study the information he had received in orientation
about the ship.
Myke thought for a moment about
those whose powers of resistance he had tested that day. He had tested several
in his classes, several at the gym, several random cadets in the commons with
whom he was not acquainted, and of course, his roommates and their friends. He
concluded that the percentage of cadets who were resisters of the Divine
Emperor's communication was small and that he had already met most of them.
Myke didn't think that Star
Force, under normal circumstances, would have assigned the majority of cadet
resisters to the same two compartments, but Myke felt certain, having received
no reproach or reprimand of any kind for his exhibition at the dance, that his Sovereign superiors knew what he was and
were cooperating with the D.I.I. Even if they weren't, any competent D.I.I.
agent would consider it simple to break into the quartermaster's computer files
and rearrange the compartment assignments anyway he wished.
Myke thought about Paul and
Deia, the mysterious twins, potentially his greatest allies or his greatest
enemies. Either they were doing the obvious thing, working for their uncle, or
they were completely sincere and were simply a ruse to lure him into trusting
someone else. But which? Even if they were sincere, their uncle might later buy
them with promises of discharge and resumption of their former lifestyle in
Tryamazz. Morbid realization struck. They were so emotionally bound to each
other that they were each other's highest price.
Connor was also a primary
candidate for a plant. He was always friendly, but only as much as any
well-bred person would be when sharing his living quarters. And since he was
new, no one really knew what his true character was. Even so, Myke felt that
the D.I.I.'s bargaining power with Connor was fear, and if that was the case,
he could be an informer and still be living up to his present character. But
would he go to Novaun? Perhaps. He had grown up in Melbourne, Australian State,
the son of a businessman. He was from an upper-middle class family with three
children and had been taught from his youth to be a good citizen. (Typical.) He
had joined Star Force to see the stars, as he had explained, but Myke sensed
rebellion in his action and a desire to be independent. He might be enticed to
go to Novaun by money, or better, his desire to be forever free of his fear of
being discovered as a resister.
Then there was Jacquae. She was
in a unique situation, able to get close to him from several angles, all
subtle: 1. Dr. Luciani was her brother. 2. She was Deia's roommate. 3. She and
Paul had been spending more and more time together. Myke didn't doubt he could
buy her with money, but he couldn't give her the one thing that might mean more
to her--power.
Tevaronia: daughter of a former
Star Force nurse and a Star Force lieutenant commander. The planet Shangri-La
was her original home, but she had lived in several places throughout the
Empire, a veteran of Star Force life. Although Myke had no idea how strong her
religious beliefs were, her ties to Earth were strong. Even so, Myke felt it in
his best interest to keep her in mind. Money would probably be her price.
Kristina: from Tryamazz, both
parents intermediate school teachers. A brilliant girl who possessed an
analytical mind and was serious in nature. She, like Tevaronia, was close enough
to be a plant, but she might be persuaded to go to Novaun by the knowledge of
the true nature of Earth's government and its plans for the galaxy. Either that
or money.
Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce:
Pierce was a resister, but Myke knew he would never go to Novaun under any
circumstances. In fact, Myke was certain Pierce would do his patriotic duty and
shoot him if ever even approached. For this reason Myke assumed he was not a
plant.
None of the guys from the gym
were resisters, so they weren't possibilities either way. From his classes,
however, there were several who were basically the same breed as Connor.
Last, Myke considered Dr.
Luciani. Dr. Luciani was an enigma. What could Myke or a D.I.I. agent use to
buy him? It seemed that his career was the most important thing to him,
something he already possessed, but was there more? He didn't seem concerned
about much of anything--his family, money, power, how people regarded him, or
even a discharge. Myke hadn't tested him for resistance yet. He sensed his mind
power was extremely strong, perhaps refined enough to detect Myke as the
tester. If Dr. Luciani's mind power were that strong, then he would be a
perfect choice for a helper, but would he go? His life was Star Force, and of
all of Myke's friends, he would have the most difficult time adjusting to
Novaun's culture. Perhaps he would go if the price were right, but what in the
universe was his price?
Myke thought again about Deia.
She was the one friend he really wanted to take with him, but even if she would
go, he wasn't sure she was capable of using the spirit dimension formula. Her
mind power was strong enough, and he sensed that she had known to resist the
Divine Emperor's communication from her "Day of Awakening" or tenth
birthday and that through resisting had gained considerable strength, but he
also sensed that she resisted without being able to see the communication trap
working on her mind. Helping her refine her Awareness wouldn't be difficult and
it probably wouldn't take long, but how could he do it without her or anyone
else questioning his motives?
Even if the opportunity did
arise, Myke wasn't sure it would be in his best interest to get that close to
her. He knew that he would grow to love her even more deeply than he already
did, which would make him more vulnerable and might cloud his judgment. At
present, the only way he could keep his head clear was to spend a lot of time
at the gym and even more time away from her.
As Myke lay in bed, he stared
up at Paul's pale blue berth, and Deia's image slipped into his mind, as it
often did, and he remembered everything she had ever said to him, everything
about her, her smile, her touch, her voice. He could almost feel her silky dark
curls under his fingers and smell the delicate scent of her perfume. He pursed
his lips and quickly shattered the image, his heart and body aching.
Those first few days after the
dance had been pure agony. The only way he had kept himself from breaking down
and expressing his feelings to her was by avoiding her whenever possible. He
was finally to the point where he could be friendly without worrying about
losing control, but he still kept his distance.
Nobody had said anything about
what had happened except Dr. Luciani and Connor, of course, and he had dealt
with them easily enough by ignoring them. Finally they had given up for lack of
interest. Although no one else had said anything, he had received so many
strange looks from Deia's roommates that he wondered what she had told them.
As for Deia herself, she seemed
indifferent--except for an occasional love-filled glance when no one was
looking, glances he always avoided--and it was rumored that she was interested
in Saint Cadet Vahro-Pierce.
Myke turned off his handheld
and laid it on his chest, reaching deep into his mind to seal the nerve
impulses from his shoulder to his brain. His spirit was almost devoured by the
burning pain, so he quickly withdrew from the trance. He closed his eyes and
rubbed his shoulder, wishing he could make the painful burning disappear and
that Deia could be there with him, comforting him with her caresses.
A few moments later, he set his
handheld on his bed, slowly stood up, and headed toward the door, hoping Deia
would still be playing in the lounge.
The
next evening, after spending some time at the gym, Myke entered his compartment
to find Dr. Luciani sitting impatiently on the table and Paul and Jacquae, just
back from fencing and still dressed in their white jackets and knickers,
hanging Paul's foil and mask in his locker.
Moments later, Deia and Connor
entered the compartment. "Hey, Dr. Luciani," Connor said, "I
found her."
Dr. Luciani slid off the table
and stepped toward Deia. "I just spoke to Dr. Addams, and he's finally
given his approval!"
"Dr. Luciani, that's
wonderful!"
"We start tomorrow."
"We?"
"Yes! That's the best
thing about it. You won't assist me in surgery yet, of course, but you will
help me generate the new tissue in the lab."
"Let us in on the
secret," Jacquae demanded, approaching the table. "What in the
universe are you two talking about?"
"Dr. Addams is finally
going to let Himes and Irwin and me help him with his research."
"What is this research
you're so anxious to be involved in?" Myke asked.
"Currently there's a lot
of research being done on the use of mind power in healing. The idea is that
mind energy can actually stimulate the body's power to regenerate itself.
Scientists, including Dr. Addams, have made progress in stimulating cell
division in laboratory samples of blood, skin, organ tissue, and such with
thought transmissions, but they're still searching for the key, the telepathic
formula, that would provide the intensity of mind power necessary to regenerate
on a full-scale basis."
All doubt about Dr. Luciani's
telepathic abilities disappeared, and Myke felt a rush of excitement. The
spirit energy formula was the formula Dr. Luciani's supervisor was working to
develop. It had been discovered thirteen years before by a group of Novaunian
physicians. Novaun possessed telepathic medical skills and technology that Dr.
Luciani had never even dreamed existed. Could those skills and that technology
be his price?
Myke was interested to find
out what else Dr. Luciani knew about the spirit energy formula, so he asked,
"What kind of full-scale regeneration?"
"We've already had great
success in using the patient's regenerated nerve tissue in reconstructing the
nerves that are injured and destroyed by neurodarts. We can use thought
transmissions in combination with our synthetic nerve tissue to create new
nerve tissue, a method that allows recovery of more function and sensation than
using the synthetic nerve tissue by itself. With the brain energy formula to
regenerate on a full-scale basis, we wouldn't have to use synthetic nerve
tissue at all.
"As for brain surgery, the
possible applications are endless. Now we can replace damaged sections of the
brain with the combination tissue, but often the body rejects the tissue it
perceives as foreign and the patient wakes up non-functioning. With more
intense mind power, we could take healthy brain cells and use them to produce
new brain tissue, perhaps eventually even an entire new brain, all with the
patient's own tissue. Our recovery rate in all types of reconstruction
operations would increase drastically."
Connor shook his head in awe.
"I don't know much about medicine, but research like that sounds
exciting!" Dr. Luciani nodded in reply.
Paul closed his locker door and
approached the group. "I've read about it too. That key you're referring
to is labeled 'the mind energy formula,' but I've never heard of it being used
for medical purposes. Only military."
Connor hoisted himself onto his
bunk. "What would the military want with something like that?"
"The military has an
obsession with perverting scientific finds that would be extraordinarily
beneficial to mankind and turning them into weapons," Dr. Luciani said.
Paul leaned against Connor's
bed and looked up at him. "The idea behind the mind energy formula is that
the energy produced by the brain, right now in the form of thought
transmissions, could be intensified and concentrated to such an extent that it
could move or heat objects."
Connor still appeared puzzled,
so Dr. Luciani continued with the explanation, "When you transmit your
thoughts to someone, you look inside of yourself and alter the highest brain
mechanism, which is the neuronal process in your higher brain-stem that
corresponds with the action of your mind, or in other words, the process that
makes thought and consciousness possible. The mind energy formula would simply
be a much more complicated formula that would utilize the neuron action of the
entire brain and would allow the energy that is already there to be
released."
Paul nodded. "Exactly. And
the military's primary interest in it is as a fuel source. It's a proven fact
that mind power working directly with arelada is the fastest source of power in
the universe, demonstrated, of course, by the speed of interstellar
communication. Well, the theory behind the mind energy formula as a fuel source
is that it would enable a spaceship, such as a fighter, to actually travel in a
thought wave. Therefore, a ship or a person would travel instantaneously, just
by thinking."
Connor nodded, his face
radiating understanding and fascination.
Their primitiveness repelled
Myke. How could they be so confused about such a simple theory?
"Whew . . ." Jacquae breathed, as fascinated
with the whole idea as Connor. "Modern hyperspace travel would become
completely obsolete, not to mention our current methods of warfare!"
"It would change
everything," Paul said, "which is why it's the hottest research topic
in the galaxy right now." He looked over at Dr. Luciani. "And it'll
be interesting to see who discovers it first, the medical scientists or the
military scientists. But we can all be certain of one thing. If the military
discovers it first, the medical community will probably be the last to learn
about it, and if the medical community discovers it first, the military will
grab it and classify it so fast that we can all be guaranteed that none of us
will ever know anything about it!" Everyone nodded in agreement, everyone
but Deia.
Deia had remained silent and
uneasy during the entire discussion. "Dr. Luciani," she said weakly,
"I'm not qualified to help you."
"What kind of a stupid
idea is that? Of course you're qualified."
"You don't understand. My
mind power isn't strong enough."
"That's nonsense,"
Dr. Luciani said. "I agree that your mind power isn't very refined yet,
but it's strong enough and it'll increase. Trust me."
Myke listened to the entire
conversation curiously, finding it revealing, and he realized that this was the
opportunity for which he had been waiting. Their opinion of him would change
drastically, but it was time. "If you'd like," he said to Deia,
"I can help you increase your mind power abilities. I learned a lot from
my father, who was a telepathy scientist."
"You're a Zionite!"
Jacquae blurted in amazement.
"That's why you don't drink or make love to